How does one sum up all that they have been through for the past
fifteen months in one little blog? I have been racking my brain this
past week writing and re-writing, trying to best express my feelings. I
tend to want to tell so much and end up with pages and pages of
rambling thoughts in an order that only I would be able to decipher. I
would love to sit down with a writer to help enable me to focus all my
thoughts and stories to share. This will have to suffice for now! Enjoy!
It has been a monumental past year. We went into this not knowing
what the outcome would be, and learned it exceeded all expectations! I
personally went into this with trepidations, anxieties, and self doubt. The
decision to return to something I left so many years ago was one that
was not to be taken lightly. I had so many questions going through my
mind. I obsessed to death all the things that would happen to me,
and how I would handle this reunion.
The day I drove to the studio to meet up with the guys had to be
one of the longest drives in history for me, I was beyond
nervous. After meeting up with everyone and spending some quality time
together I realized not much had changed between us. It was at that moment I knew I had made
the right choice. The journey ahead was official. There was no stopping the momentum.
There was so much work ahead for all, and would require lots of
time and energy. I flew out to Los Angeles with Jordan and stayed at Donnie’s house. I
figured it would be a quick trip but ended up not really coming home
until now. Our time there was the perfect opportunity for us all to
begin reconnecting. I hadn’t really kept in touch with anyone over the years,
Donnie being the one I had lost all contact with. It was a whole new
world for me, all over again. Long days rehearsing, and being coop’ed up
in doors. These things had become very foreign to me. There were plenty
of times I would ask myself “What am I doing”? If I hadn’t had the
reassurance and support of the guys to keep me going, I don’t know what the outcome would have
been today. We had all been through this before and knew amongst
each other the feelings we were all feeling! The pressures, and the want
to be the absolute best we could be! For me the pressure was ten fold.
I hadn’t been on a stage or in front of an audience since the early
nineties! “Could I really pull this off”? I would ask myself over and
over?” As time passed very quickly, I slowly gave into it all and found I was enjoying myself.
After we had pretty much everything in order we headed overseas. We had
such a great time in Europe doing promotion for the album and the tour.
The days were extremely long. We did so many visits to radio and television stations in so many
countries. It was an amazing way to be able to see the sights along the way and
to meet so many interesting people. Filming the cameo for the movie was
even more amazing. I had never been on a movie set, and to be on one in
an old castle was truly incredible! This was where we came up
with the name for the album, sitting around a table in that very castle.
Returning from Europe It had been almost one year since talks began
about putting this reunion together. We were ready to take the show on the road, and were now on
our way to Toronto to begin the last week of
full rehearsal. My head was still spinning, knowing we were about to
perform our first show, and in realization of how far this had
progressed! I had been to so many concerts after my NK’s days, and
always left with them with an empty feeling in my heart! Something deep inside me
really missed it all, and now it was reality. I had many sleepless nights that week
in Toronto, as I’m sure we all did. Walking into the venue and seeing our stage for the first time was
so surreal! It was a sight to behold. A trophy for all the work, the
sore muscles, the absence of home, the longing for family, and the
dedication of all that had worked so hard to put it all together!
Opening night had finally arrived. I was thankful to have my family and
loved ones come to give me comfort and support. It was the most amazing
yet fearful day I have had in a while. This was now going to be my
life. A life the total opposite of where I had been the last many
years.
“Go for house lights, go for house lights, go for house
lights”………. this is the first thing we hear at the start of every show. House lights dim and we
scurried into position to be hoisted up on the stage, all together
again. The lift slowly rose as we gazed upon a sea of flashbulbs, and the excitement of
thousands of dedicated fans from around the world. There are no words
to describe that moment. It was a feeling that found its way deep into
my soul and brought the most euphoric feeling into my heart! I thank
you all for that truly magical moment. It will be with me forever!
As the end of the year is fast approaching I look back at many things.
I have a new found respect for my partners in crime and a realization
that if you put your mind to something, fear will not get the best of
you. Fear can stifle you, but it doesn’t have to hold you down
completely. I am blessed to have lived so many moments and experiences.
I am blessed to have been able to see the world again. Most
importantly, I am blessed to have all of you back in my life!
The journey has only just begun. I wish us all an incredible trip…………..
Love and respect,
Jon
August 5th, 2009 at 10:44 am
Love you Jon!!!
Mika
August 5th, 2009 at 10:46 am
Thank YOU
Enjoy the Amazon
We’ll miss you
Shibli
xx
August 5th, 2009 at 10:47 am
That was WORTH the delay and then some Jon. “The journey has only just begun?” more like “the journey CONTINUES on”
Maria
August 5th, 2009 at 10:49 am
Jon,you made me speechless.now I heart you even more.Hugs from Holland.Enjoy your vacation.Xoxo
August 5th, 2009 at 10:49 am
WoW!
Great blog… soo woth waiting for!
Thank You!
Sels xx
August 5th, 2009 at 10:49 am
We have missed you guys so much and to have us be together again has definitely been something special. Have a safe trip and come back in one piece!
Ava, 32
San Francisco, CA
August 5th, 2009 at 10:49 am
i love you guys and cant thank you enuff for coming back to us here in the uk, i have loved u guys since 88 and u made me the person iam today, with ur music, i will never forget that u guys were there for me when i was bullied at school, i love u guys more than u will ever know, u are all truly genuine and u love ur fans for real…. come back to the uk soon we miss u from our hearts xx
louise newcastle uk xxxx
August 5th, 2009 at 10:49 am
Thanks for your lovley blog.
//stina
August 5th, 2009 at 10:49 am
Fantastic words!! I could actually FEEL your heart beating!
Be safe on your trip and we’ll be here when you return!
Beth
August 5th, 2009 at 10:50 am
What a nice blog! You are so amazing and I love you! Thanks for an incredible year! You have no idea what it has meant to me!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:50 am
Jon~ wow so worth waiting to read this blog from you *tears* and speechless
Love ya!!! Thank you!!!
Have a S.A.F.E. trip~ will miss you…
August 5th, 2009 at 10:50 am
that was so worth the wait!
ill miss you untill i see you all together again; which will be soon right, right hehe?
love you all!
xx
August 5th, 2009 at 10:50 am
You gave me goosebumps reading this! You are amazing! Thank you for sharing this. I have often wondered how you all felt opening night. Much love and respect to you too! Angie G.
August 5th, 2009 at 10:50 am
The Journey has JUST BEGUN Thank You Thank You Thank You xx
August 5th, 2009 at 10:51 am
Jonathan, you brought tears to my eyes!
Thank you for everything!
Lisa
August 5th, 2009 at 10:51 am
Jon- Love the Blog!! Gald to have you guys back in our lives as well. I am sure that there is much more to come and I can’t wait to see what the furure hold.
Have a great and relaxing time on your trip. Can’t wait to hear all about it when you get back.
Much love from the Mid-west!!
Jac
August 5th, 2009 at 10:52 am
All I can say to that is thank you!
Love you,
Katie
August 5th, 2009 at 10:52 am
I think this blog summed up how all of us felt when this year began, and how we all still feel.
Thank you Jon! Welcome back!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:52 am
jeeze jon, that was a sure novel! haha jk. that was great! i love how your the “quiet one” but you still can bring a girl to tears
August 5th, 2009 at 10:52 am
Your blog had me in tears before I finished reading it. Thank you for sharing your feelings with us. We look forward to continuing this journey with you!
xoxo
Krista D.
August 5th, 2009 at 10:52 am
Love u Jon….u guys have really made my year
August 5th, 2009 at 10:52 am
Jon, thank you for the lovely blog. I am so glad you decided to make the journey and step back up on that stage. Having all of you back in my life, our life, can not be put into words. Let’s continue this forever………
Mandy
Glos, UK
(PS thank you for all the fabulous hugs I got at all my M&Gs both here and in Boston)
August 5th, 2009 at 10:53 am
Wow, you express yourself so eliquantly Jon. This didn’t bring me to tears but made me so excited and further validated my choice to go on the Cruise with you guys this time around. I hope to get more FACETIME with you while on that ship. xoxo Thank you for sharing your deepest thoughts with us. It means the world.
Brandie (Fresno, CA) <– the one who made the Adidas towels for you in Fresno.
Brought Together By The Block / BTBTB
August 5th, 2009 at 10:53 am
Jon—thanks for your words. You encourage us as much as we encourage you. Watching you get over your fear of us was probably the best! Congratulations on a job well done
Have a wonderful break and hope to see you real soon!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:53 am
Jon, thanks so much for sharing all your thoughts with us! We, as fans, feel so proud of you guys for “taking the plunge”, come what may, and doing this thing, no matter what the outcome was going to be….and I think we can all agree that the outcome was better than any of us could have imagined. Thank YOU for all your dedication, and for overcoming what you had to in order to do this.
August 5th, 2009 at 10:53 am
What a beautiful blog!
Thanks so much Jonathan! We love you!! And I’m a writer so just let me know when you want to write all this down and I’ll be happy to help. Yeah I wish! Have fun in the Amazon and come back to us safe and sound.
Much love!!! xoxoxoxo
August 5th, 2009 at 10:53 am
Jon,
Thank you for being you… We never wanted anything less! Enjoy the Amazon, and I can truly say I am excited for what is to come when you return!
Knowing all you have gone through with your anxieties in the past, it really brought a tear to my eye, to read how much you have over come that… Whether you like it or not, you are an inspiration to all of those who have issues with anxiety!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:53 am
Jon- We all love you. Thank you for coming back to us all.
August 5th, 2009 at 10:53 am
Wow…what a blog. And I think you must be a mind-reader because I was writing about you guys doing the cameo in Tils film, just a couple of hours ago.
I’m happy for you, Jon, Happy that the reunion exceeded your expectations in such leaps and bounds. happy that you took the chance to do this, when your mind was filled with doubt.
I think your biography would make a very interesting read!
Have a fantastic trip. We love you.
Helen (UK) xxxx
August 5th, 2009 at 10:53 am
OMG!! I am totally in tears right now! DAMN YOU JON!!!
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!!
Love You Always!!
XoXoXo….
Tara
August 5th, 2009 at 10:53 am
you bitch, you brought a tear to my eye.
we love you dude…u know this. reading this was phenomenal. its amazing to see the other side of the table…we know the fan side, but you sharing your feelings about the whole thing is surreal. obviously heartfelt, not bs, but the truth.
you are awesome. dont forget that. we wont let you.
August 5th, 2009 at 10:54 am
wow!!! Thank you Jon…you just had a tear fall down my face. Words cannot describe how happy you make me feel. Thank you so much! See you on the cruise next year :o)
August 5th, 2009 at 10:54 am
I’m proud to be one of the international LA Plaid Girls…just sayin….=)….thank you so much for these awesome times…
A hug is a handshake from the heart…
Love from Germany
TinchenFFM
August 5th, 2009 at 10:54 am
Yes, I’m crying! At my desk! Thank you so much for opening your heart to us and sharing your journey! Thank you for facing your fears and trying this again. And thank you for CONTINUING. I know I’ll see you in May on that cruise if not before.
Much love and respect in return!
~Elizabeth
P.S. I KNEW you’d wait to get out of touch before letting this be posted! Love you you sneaky boy!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:54 am
Jon the show wouldn’t have been the same without you…Thank You for coming back, the hilarious tweets and for especially singing Step 5 at the Houston Show…You are truly an awsome person!!! ;}
August 5th, 2009 at 10:54 am
Jonathan, That was so well worth the wait! This journey has already been a blessing and changed my life completly! You will never know what this trip means to me! I could write and rewrite a million times over and still not get it right! Thanks to you and the guys I now have island sisters, Bh sisters, Jon girl sister, Knight owl sisters, a TBF and A WHOLE WATSON CONSTRUCTION CREW! so many friends have been made and most of all… my daughter and I have a bond that is stronger because of these past few months! I can not wait to see what is ahead! I want you to know that you are a true inspiration to me. I am not just saying that. The things I have found the strength to over come is over whelming! The smile you put on my face… Thank You Jonathan!
Love,
Gina
@ginacena2
South Carolina
August 5th, 2009 at 10:54 am
Wow…your blog brought tears to my eyes. I love reading about your excitement and experiences. We are so blessed to have you guys! I feel like a proud Mom that you guys made it back…bigger and better than ever!! We love you, we miss you and we hope to see you soon!
xoxo
~Dawn
August 5th, 2009 at 10:55 am
Wow !!! Thanks for the tears man. This was just beautiful. Thank you for the past year. We love you !
Enjoy your time off, but come back soon. You know we ain’t done !!!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:55 am
Jon,
Thank you for the past year! It has been wonderful to meet you several times and I have my reservation for the cruise, so I will see you in May if I don’t see you before then! Love to you always!
Love, Peace, Hugs and Kisses Always,
Jenny
August 5th, 2009 at 10:55 am
Jon words cannot describe how ur blog made me feel besides Im cryin now! We are all so happy you guys reunited bc u have brought so much 2 our lives. I cant wait to see where this adventure leads us next!
XOXO
Martina
PS Now whenever Im anywhere around Burberry I think of u! =D
August 5th, 2009 at 10:55 am
I wanted to say something really profound, but after reading your blog all I can say is Thank You a million times over. Thank you for not giving into your fear, thank you for letting us in & sharing yourself with us, thank you for allowing us to feel this way again & simply, thank you for just being you. We really love u Jon.
Enjoy your break, we look forward to the rest of the ride
~ Manj xx
Melbourne, Australia
August 5th, 2009 at 10:55 am
I was reading whilst listening to 5 brothers & a million sisters! Couldn’t have been more perfect (and emotional)!!
I love hearing about your relationship with the guys.
You 5 bro’s and us million sisters have a unique thing here. I’m so priviledged to be a part of it.
Love you! Enjoy the Amazon, and thank you for coming back to us!!
Much love xoxoxo
August 5th, 2009 at 10:55 am
Wow. . .amazing. I don’t even know what to say, or what I can say. Thank you so much for decideing to come back. It’s great to know how you felt about this and how you pushed through for yourself, the band and us fans. You’re very inspirtational and I’m glad to have been able to share this journey with you.
Much Love
-Haley
XOXOXOXOXO
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
JOn - We luv and appreciate all of you just as much as you appreciate us. I have enjoyed meeting you all on a couple of occasions and it has brought me great times and memories for the rest of my life. I wish I could do more. Have fun in the amazon. Remember what I said about the Sox and undies…
good way to protect yourself from those arrows….hehe. Have fun!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
Jonathan,
I held my breath reading your blog. As always, you put your thoughts into such eloquent words. I felt like I was there living it with you! And indeed I was!
Thank you so much for everything you’ve done the past year. Indirectly, you have given me some of the best friends I could ever have. I’ve done things I’d only dreamed of doing previously. I’ve experienced so many highs and a few lows along the way, but in the end, I’ve come out a better person.
Thank you for your selflessness in Houston. Thank you for your sweetness in Boston (you did NOT seem out of it!) And thank you (and Donnie) for the love in Fairfax. I’m floored with what’s happened. You are so incredibly special, and I’m glad that now, 15 years later, people are starting to finally see what I saw all along: a caring, kind, generous, loving man.
I heart you, JRK! The cult worships you, and I’m proud to be a long-standing member! From day 1!!
Kim (your 18 year old Army girl!!) xoxoxo
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
Thank you Jon, that was well worth the wait. We are all blessed to have each other in our lives. Once again thank you for doing this. Enjoy your trip to the Amazon. Hope to see you in England again soon. xx
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
Wow… beautiful blog… well said and the last sentence made me cry a bit too… feel so blessed to have my 5 brothers and my million sisters in my life again!
Love and respect,
Heleen
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
Jon-
You are amazing and I’ve cherished every minute. I truly appreciate the fact that you left your comfort zone, your family and your loved ones to embark on a journey that brought you so much doubt. Let me just say — you have nothing to doubt yourself for. You are an incredible performer on stage and make Jongirls everywhere around the world swoon. From our brief interactions, your genuineness, kindness and warmth show. We are truly blessed to have you in our lives again and it brings a smile to my face to hear the “journey has just begun”.
Love always, Kristin
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
jon…thank you for that heartfelt and very emotional blog. At the end of it i’m teary eyed. It’s been amazing for me and my new blockhead friends as well. Let’s conitnue this! Enjoy your time in the Amazon!
much love,
josydaisyJKgirl (Virginia)
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
Jon -
Thank you from the bottom of my heart and I love you! I can’t thank you enough for coming back and can’t wait to see where this journey takes us all! CRUISIN’ 2010! See you on the boat!
ALways -
Andrea
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
Thank you Jon for your heartfelt message to us. It brought tears to my eyes remembering all the stuff we’ve done throughout the year. I very much appreciate that you decided to take that leap of faith and came back with the guys to not only entertain us but welcomed us into your “family”
Be safe and we’ll see you when you get back. You’ll be missed on Twitter but take lots of pics and twitpic later.
———-> Love you! <—————
@jayneelu (twitter)
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
I’m all choked up after reading that. You are an amazing man and you have my “love and respect” always.
Jennifer
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
Tbhank you so much for the journey! Once again, you have made me all misty eyed!!
Love and will miss you! Have a AWESOME and SAFE trip, Jon! xox
August 5th, 2009 at 10:56 am
You are such an amazing individual! I’ve gotta say, i’d pay top dollar to read a book you write about your life cuz you are absolutely hilarious! I never expected that which makes u even more intriguing!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:57 am
Thank you for writing this, Jon! Knowing that you & the other guys have put so much heart and soul and sweat and courage and LOVE into this whole thing just makes it that much more amazing for us fans.
xoxo
Kerry in Canada
ps. I’d love it, too, if you sat down w/ a writer and compiled all of your tour thoughts & stories. I’m sure it’d be a fascinating read.
August 5th, 2009 at 10:57 am
Thank you so much for taking the time to write this! I don’t really know what to say other than thanks for coming back!
Have a wonderful trip and we’ll all be her when you return!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:57 am
You planned it this way, didn’t you? You being somewhere over Mexico when this stupid thing got posted?! As always, your way with words brought me to tears. It’s so great to see the OTHER side of what I felt about this reunion. I didn’t see any goodbyes or talk of elephants, so I’m going to assume, we’ll be doing this again. See you then, luv. xoxo
August 5th, 2009 at 10:57 am
Thank you for posting this Jon. You guys have touched my heart in a way I will never forget. Thank you so much for the memories. Thank you!!
Kim in NC
August 5th, 2009 at 10:57 am
Jon Thank you for being able to express your feelings. I am so excited for you that this past year and this time arounds experience has made you love what you do! You were amazing and I can see it in your smile and your laughter every time you are on that stage. Have fun in the Amazon, again something new for you that you are braving. Bravo to you! Come back w/ your stories of your adventures. I’ll miss you! I need to get my hug I didn’t get from you in Irvine, ok. Hit me up when I get on that boat next year!! Twugs and Twisses. oops not on twitter.. Hugs and Kisses.
August 5th, 2009 at 10:57 am
Jon, This is one of the best blogs ever. Thank YOU for doing this. We all know that you guys took a big risk by doing this. And we appreciate it more and more every day. You guys are amazing!! We thank you over and over for all that you have done and will do in the future. It’s going to be an amazing ride and we look forward to what’s to come!!
Much love,
Christine XOXOXO
August 5th, 2009 at 10:57 am
Imagine all the wonderful things your fans have to say about you Jonathan. How much we all love and respect you. I’ve never seen a group or artist as close to their fans are you and the fellas are. For that THANK YOU! You make us feel like family. Like you appreciate us as much as we appreciate you. Big hugs to you. Enjoy your vacation!
Love Always,
Lori
August 5th, 2009 at 10:58 am
JONATHAN KNIGHT…………………
You have stolen my heart!!!!!
I must admit that I was worried about you when this journey began, but I could easily see how much you were enjoying yourself on that stage!!! We appreciate your love and dedication more than you can possibly imagine and DON’T GET ME STARTED ON YOUR HUMOR! (Well just one quick note about it, I guess: Dry wit and sarcasm…I LOVE IT!)
It warms my heart to know that you believe this journey has just begun….
Thank you for coming back to us and giving so much of yourself both onstage and off!
With love and adoration,
Theresa
P.S. PIMP!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:58 am
Thank you Jon you are right this has only just begun. I hope you enjoy your trip stay safe. I hope to see you back here in the UK within the next year or so. You guys have changed so many lives doing what you have done i hope you know how greatful we all are. love you xxx
August 5th, 2009 at 10:58 am
Wow Jon! That was inspirational. Thank you! We sincerely appreciate your hard work and dedication. Love, Judy
August 5th, 2009 at 10:58 am
Jon,
I love what you wrote about fear. So many of us are stifled by it and choose to let it take charge of our lives. Your example of rising above your fears is the ultimate display of victory. I know that it doesn’t mean the struggle is over, but you don’t let fear run your life. Thank you so much for trusting your instincts. You guys getting back together has meant so much to those of us who have loved you since we were young. So again, thank you and many, many blessings for the future!
Robin
Texas
August 5th, 2009 at 10:59 am
Thank you for the wonderful memories, the hugs and kisses, the blogs, the tweets and all the “Dirty Dancing!” I miss you and the guys so much everyday, but being a part of this entire experience has allowed me to grow in ways I didn’t believe were possible. I went to a bunch of concerts on my own and made new friends each time. I drove out to Hollywood for the Jimmy Kimmel show and met new people there too. Coming together with people I never met, for an something we all loved so much was just thrilling to me! It made me feel alive inside, which was something I’ve needed for a while
I can’t do much except thank you for everything you and the guys have done. thank you thank you thank you!
You guys will always hold a special place in my heart,
Hugs and Happy thoughts…and kisses for you all,
Mika
August 5th, 2009 at 10:59 am
Jon…
All there is to say is: THANK YOU!!!!
Thank you for giving into that feeling of fun and excitement eventhough it can be scary and overwhelming at times. Thank you for making me smile and roar with laughter at the tweets you share with us. You are a wicked funny man Jon, and I am so glad we are getting to see that side of you!!!
Enjoy your much deserved vacation and adventure in the Amazon!
Love you!
xo - Pamela
August 5th, 2009 at 10:59 am
Hi Jon,
Great blog! Thanks for putting a smile on all of our faces! have a great time in the amazon. We will miss your tweets! xoxox
August 5th, 2009 at 10:59 am
OMG!!! I am in tears! This was def worth the wait! You have all brought so much joy back into my life! Jon, you have had my heart since I was a kid! Thank you soooo much for coming back to us all! I am on this journey for the long haul!!!! You have helped me to remember that it’s okay to act a little crazy now and then. I got so much joy from getting my chance to meet you in Dallas this summer!
Have a great trip!!! Can’t wait to hear all about it! I will miss you!!
Thank you again!!!!! I can’t wait to see what lies ahead!!!!!!
Love,
Chasity
August 5th, 2009 at 10:59 am
I love you, Jon. I literally am wiping tears from my eyes. Thank you guys for coming back into our lives. Something has been missing for the past 15 years, and now my heart is full again. Seriously, you guys have MADE my year. I am blessed to have been able to see you 4 times this year!! Love you guys!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:00 am
THANK YOU JON! I am at a loss for words…this is the most amazing journey I have ever witnessed a group have together. Thank you so much for sharing such a personal side of you with all of us, and we are so happy to have you and all the other guys back in our lives too!
Ana
@AnaHill
August 5th, 2009 at 11:00 am
Jon-
Just like you can’t find the words I think most fans cannot find the words either to express how we feel. Most of us can only say Thank You to you and the guys for coming back and bringing so much joy into our lives that we once experienced so long ago. Being a blockhead isn’t always the easiest thing or the most understandable but having all blockheads and you guys come together in a massive support system in this now technological world is truly amazing. Who knew that we would be able to provide the support for each other that we all need. In some sort of way we are all and still connected and nothing can take that away.You down right humble self who never takes the spot light and just sits back and enjoys the ride has always made you my favorite. You turn to your family, friends, and fans for support and the fans turn to you guys to keep us going and to keep us strong. The love is so overwhelming and I hope that no matter how big or how small that this ride never ends.
-Doreen
August 5th, 2009 at 11:00 am
Awwww, Jon, great blog!!!
It’s well worth the wait
Thanks for taking the time to tell us how you feel. I can’t tell you how happy I am that you guys are back in my life! It’s been such an amazing year & a half!! I remember hearing the “rumors” about a NKOTB reunion - I didn’t believe it, haha. Hearing Summertime for the first time was so exciting - I was in bed, I fell asleep with the tv on (MuchMusic) I woke up at about 4am & what do I hear?! Donnie’s voice - - although I had my back toward the tv & I was more than half asleep - I knew it was him! 
Then seeing you on tv at the MMVAs - OMG! I waited for that & it was perfect! I watched the show with my family & as you guys came on stage - my family was talking, in deep conversation & I told them “SHHHHHHH!!!! SHH! this is what I’ve been waiting for!!” Lol, I think that may have annoyed them, haha. Anyway, just wanted to tell you what it means to me 
Thank you so much for coming back & sharing your life with us! Thank you for an amazing journey! Thanks for being soo sweet at the m&g’s! Thanks for the late night tweets! Thank you, thank you!!
~Shannon
Klemtu BC Canada
August 5th, 2009 at 11:00 am
OMG Jon, how do you ALWAYS manage to reduce me to tears!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We have ALL had the most AMAZING ride right along with you. I’m so glad it worked out so well for you all & that you made the decision to reform!!!!!!! Your million sisters can’t thank you enough for EVERYTHING you’ve done for us over the last 18 months!!!!! You always say you need to thank us but we’ll always THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Enjoy your amazing adventure is this summer, I can’t wait to continue the ride with you all!!!!!!
All my love ALWAYS ang, xXx ;-D (AngelaGos77)
August 5th, 2009 at 11:00 am
*sigh* Perfect blog to end the year. You teased us about it but it was worth the wait. Have a great time on your trip and get back safe and with lots of stories.
August 5th, 2009 at 11:00 am
JON,
This was for sure worth the wait! Interesting that it is when you leave the country and might not be able to read these responses until you return! I am truly glad you did this again!Sometimes I still can’t believe there was a reunion! But then I look at the pics and talk to my blockhead friends I have made and tell myself it really did happen. I feel so fortunate to have been able to meet you. You are better than any ideal I could have thought of. Never change who you are because it’s amazing! I hope in the new year I will be able to tell you just how special you are to me and to all of us! THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, JON KNIGHT!
Loving You Forever
Brandy
August 5th, 2009 at 11:01 am
I don’t know what to say except what a beautifully written blog. It brought tears to my eyes. I prayed for many years that you & the other guys would reunite and you did. Thank you so much for that.
Be safe & enjoy your trip
Love always,
Wendy
August 5th, 2009 at 11:02 am
WOW…that actually made me cry (which is something I try not to do at all). We are all so blessed to have eachother back for however long this journey goes. It has been said more than once “Blockheads are the most loyal fans there are”. We waited 20 years to get back together and we would gladly wait another 20 if we had to. We love you!! Have fun in the Amazon!!!!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:02 am
Dearest Jonathan,
Your blog was definitely worth waiting for. I’m extremely grateful to you for allowing us to reconnect with you, letting us enjoy who you are today and sharing as much of your life with us as you’re comfortable with. You’re such an incredibly wonderful and amazingly extraordinary man. Thank you for always being true to yourself and being the you that I’ve always loved. You’re one in a million and you’ll forever be that someone special in my heart.
August 5th, 2009 at 11:02 am
Very well said Jon. But it is us who has to thank you for having the courage to return to us. It was an amazing year that we all will never forget! All 5 of you have brought back memories from when we were younger and we appreciate you guys even more now! I’m 30 now with a 3 year old who also loves hearing your music. Of course this journey will continue because your loyal army is behind you guys 100%! Be safe on your adventure and remember we are waiting for you to get back to bring more fun in our lives
August 5th, 2009 at 11:02 am
JON~ GREAT BLOG! This is so crazy because as you describe the moment first being hoisted up all together, my feelings were the same! My girlfriends and I were speechless, breathless and completely euphoric also. I feel such joy everytime I watch you guys perform and I thank you for bringing that feeling back to us! We know the journeys all you guys took to get back to us and we appreciate it more than we can show you. The connection is real and amazing. Thanks for taking the risk to coming back to us, we’ll be loving you forever! Enjoy your much deserved time off.
Much love and gratitude,
JoAnn
August 5th, 2009 at 11:02 am
Jon,
You are a beautiful writer. I think you should sit down with someone to help you organize all or your thoughts and stories. I would love to read more. Thank you for taking the time to share these personal feelings with us. The way it made my heart feel while I read them was amazing. A tear.
Until we meet again, enjoy yourself.
Love,
Jennifer
August 5th, 2009 at 11:02 am
Jon this has got to be your best Blog yet. I myself went through so many emotions with this reunion, and my heart felt empty. Since October of 2008 I have not felt the same, so much excitement, so much love, so many new friends, and all because you all decided to come back. I must admit your end of the blog makes me have a permanent smile. This Journey HAS just begun. LETS CONTINUE THIS!!! 2010 will be rocking. In the worst of times we all had the best of times. Thank you Jon and thank you NKOTB. <3 ya all.
August 5th, 2009 at 11:02 am
oh Jon!! That was really emotional to read! I thank you for this and am one of the many millions that are greatful for the group reuniting! See ya on the boat!! Enjoy your adventure in the Amazon bring pics with you on the boat or hey how a about a slide show?? Love ya!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:02 am
Jonathan,
Thank you so much for helping The New Kids come alive again, as it would not have happened without you. All of the things that you had to face to do this makes you a truly amazingly courageous man! I have loved you from the beginning and will keep on loving you. I am waiting with excited anticipation and bated breath to see what you and the guys will give us next. I met you once in Montreal at VFest, and stood beside you in our photo, and I can’t wait till I meet you again on the cruise in 2010. It will be an amazing time where we all can make more magical memories!! Many Hugs and Kisses to you and the guys.
Love and Happiness Always
Amber xo
August 5th, 2009 at 11:03 am
Jon, I knew that your blog would be the one that would REALLY make me cry! Damn you!
Thank you so much for coming back for us! It would not have been the same without you! Thank you for breaking through your fears and anxieties! It was quite the ride. I was at the opening show in Toronto, and for you guys to start the tour here was such a blessing! To hear you talk about it so fondly makes my heart smile!
I look forward to what the future brings, and please know that your loving fans will be here for you always!
Lots of love,
Suzanne
Toronto, Ontario
August 5th, 2009 at 11:03 am
Hi Jonathan,
Thanks for your blog. It really touched me. I love how you tell us your nice trip with your own writting. I love reading your blogs.
I hope to see you soon with the guys, because you brought a light in my life. I wish you good luck for your plans.
Thanks for everything.
Miss you already
Xoxo
Lots of love from Your Dearest Potatoe, Sophie
August 5th, 2009 at 11:03 am
Jon,
That was truly worth the wait, well said! I love your blogs. Thank you so much for giving us the chance to venture into your personality. Im loving it!Your sense of humor always puts a smile on my face. Thank you for all of your hard work. You truly melted my heart in Virginia Beach when you pulled me aside to speak to me during M&G. I was speechless beyond belief! Your warm smile and awesome “Jon Hugs” would melt anyone. I hope you enjoy your vacation you deserve it!I can’t wait to see you guys again!
xoxoxoxox
Jessica
@feenin4facetime
August 5th, 2009 at 11:03 am
Awww… Thank you Jonathan for you beautiful words coming straight from your heart. As I read this with tears in my eyes and with “The Look of Love” playing in the background, it all sums up to one word: LOVE. It was the love between us all that made it all possible. Your love of performing has always been in you, my dear, and I am glad u get to embrace that love again.
As much as we love you, we know you love us too. It is evident when we see pics and videos of you getting all misty eyed, that special look of love u give us as you take it in. It is like a magical moment for us all coz we also felt that empty feeling when NKOTB was MIA.
Before I end up writing a blog, THANK YOU for putting your fears behind and stepping up to the Mic and take ur rightful place. It’s has thus far been a wonderful magical journey and I’ve yet to see NKOTB live!Looking forward to more wonderful adventures with you and the rest of the New Kids. Love ya and God bless!
Seryna/ tractorqueen xoxo
August 5th, 2009 at 11:03 am
And this blog describes perfectly why I love you
XOX Natasja
August 5th, 2009 at 11:04 am
Wonderfully written Jon!! It’s great to hear your thoughts. I don’t think ANY of you 5 have any idea what this reunion has meant to us. It has brightened our dark days and made us feel like teenagers again!!
THANK YOU for agreeing to do it. I hope that it more than you ever expected.
We love you!!
Kristie
August 5th, 2009 at 11:04 am
Jon, you brought tears to my eyes and a smile to my face!! I am so happy that you have come back into our lives and that we have touched you as much as you have touched us!! I miss you and love you very much! Come back to us safe and sound from the Amazon!! We will keep this going as long as you and the guys need us and want us!!
XOXO ~Beth
August 5th, 2009 at 11:05 am
“The journey has only just begun. I wish us all an incredible trip…………..”
This trip started 20 years ago… there have been ups and downs, bends and curves, and sometimes bumps and bruises, but what a ride it’s been! We haven’t gone anywhere, and we don’t plan to leave now. It melts my heart (and brings tears to my eyes) to know that you’ve made a renewed bond with your partners and that you’re right back there with us, ready and willing to see what’s next.
Buckle up, we have miles and miles to go!
Enjoy the Amazon. Be safe! I only hope you can have a “once in a lifetime experience” for yourself like the kind I’ve had this past year with you.
Love you! xoxo
Lisa
August 5th, 2009 at 11:05 am
You’re one in a frillion, Jonathan Knight! I nevah knew I could be so proud of someone I don’t even really know. Thank you for conquering your fears and doubts and coming back into our lives. You truly are an inspiration! I’m so happy that you’re not only enjoying this crazy ride but have ended up having the time of your life.
Love ya lots
Joann
aka Phee78
aka lollipop girl
(Brisbane, Australia)
August 5th, 2009 at 11:05 am
You have brought a tears to my eyes with the blog! We’re SO glad you agreed to this reunion, and we love you even more than we did 20 years ago ~ is that even possible?!?
August 5th, 2009 at 11:05 am
Wow, Jon, thank you for your most genuine thoughts. I felt every thought!
Love you so much!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:06 am
Well put Jon! I hope you have an amazing trip and we will see you soon! We’re here ANYTIME for ya babe! xoxox Stacey
August 5th, 2009 at 11:06 am
Thank you for coming back for this wonderful Journey. It has been an amazing adventure in my life getting to travel, meet new and wonderful friends and most of all finally getting to meet you and get my hug this June in Michigan. Thanks for helping us see that the fear isn’t going to keep us down any longer. We are tough and we can fight together against it. Thank you for being you and enjoy your Adventures!!!
Jennifer
August 5th, 2009 at 11:06 am
Wonderfully and beautifully written! Thanks so very much for sharing your thoughts, emotions, apprehensions, and joy with us. Thank you for taking that chance and overcoming the anxiety that haunts those who have it. I’ve been there, done that… but never on a stage… I respect and love my 5 Bad Brothers more now than ever!
Enjoy the time off, your trip to the Jungle… I look forward to the cruise again (Starbucks Coffee Shot!)… and any other moments/glimpses that you are able provide for me (us).
Loving you 4eva!!
Jenn
August 5th, 2009 at 11:07 am
THANK YOU!!!!! Thank you for everything you have given us and for sharing your story with us! You are amazing and we can’t wait to see what is next!! Y’all at the Houston concert was the best concert of my life & I just want to say THANK YOU FOR COMING BACK & EVERYTHING ELSE!!!!!!!!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:08 am
jon - thank you and your family for all of the sacrifices you have made for us, the fans. i know this experience turned out to be something other than what you expected in the beginning. thank you for taking that leap of faith for us, thank you for all of the restless nights for us, and thank you for the sore muscles for us. as you described your first trip onto the stage, i could see that same memory that is etched into my mind…the five of you rising from the stage with as presence that could not be denied. that is my favorite memory of ALL TIME! this ride was emotional for me, but i have loved every second. enjoy your time off and be safe in the amazon….til we meet again(cruise 2010). love you!!
leslie
aka sassy2knight
August 5th, 2009 at 11:08 am
WOW…U MADE ME CRY. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. U DONT KNOW HOW MUCH THIS HAS MEANT TO US. ESPECIALLY ME. EVERYDAY IS BETTER JUST THINKING OF NKOTB. WHEN I MET U IN DENVER, THE FEELING WAS SURREAL. IT WAS A DREAM COME TRUE. JUST THAT LITTLE TIME U SPENT WITH US MADE MY LIFE SO MUCH MORE FULLFILLED. IT PROLLY SOUNDS SILLY..BUT IVE DREAMED OF THAT MOMENT SINCE JR HIGH. THANK YOU AGAIN JON. THANK U FOR OVERCOMING UR FEARS & ANXIETY TO MAKE US ALL HAPPY. I ABSOLUTELY ADORE & ADMIRE YOU. THANK YOU….XOXOXOXOXOX
August 5th, 2009 at 11:09 am
wow
so many memories..so many years..so many feelings
this journey the past year and a half has been amazing
like you said so..this is just the began
I believe in you!
thank you for join this crazy life that we live together..all the screams and concerts and m&G ..has been amazing..not lived by my own..but enjoy it so far away equal
if you were not comeback with the other guys…will not be the same
you five still rocks all our worlds
Five bad brothers must to be together for ever!! what would do the million siters if you willnot?? lol
thanks 4 let us be a lil part of all that incredible adventure
I love you Jon!
ps..you really really deserves this vacation and time off…hope find you in south America sometimes…i’m in Lima-Peru and i’ll do my best
If i let to find you..please don’t hate me!!hahaha
Enjoy your trip ..you know this could be an unexpected and incredible adventure like you felt before
All the best for you! life has been great since you comeback to my life
thanks for that
Blessings and love
*
Rox
from
Peru
*
August 5th, 2009 at 11:09 am
Not too many words are coming to me right now other than THANK YOU!!!!. Thank you for putting your fears aside to make all of our dreams come true. I had spent a lot of time thinking about what it would be like “if” nkotb came back and toured. My thoughts were far excited by the reality of it. You were more than amazing on stage. I went to two fall shows Staples Center and Nokia which were both amazing. But nothing was more amazing that being front row center at Verizon Wireless, Irivne, Ca. Seeing you on stage up close with nothing to block my view. WOW!!!!! Not more amazing than finally get to hug you and thank you for DM on twitter. I thank you for being so friendly and loving towards us fans!
You are an amazing person and I thank you again for sharing your thoughts with us.
ALl my love,
snflower99 aka Erica
August 5th, 2009 at 11:09 am
Jonathan thak you for this wonderful blog. You wrote it so beautifully *tears*. Wow is just about all i can say now. I can’t thank you guys enough for all you have given me and my new found friends. I have met the most wonderful people because of this reunion and am hoping we can continue this and spread all this love.
Again thanks for the best blog i have read up till now
love
xoxoxo
Mascha
August 5th, 2009 at 11:10 am
Definitely worth the wait! Thanks Jon for doing this, for facing your fears, for giving up your “normal” life, for reconnecting with the guys, for having fun on stage, for blogging, for tweeting, and most of all for being you. Love ya and hope to get to continue this journey with you and your four brothers for a long time to come!
Let’s Continue This!
Much Love from one of your million sisters,
Laura in Indiana
August 5th, 2009 at 11:10 am
I would like to say THANK YOU to you and all the guys. I’m pretty sure I’m not alone in this. For most of time moved on. We grew up, got married maybe, had children but would look back fondly on our childhood and for me I would cringe when I remember the hell I put my Mum through but would also smile as I remembered the days (and nights)of sitting outside The Westbury Hotel as I made friends who are still very much a part of my life.
This time around was an opportunity to relive the best part of my teens. Who wouldn’t take up that opportunity?
I was also able to give my niece an insight into what her quiet Auntie was like but I have to say…at Hammersmith I don’t who was worse…I have corrupted her young mind…lol.
THANK YOU JON xxxxx
August 5th, 2009 at 11:10 am
Wow Jon, it was worth the wait for this blog and for you guys to come back to us! You said it all very beautifully! Hard to get through reading it all because of the tears in my eyes. We all know how difficult the decision was for NKOTB to get back together or not and espcially for you but I know you know that we have tried to show you in every way possible that it was the right decision just like you have shown us. Thank you for coming back and staying with us!! Its been an adventure and I know it is filled with some scarifices and lots of joy. You truly are an amazing man and this whole journey has been so amazing because of our bond as 5 Brothers and a Million Sisters. We get it, we understand and we love you!!
Thanks for so many amazing memories and moments and for bringing us all together when we all needed it the most.
Have a great trip and SEA you in May on board the SS NKOTB again.
Till then lots of Love from Canada
Lesley Strause XXOO
August 5th, 2009 at 11:10 am
Jon-
My heart was pounding the entire time I read that, but once I got towards the bottom I found my eyes welling up with tears & a huge smile across my face!! You have no idea how many times I would see pictures of you or see you at the show & could tell you were having the time of your life. You always looked so happy, seeing the words you just wrote means the world to all of us!! I know we all say it, but I truly am Thankful for what you five have done for all of us by getting back together & creating magic!!It has been amazing from the start & I can’t wait to see what’s next!! =) I’m sure it was hard for you to get back into the swing of things, but you have been perfect in my eyes!! Your humor on Twitter, your shy smiles on stage, singing step 5 (which no one does better)…..you are so important in all of this & we all love you for being you!! =)
Much Love, Leslie
August 5th, 2009 at 11:11 am
What a beautiful blog, Jonathan. The moment last October when the 5 Bad Brothers rose up out of the stage was one of the most fun/special bonding moments for me and my 13 year old daughter. I had a feeling of pure joy. I looked over at my daughter and saw she was crying. Thank you for this year full of special memories!
Love to you,
Sarah
August 5th, 2009 at 11:11 am
and tears are falling on my face now…
I’m so proud of you Jon! I imagine how hard for u was to take this step..I imagine the fears you had to have…But you did it..you are the real fighter, and you are my hero! You’re showing me how to rise!
Thank you for being so brave, thank you for givin all of you.
thank you for giving your feelings, your emotions.
Thank you, you trust us enough to share your deep feelings with us.
thank you for all the love and respect you give us with everything you do!
There’s no words to say how many feelings you gave me by your reunion!
I had the worst year in my life- I lost my mum, but you gave me the strengh to go on. You were the light in my life and the only joy. YOU ARE THE GOD’S GIFT!!
And I pray for you everyday.My dream came true and i travelled oceans and mountains to see you life, and i decided it’s gonna be the first day of my new life. I decided to close the sad story of my life and start over again. And I did!I even gave up smoking!:)
Thank you thank you thank you!And thank you for twitter stuff, that is amazin experience!
thanks with all my heart and all my love is with nkotb.
August 5th, 2009 at 11:11 am
I can’t wait till you guys return next year
August 5th, 2009 at 11:11 am
Thank you for let us be in your inner thoughts!!
I know how hard it can be to tell what you feel ant how hard it can be to go out on the stage!
I have depressions and i had three hard years to get back to life,i know what it means to have the fear to go out!
But you guys helped me to come back to live,helped me to be happy again and helped me to find back the easy way of live!
Thank you all for that and please..let this only be the beginning…don´t wanna miss you again in my life! See you next year on the cruise!!
Yours
Sina
August 5th, 2009 at 11:12 am
Oh how I love and adore you! Thank you so much for that wonderful blog Jon. And thank YOU for coming back into our lives. We miss you terribly but know that only good things are ahead! Love you so much!
Angie McKellar
NB, Canada
August 5th, 2009 at 11:12 am
I am so excited for your next album & tour next year
Laura Gaskin
August 5th, 2009 at 11:13 am
It is amazing to me to hear exactly what this journey was like from your persepctive; the anticipation of the unknown, the expectations of the past, and the uncertainty of how it would all turn out. We felt it all with you going into it; not knowing how it would be for all of us to be back together again, hoping it was just like it was before, and having no clue if it would be as good the 2nd time around. I am proud to say ***EVERYTHING*** you have done–THE BLOCK, the reunion tour, THE CRUISE, FULL SERVICE—> has GREATLY exceeded any expectaition I ever had, and then some. This “2nd chance” has been even better than the “1st time” and I am so grateful to say I’ve been around the block for 21 years with you guys. I never gave up…I always had hope you’d come back. You made my dreams come true. ALL OF YOU DID THIS. You have overcome so many obstacles in this, and for that I THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART for doing what you feared most. You were a “freakin pimp!” and I love you so much!!! Again, I’ve been reduced to tears and mush after reading your blog!!
Thank you, thank you…words are not enough…
~Helen
August 5th, 2009 at 11:13 am
jon - Thank you for putting your fears aside and embracing this reunion! You are an amazing performer and your singing isn’t too shabby either :)We just don’t hear nearly enough!!! I can’t wait to see where this goes next, as corny as it sounds this reunion has really changed my life!! I’m happy again because of you and I hope you guys stick around until you are all old and grey!
love,
jenn
aka
mac_dreamer
August 5th, 2009 at 11:13 am
Awwww! *tear* It has been great having you back! My first NKOTB concert was when I was 13 and you had already left =( When I received an email in early 2008 from LiveNation asking all sorts of questions about what I was willing to pay for an NKOTB concert, I knew something big was about to happen. I’m so glad that everyone came together for this experience. I’ve treasured the 4 concerts I’ve been to since this wonderful journey began. I can’t thank you enough for being part of this. I hope you have a wonderful time in the Amazon. It’s a well-deserved vacation. Stay safe and we’ll be waiting here for ya in the meantime!
Cristal =)
P.S. Let me know if you find a Starbucks in the jungle xD
August 5th, 2009 at 11:13 am
PS: If u do decide to write pages and pages of your rambling thought, it’s call a memoir! And I’d gladly spend my $$ on that! =) I’m sure a true and dedicate BH would know how to decipher it! LOL
August 5th, 2009 at 11:14 am
Jon
I am so glad I got the tissue ready before I started reading your thoughts. This journey has been so amazing for all of us but I thank you so much for coming back to a life that was so foreign to you and giving it 110%
I have so many wonderful memories with you from Jon playing pool in Glasgow (drunk Jon is hilarious), to riding the eleavator with you in Dublin (doors opening, doors closing) to the AMAZING facetime you so generously gave me on the cruise (thank you for letting me ask a question during our Q&A) From letting me wrap my arms around you in Darien to the look of concern in Montreal…..from the famous Jon hugs and your warm reassuring smile
Jon please know all we ever wanted for & from you was for you to be comfortable in your own skin and by the end of the tour I truly believe you are!!!!
Can not wait to see you in May on the cruise again. Never forget these feeling you had during the last year.
Know we all love you so much and are so thankful to have you back in our lives
Lots of Love
Megs (@megspptc)
Toronto, ON Canada
August 5th, 2009 at 11:15 am
Dearest Jon,
Thank you for sharing your feelings with us especially before departing to the jungle. By the way I hope you will be save and have fun and bring back lots of pics and stories!!
I am SO glad to read that you have enjoyed the last 15 months, even though there were fears, and down sides (like there are to everything we do). But that you felt the rewards were worth it. I’m so glad that you realize how much we appreciate you guys coming back into our lives. We didn’t know how it was going to work out either, but for me too it has exceeded my expectations!
This time round it’s been even more amazing for me…and to think my one little concerts in Wembley Arena at age 13 was best time of my life at that time…you have given me so much more this time. The meet and greets, the cruise, the ‘facetime’ I’ll never forget meeting u in the Gladgow hotel in January we stayed up with u till 3am as you walked past for your cigarette breaks but said hi each time
Love you for that!!!
Anywa…I can ramble on too so I’ll end it here…please keep in touch on Twitter I love how you do that…hope u don’t mind I save your tweets they are great to read back, cheer me up. See you in May 2010 on the boat again plus hopefully in the UK again after that. Take care, XOXOX Honor (UK)
August 5th, 2009 at 11:15 am
Now I’ve got the warm and fuzzies.
It’s nice to know that you’ve been enjoying it as much as we have. Love you, Jon!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:15 am
Hey jonathan!
@ a friends so when my friend told me u sent a post…of course I had to come over but only to glance:) covered in paint so I don’t have a chance to really read n comment but will when I get home! But I wanted to thankyou for posting the blog before u left….lord know some of jongirls were getting crazy waiting for it! See what u do to us? But u did it and posted it even tho you should be concentrating on you trip! U sure do love your fans! Im so glad you did this tour and reconnected w the guys and with all of us! Love ya for 20+ years and everything u do makes it grow even more! I can’t wait to read it all! Have fun on your trip and BE SAFE!
See ya soon!
BESO BESO!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:15 am
*HUGS TO YOU* Jon, we may not have met each other physically, like so many of my friends had the pleasure of getting to with you, but this time that you guys walked back into my life, the timing could not have been more perfect as I have just went through personal turmoil of my own and needed something to help me recover - well, you guys did the trick. And I have met some amazing people thru it, including one who, if not for her, I never would have got to go to a show. And the fact that some of my tweets garnered your attention enough to dm me, well, THAT just leaves me giddy!
Have a GREAT time on your trekking adventures, PLEASE share these experiences with us - and this BETTER be the beginning of the journey, guy! LOL!!!
*HUGS* LOVE YA!!!
Shani
August 5th, 2009 at 11:15 am
Jon-this moved me to tears. I only wish you weren’t on a plane right now, so you could read the responses. I think you may have made the biggest change in your life to do all this again, I know you know it does not go unappreciated. It’s been an amazing journey this year and I can’t thank you enough for bringing us along for the ride. It takes a strong person to go that far out of their comfort zone- I admire you for that.
Aside from the shows and the people I’ve been able to meet because of this reunion, I think one of my favorite things about it all has been the use of technologiy to connect with you all. The way you’ve chosen to stay in contact and let us see glimpses into your lives has been amazing. I loved watching the five of you grow close again, and I’m glad that you once again have your “brothers”
Tahnks you for everything, Jon. Much love and I hope to see you again soon!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:15 am
OMG! THANK U SOOOO MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!!
this blog is so wonderful, every word is it worth to read it,
i am totally in tears again - you always take the stuffing out of me, man! this journey was the best whatever happened to me and i owe it all to you guys, your reunion and especially YOU MR. JONATHAN KNIGHT *kiss*
thank you for fulfilling my dream,meeting u was the only thing i ever wanted and it happened - twice!I would never have dreamed that it could be reality… i’m blessed!
there are no words that strong enough to describe THIS FEELING,
thanks with all my love i have to give for coming back in MY life, you always have a special place in my heart!
then yours, now yours, forever yours!
love, hugs and kisses your way: ((I LOVE YOU))
as always your only one
janette
August 5th, 2009 at 11:16 am
Wow, what a post! You literally brought tears to my eyes. I really can’t thank you (and all the guys) enough for giving us a year of your life. We needed eachother! The moment I met you all in Victoria will be in my heart and mind forever and I am extremely grateful for the chance.
Love,
Amanda from Seattle
August 5th, 2009 at 11:16 am
This is such a great blog and it really makes us understand a little more about him because he has not been in the limelight in so many years that he has come a long way since then and WE LOVE YOU JON ( WELL WE LOVE ALL THE GUYS BUT MY PERSONAL FAVE IS U)
WENDY 34
NORTH CAROLINA
August 5th, 2009 at 11:16 am
THANK YOU JON! YOU WILL ALWAYS BE OUR STEP 5! YOU ARE TRULY THE SPECIAL SAUCE! LOVE YOU MUCH:) TONI B. FROM COLUMBUS,OH
August 5th, 2009 at 11:17 am
JON or my “Mr. Twitter”,
Wow I don’t know what to say! Your blog was defintely worth the wait; I’d definitely buy a book to read all your experiences from YOUR view as it is certainly an experience for our view. As I sat and read it you made me all teary eyed again. I can’t THANK YOU enough for making that decision to re-unite with the guys. For that I give you the below:
*Back in the day to be honest you were 4th on my list but hey I was 11-16 in the height of it all. You changed that all around over this year and why because of the effin sense of humor Jesus Ja-hoseph Mary YOU make me laugh so much! Quack Quack, the Pillow non-sense, the bodily functions, etc…To me on this tour you have really come out your shell KUDOS! The most special moment to me was when you sung Step 5 (cause I believe Elijah asked you too) and the response of first Joey, then Donnie and Danny and Gosh when your brother touched your face then hugged you WOW I teared up! I have enjoyed this ride to the fullest and am so thankful to you for agreeing to come back and do this Reunion Tour and take time from your business world, open yourself up personally, etc…Like you said you may not be the best singer, dancer, etc but YOU HAVE THE BEST ERSONALITY wish I could sit down and just listen to you! I hear you have quite the potty mouth! ha-ha
I really never thought back in October preparing for my first concert since the reunion and at that having the 5* experience that to this day it would have lead to 9 more concerts, countless meet & greets, soundchecks, being onstage dancing in Biloxi (single married lady), the love I have felt from you guys! WOW. I can’t thank ya’ll enough. No words to express the gratefulness I feel! I am really sadden at the end of this journey but KNOWING I will see you guys on the cruise again brings that smile back! The tears that come are more of happiness when I think back on this past year. Oh M Gee! I bet ya’ll would have never thought in the beginning this would have been the result! Ya’ll deserve a break now ENJOY THE AMAZON LOTION UP ON THE REPELLENT and I hope you brought lots of baby wipes for those personal moments!! LOL I will always be here to support ya’ll! NKOTB BH for LIFE*
XOXO Much Love and Respect…
@lsu_babe1977
August 5th, 2009 at 11:17 am
Awe Jon,
*holds up a finger as her other hand blots the tissue* hold on a moment *cries some more* Man you had to go and make me cry huh? Have fun on your trip, but hurry back to us babe we love you! Thanks for all the happy moments since the reunion.
Tina
August 5th, 2009 at 11:18 am
Jonathan,
Thank you so much for the blog. It is always nice to hear from you. I just want to thank you for coming back to us. I was never lucky enough to see you in concert back then. I’ve been very lucky this time around. I’ve been to 2 M&G’s and a few other concerts. I really wish i could go on the cruise, but that doesn’t look to good right now. Thanks so much for the hugs. You’re the best. Hope to see you soon. Take Care!
Much Love,
Leanna Smith-AKA idliketobejonk’sgrl
West Virginia
August 5th, 2009 at 11:18 am
JON! THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR FEELINGS WITH ALL OF US FANS! YOU AND THE REST OF THE GUYS MEAN THE WORLD TO US ON LEVELS YOU CAN NOT EVEN IMAGINE! I HAVE LAUGHED AND CRIED TEARS OF JOY FOR THE RETURN OF NKOTB! IN THE PAST YEAR ME AND MY SISTER HAVE SEEN YOU GUYS 4 TIMES AND I CANT THINK OF A BETTER WAY TO SPEND TO SPEND MY 30TH YEAR BEING ALIVE! I AM SO STOKED THAT YOU GUYS CAME BACK AND I GET TO SHARE THE EXPERIENCE WITH MY PRE-TEEN DAUGHTERS THIS TIME AROUND! THANK YOU SO VERY MUCH FOR EVERYTHING! I KNOW IT TOOK ALOT FOR YOU TO GET UP THE NERVE TO GIVE IT A TRY AND I AM SO THANKFUL YOU CHOSE TO OVERCOME YOUR FEAR. THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THE JOURNEY HAS BEEN AMAZING FOR ALL OF US- WE ARE FAMILY! CAN’T WAIT TO SEE WHAT ELSE COMES FROM NKOTB IN THE FUTURE! WHATEVER YOU GUYS DO- WE WILL BE THERE FOR YOU ALL EVERY STEP OF THE WAY!I WILL CHERISH THE MEMORIES YOU ALL HAVE GIVEN US FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE-I AM MOST HAPPIEST WHEN YOU ALL ARE ON THE SCENE. MUCH LOVE, CANDIE FROM CLEVELAND, OHIO
August 5th, 2009 at 11:18 am
***That was SO worth the wait!***
Oh Jon - Yet again you have melted my heart and bought tears to my eyes.
You have come SO far since the Oprah interview - I hope you all know how utterly proud of you we are. You have gone above and completely beyond and you have shown the world that nothing can hold you back. You are an inspiration.
Words cannot express how much you mean to us all.
For you to say you are blessed to have us back in your life means the world to us. You will never ever know how truly blessed we are to be able to call ourselves party of the NK family. I thank God for Twitter every day - it has bought us all a new connection and I am so grateful for that.
I was there at HMV in London when you guys came to see us….there was no way I was going to miss the reunion of the decade. You guys haven’t let us down…you have surpassed all our wildest dreams.
Have an amazing time in the Amazon, we miss you already.
We love you xxxxxxxxxxxx
August 5th, 2009 at 11:19 am
Thank you jon, for coming back and for giving it another chance, we are forever thankful for this reunion and hope to see you guys more! we love you!
Stephanie (houston, tx)
August 5th, 2009 at 11:19 am
Wow….i dont seem to be able to find the right words to describe what i just read. I am so humbled and proud to be a fan/sista of “The Block” .
Looking back now to when you were all first around, i can undrstand why the nerves and panic overtook too…we were all pretty crazy back then. We knew it was the right decision when you decided to leave, but we also knew in our heart of hearts that you owuld come back to us when you were finally ready to accept our love.
And now 20 years later, you especially, are embracing us with such amazing love its unreal..
The interaction you have with us is like nothing else, and i think i can speak for everyone when i say we are so truly humbled to be able to share your life with you again.
I wish i could be on the boat, but with small children, as much as i love you guys, i couldnt be apart from them for too long, but i will be there in thought and my UK sistas will be there!!
I look forward to seeing you again in the Uk….soon i hope…and be prepared..you are gonna be twugged like never before.
Jonathan Knight…welcome home…we missed you .
August 5th, 2009 at 11:19 am
Thanks for this…another glimpse into your heart! I am tears after reading this heartfelt blog! Thanks again Jon! Have a great vacation! I sure hope that the journey will be continuing! The journey has proven to exceed all expectations! So, blessed that I have gotten to see y’all!
Love you Jon,
Brooke from Arizona
August 5th, 2009 at 11:20 am
Jon,
You said it perfectly!
This has been the best time of my life. I had fun back in the day, but being able to have you guys back in my life, to experience this as an adult, has been amazing! I remember the feeling in my heart when I saw you guys lift up onto the stage for the first time in so many years and it was more wonderful than I can describe! Surreal! After that concert I decided I needed more and I have been to so many more concerts, met so many new friends and had so many wonderful experiences that I can never thank you all enough! I have loved being able to read the blogs and Twitter, well, that is beyond fun! I feel like I know you all (especially you) better than I ever dreamed was possible. I have met you all and I have such great moments with each of you that I will cherish forever! (Does FJF ring a bell? )You all keep saying we have only begun and that makes my heart sing. I am so grateful and I truly love each and every one of you and I will forever! Thank you for doing this for us, and honestly for yourself too! I’m so happy every time I see you smile. I love you! Love, Carey @wicked12 aka FCF
August 5th, 2009 at 11:20 am
That is so eloquent and thoughful. Love you Jon.
August 5th, 2009 at 11:20 am
Thank you Jon!!
Thank you for coming back and thank you for sharing your memories and thoughts with us!
Please don’t ever go away!
Loving you in FINLAND!
~Jo
August 5th, 2009 at 11:21 am
Thank you so much for writing such a wonderful blog! It is so touching; we can all tell how much effort and heart you put into it. It has been an amazing journey for us all and I can’t wait for the next part of it. See you on the cruise:) Love, Lisa
August 5th, 2009 at 11:21 am
Jon,
Thank you for taking the time to share your thoughts on this incredible journey. So genuine. So heartfelt.
And, I can completely relate to the writing process - seems as if I have so many thoughts going around in my head and wondering if I’m going to capture it in the best way. In the end, it comes out exactly as it is meant to even if it doesn’t convey all I’m thinking or feeling…
I found myself get emotional as I read this, not only seeing what it meant for you, but thinking about what this journey has been to me. A special time for all…
I hope you have an amazing trip and look forward to whatever the future may hold. See ya on the cruise! : )
All the best always.
Hugs,
Amy : )
August 5th, 2009 at 11:22 am
Awww your so sweet Jon. Thank you for coming back and sharing your life with us. I was the biggest fan in 1988 and continues on to be your biggest blockhead :). Please get some good rest and have fun on your vacation. I miss you very much! Take care!
Joy
Irvine, CA
August 5th, 2009 at 11:22 am
Jon,
WOW!!! I’m crying!!!!! This Journey has been the greatest ever! I keep thanking you everyday and I will keep thanking you!
Back in the day I was 13! You guys where my life. I saw nothing but you guys.When you left a part of my heart left too!Now my heart is filled again thanks to you!
Now I feel closer to you. M&G’s and seeing you at your bus and yes Twitter!
What would we do with out that? The cruise I can’t wait
Have a great trip! You deserve it!!!!!! Please stay safe! Thank you again for everything! Can’t wait for what’s next! TWUGS ans KISSES
Lots of Love,
Lori
Oxford,ME
August 5th, 2009 at 11:24 am
JON JON JON… THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING. It’s kind of funny, you describe that feeling/energy you had that first night back on stage… seeing the flashbulbs, hearing the screams, and seeing the sea of people… it’s hard for me to put into words what i felt the first time i saw you guys come back on stage. i remember i bought my tickets for the show in San Jose on October 10th, 2008… i was excited. that night i was looking forward to a good time reminiscing about younger days… then you came onto the stage… i didn’t expect to simply lose my mind over the five of you but i did. i was just screaming and singing my heart out with the five of you. i never sat down. i was horse for days to come. it was hilarious on one hand b/c for those who know me it’s very unlike me to behave like that but it was so beyond my control. thank you so much for one of the funnest knights i’d had in a long time. this past year has been so fun! you’ve given me so many happy memories!
i also want you to know that i understand that as much as you’ve all gained from this experience you’ve sacrificed a lot for it as well. that sacrifice is what warms my heart. i love you guys. i truly do. you are all such giving and caring men. the lengths you all go to make your fans feel important and apart of your lives… no one else does this… simply NO ONE. a special thanks to you for making this so fun and talking with us as often as you do. i LOVE Watson! i love the blogs! i love how damn funny you are! i love those eyes! i love how much you love us! we see it, we feel it, and we appreciate you!!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!
I can’t wait to hear about the Amazon trip!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:24 am
Dear Jon,
That was an AMAZING blog ~ It was the best one that has been posted by any member of the group since the launch of this site! It is quite apparent to me that you are a writer, Jon! You didn’t need any help expressing your thoughts and feelings about this past journey. I was completely moved to tears by your reflections on this past year…..
I read your words with goosebumps, remembering my interactions with you in Toronto, ON in September 2008. I remember thinking that you must never sleep after seeing you outside the M.H. during the middle of the night so many times! LOL….. I thought you looked a little nervous that weekend, but you always stopped to make time for your supporters. It was an absolute THRILL to be able to be at the M.H. bar with you the night after the first concert of the tour as well as to see and talk to you outside of the M.H. over the course of your time in Toronto, ON. It was equally amazing to see the five of you on stage again at the A.C.C. performing a full concert for the first time in so many years! That was SUCH a special moment for all of us. Thank you for the treasured memories that you imparted to us that weekend, Jonathan!!
Although, I was especially moved by the end of your blog when you stated that “fear can stifle you, but it doesn’t have to hold you down completely.” You felt the fear and did it anyways!! You are an inspiration, Jon. We truly admire and love you and we are all immensely blessed to have the five of you back in our lives once again!!
Let’s continue this into 2010, Mr. Knight!!!!!
All My Love and Respect,
Lindsay
Twitter Name: “Imagine7″
August 5th, 2009 at 11:24 am
Love you Jon….that is all!
REFRESH
August 5th, 2009 at 11:25 am
Damnit, Jon Knight…I effin love you!!! So glad to have you back in my life too!! Enjoy your time off in the Amazon! See you soon!
XOXOXOXOXO,
Jenn
aka
Missflipflop
August 5th, 2009 at 11:27 am
jonathan,
that was amazing! you are a great writer. it was really difficult to finish reading your blog because i got so emotional. you have really changed, in a good way, this past year. i feel blessed to have been one of the millions of fans that got witness this great transformation in you.
i wrote a little bit about you in my blog entry about my overall NKOTB experience. if you get a chance you can check it out here:
http://clawdeeah.xanga.com/707979908/my-overall-nkotb-experience/
OR
http://newkidsnetwork.ning.com/profiles/blogs/my-overall-nkotb-experience
anyways i also wanted to wish you safe trip to the amazon. you seriously deserve this trip. relax and enjoy yourself. we will be here when you get back. MAHAL KITA!!!!
claudia
@clawdeeeah (on twitter)
August 5th, 2009 at 11:28 am
Jon, Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts, fears, feelings with us. I is very interesting to hear what went through your mind before the journey and as it began. You must know the euphoira it brought to me as well the moment I saw you guys back on stage again. All troubles went out the window and no longer was a mom of 4 but I was 15 yrs old again and my god did I miss you guys when you were gone. I have not had the pleasure of doing a 5* yet or meeting any of you but I know my day will come and I am so happy you came back to us. Thank you for giving so much of yourself over the past almost 2 yrs..we appreciate it more than ever. I wish you all the best getting back in to the old routine of being home again, will be thinking of you till next time! Thank you from the bottom of my heart and I will hope to see you really soon!
Hugs
Angela
jhnsbbgrl
August 5th, 2009 at 11:30 am
Full respect Jon, although you mention you need help from a writer, I don’t think you do, cause it comes straight from the heart and said everything.
Wishing you a great holiday, you (and the rest) earned it!!
Watch the musquito’s and enjoy the guanabana juices….!!
Marjo
Holland
August 5th, 2009 at 11:30 am
*sniff* Way to make me cry at work Jon.
Almost a year later, I’m still incredibly honored to have been at the first show of the tour in Toronto. The adrenaline was pumping for us too and when “you ain’t got no money” blared over the sound system, I’ve never been so proud. I think I just stood there with my mouth open in amazement at what I was witnessing after so many years and I had a smile on my face for days afterwards. Getting to meet you for the first time that night just make it even more special!
We’re all so so SO proud at everything you’ve accomplished and know that it could not have been easy after so many years away from the spotlight. There have been SO many “Jon” moments during this tour and they have been highlights for me. I can’t wait to see what you have up your sleeve next!
Have a safe trip Jon! Enjoy your “me” time! And I’ll see you in May (if not before then).
I always have been and I will forever be a proud Blockhead!
Much love,
Michele
August 5th, 2009 at 11:30 am
Everything you wrote, I moved, my eyes were filled with tears …
But I and other fans also had our moments …
Curiosity, fascination, madness, passion, emotion and we went back to adolescence …
This is all magic, the good feeling that comes from you … It is exciting … Keep this beautiful way … Do not give up to be what you are and what we love … You (NKOTB) …
Ah! Sorry my bad English …
I Love You!
XoXo
Míriam Fernandes
August 5th, 2009 at 11:30 am
I ordered the web concert and cried, I cried all day the next day, but when I saw a video of the end of the Houston concert and saw you crying it tore my heart out and I started crying again. Your right the journey is just beginning, and will continue for a long time. I love you so very much and can’t wait to see you on the cruise. I’ll have my Knight Fever-Jonathan shirt on. Have fun in the amazon and take lots of pics. I am so glad that you came back into my life, you are the most wonderful person in the world.
Love always and forever
Patricia
August 5th, 2009 at 11:31 am
Jon,
There are so few times I can actaully remember being speachless. I am now. The way you wrote that made it feel like I was right there with you the whole time. I could feel the stress and nervousness and the joy and love also.
*a moment to collect my thoughts*
I know that for me if it wasn’t for who I now call “my five brothers” I wouldn’t first off even be here today I would have given up so long ago. The positivity you brought into my life and the music that spoke to a broken, bruised, almost forgotten soul so many years ago helped make me who I am today. A stronger, wiser, more positive person, daughter, mother. I could never in my life ever thank any of you enough.
This past year has been so much more amazing then I could have ever dreamed of. The love, the friendships, the music,the family that we all hold so dear now. This is something that will never die inside us now, we will always and forever be connected. I think we always were or I don’t think all this would have happened the way it did, but we know now and forever for sure. This Block Family is only growing everyday and I am SO incredibly proud to call myself a Blockhead.
Again and a million times over thank you for not only giving this a chance again thank you for embracing us like you do. All my love.
Have a great vacation!!
Love,
Theresa
@Valeena
August 5th, 2009 at 11:31 am
Wow Jon. That blog gave me goosebumps and tears in my eyes! I would venture to say you don’t need a writer at all. Just say from your heart like that and it will go straight to ours every time. We have really enjoyed seeing you blossom into the performer that you have become this year. We thank you for putting aside your fear and working through it. I can tell many times that you have enjoyed many many moments of this journey and seeing you open up to us fans more and more is a blessing. Thank you for sharing yourself with us. You are amazing and wonderful, more than we even knew in fact.
XOXOXOXOXOX
Malina aka anilam18
PS. Keep up the good work! Looking forward to Cruise 2010 and whatever else is ahead for the BLOCK!!!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:31 am
Jon, you give me so much inspiration. Seeing you work through your fears is amazing & puts a smile on my face. Thank God for the internet so I can see you sing “Step 5,” etc. I soooo wished you were going to do it (Step 5) in Chicago but you didn’t. It was still the best concert ever!!! I love you Jon, & I can’t wait to see what’s next. You guys have brought so much happiness back in my life. I can’t even tell you…. Thank you so much!
Love,
Jenny
August 5th, 2009 at 11:32 am
I was in Toronto that first night, Jon. (and 2 nights later, as well!) And I will also never forget it. That moment when the 5 of you came on stage… the rush of love and excitement and gratitude and … disbelief that just flowed through every individual in the room. It was overwhelming and incredible. And magic. I get tears in my eyes now just thinking of it.
Thank you for everything. For a year and a half of new music, lifelong dreams-come-true, and such a personal connection to you all… I’m so relieved this isn’t ‘the end’, but IF it were… I’d be forever grateful for what you’ve given us, what you’ve shared with us. I’m just beyond thrilled that there’s more to come, more to share, more to live together.
You’ll be missed while you’re away, but I can’t wait to hear about your experiences when you’re home! Keep in touch?
Much love always,
Meg
aka Essentia
August 5th, 2009 at 11:33 am
P.S. It’s things like this blog that make you a “freakin’ pimp, y’all”…..
LOL…..
August 5th, 2009 at 11:33 am
JRK…. You’ve done it again.
Thank You never seems enough when I read your blogs. You have a true gift for words that evoke emotions. Be it laughter, like when you blogged from your tour bus that cold prairie night about that now infamous “wet spot” in your bed… or a small subtle smile that happens when you are putting your words to use in a matter of safety (wrong way on the interstate in Florida) or frustration over a certain blogger who shall remain nameless. Today you have made me teary…. but it’s a good teary. =*)
I was truly blessed to be stage side on September 18th, 2008 in the 5th row in my hometown of Toronto, it was my first of many NKOTB shows in the past 11 months. All amazing for various reasons. But you are so right - What happened in the Air Canada Centre that evening - taking on a life of it’s own independant of any one person or moment, was the purest of MAGIC. You felt it… We felt it… and the world would soon come to know it.
Heartfelt, affectionate, undeniable and even overwhelming it has been the ride of a lifetime - can’t wait for the next chapter! It is sure to be the icing on the (cup)cake! ; )
Jon you have truly been the biggest surprise of this past year plus.. because of your insane sense of humour, your candidness, your willingness to just be yourself and let us know you. Not to mention you let us in and we adore you for it because it makes us feel more like friends — not just fans.
I could say something cute or irreverant about anaconda’s right now… but will just say, safe travels and enjoy your vacation!! (then get back here and ‘blog it’ lol!!)
Jonathan R Knight — You Rock!!
♥
damsel
xo
August 5th, 2009 at 11:33 am
Dearest Jonathan,
I think you did just perfect for this blog. It seems that it’s true, it’s not the destination, it’s the journey, for the fans AND for you guys. It’s what makes you five so special to so many of us.
I wish I had had the nerve to tell you in person at Irvine how much this reunion has meant to me. In the time that you guys have been back together I’ve experienced repeated losses and seen the world as I know it turned upside down. And I could never be more grateful to you all for making the right decision because having shows and appearances and cruises to look forward to has really saved me from giving into to the grief.
And a pack of John Deere playing cards is not even, in any way, my way of saying thank you for that. I seriously doubt there is any way to thank you.
Thank you for the journey, thank you for the memories….thank you so much for coming back to us. You really have been missed in the last 14 years. And I don’t think many of us are prepared to let you go any time soon.
August 5th, 2009 at 11:35 am
Jon, you have me in tears. This has been the best 15 months of my life. You put into words everything that I feel when I listen to The Block or see you in concert or even watch a concert on the internet. I love you all so much. Thank you so much.
Leslie
August 5th, 2009 at 11:35 am
Wow Jon that was an amazing blog! Thank you so much for all that you guys have done! All 5 of you are amazing men! Until next time! XOXO
Tami Bush aka justinsmommy79! =)
August 5th, 2009 at 11:36 am
This was a ‘little blog’? LOL. I loved reading it and am glad to ‘hear’ that you did in fact have a good time on this journey we have all been on this past year or so. I know a lot of us worried about you at times.
The cabin on next years cruise is booked & I can’t wait to see what else you guys are planning for us fans.
Thanks for this past year & have a good time in the Jungle!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:37 am
Jon,
Wow! I am crying! I don’t even know what to say. I am so glad that you all are back together. I saw you all for the first time in Columbus OH in April and I had the best time I have ever had in my entire life. My husband told me I was obsessed with the band BEFORE the show. Well, now after having that experience, he says that it has become worse.
I have been a fan since I was 4 years old…yes 4!! I remember seeing you on tv and to now share that with my son and daughter is just the best thing ever. You all stand for so much that is positive and I think it is great to have that influence in my child’s life.
I am trying everything that I possibly can to make sure that I am in Miami in May. I am afraid to cruise and afraid to fly, but I am going to try everything to make sure that I make it there. I really want to meet all 5 of you guys. To have all of that influence around is humbling…I am sure of that.
I love you guys and Jon, thanks for your heartfelt words. It sounds like you have grown as a person over the last year or so, and I think if you can do what you have done, then I can get on a plane in Ohio and come cruise with you (as long as the money is okay). Thanks for being a great positive influence and I hope to see you soon.
Amber from OH
August 5th, 2009 at 11:37 am
Great blog Jon! Thanks so much for sharing your experience with us. It’s always fun to hear stories from you guys. I hope to hear more from you.
Much Love,
StaceyGurl
August 5th, 2009 at 11:38 am
Thank you Jon! All of you are very amazing!
Have safe trip in the Amazon, enjoy
Let’s continue this!
Love you!
Henna from Finland
August 5th, 2009 at 11:39 am
Dear Jonathan,
THANKYOU! That was written from the heart! Thankyou so much for making the difficult decision to reunite, & take a step into the unknown.
I was 12 years old when I saw NKOTB in concert for the first time. It was May 1991 - Wembley Arena, UK. I was there with my sister, best friend & my Dad (who I know secretly enjoyed the concert too). I was lucky enough to see you guys again in December 1991 (this time Dad stayed at home!).
I have never stopped playing & enjoying your music, & like millions of other ’sisters’ around the world - one of our happiest days was hearing about the reunion. As much as you remember the moment of your 1st reunion concert, I remember the 1st time I saw you guys in 17 years! It was Milwaukee - October 2008. My sister & I started crying! So much emotion! We couldnt believe our favourite 5 guys from Boston were back! And - the years been kind to you all!!
We are also blessed. Thankyou for everything you do for us, & for letting us back into your lives again.
Lots of love & hugs, Hannah xxxxx
(Original UK Blockhead - now a USA Blockhead!)
August 5th, 2009 at 11:40 am
Jon,
Thank you so much for your blog, words cannot describe what you and the guys have done for me this past year. I literally have had the time of my life, reuniting with old friends, making new ones, and the journeys we’ve had. THANK YOU!! And I know it wasn’t an easy decision for you to come back either, honestly there are days when I can’t believe you actually did; but thank you for sharing so much of yourself with us. Each time I met you, even if only briefly, you were gracious and welcoming, and I know that wasn’t easy to do on a day-to-day basis. I remember even asking you about how you do it, and you told me it was hard to do, but worth it. Your smile and quiet demeanor stole my heart 20 years ago and still have a part of it today. Thank you for the journey.
Always a Jon Girl
xoxo,
Megan
(Meegan11 on twitter)
August 5th, 2009 at 11:40 am
Im sooo glad you came back Jonathan. The reunion wouldnt have been the same without you. You were always my fav. I went to 10 shows and you were AWESOME at every one.
LOVE YOU!
Kerry
pittsburgh, pa
August 5th, 2009 at 11:41 am
hey Jon!!!
Wow!! That blog was well worth the wait!!
I want to thank you for sharing your feelings with us, and also for always keeping us entertained on twitter! I love reading your tweets!
It has been fantastic to watch you from afar - via youtube lol - and see your confidence growing and growing! And also to see you enjoying yourself more and more!
I was lucky enough to meet you in the UK a few times in january - and you are such a sweetie!! And also, when i came to meet you in Detroit in june - the change in confidence was amazing!
I know its hard when you have anxiety problems Jon - but i seriously dont think you realise how much you are loved! (although you probably do now! Ha ha!). You have a million sistas - and as you have probably noticed, we are always in your corner! (and the rest of the guys too!!).
We are sooo happy that you guys opened up the door and walked back into our lives! the world was dark and depressing, and then - you all walked back in and brought more than a ray of sunshine and joy to us all!
We have had a blast this last year, and i know i can speak for us all when i say - we dont want it to end!!
i am soooo pleased that you said it wouldnt!
Anyway, it looks like i’m trying to write more than you!!
All thats left to say is - hope you have a blast on your well deserved holiday! And PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE - come back soon!!
We love and miss you sooooooo much!!
Oh - and dont forget your promise - to sing a solo on the next tour!!
‘Jon knight - he’s a freakin pimp y’all’
Love ya Jon!
Tracey x x x x
August 5th, 2009 at 11:41 am
Wow!! Beautiful blog!!! Luv you Jon!! Can’t say anything more than that…I’m wailing like a banshee right now!!!
All my love
Tracy From London,UK
xx
August 5th, 2009 at 11:42 am
Thank you for inviting us back into your life. I am enjoying the adventure more this time around than the first. I hope you have an awesome time in the Amazon. Can’t wait to see pictures and hear your tweets about your Amazon adventures. I will truly miss your humor while you are gone. I hope you took a compass so you don’t get lost. But if you do Your Jungle Girls will come find you.LOL. With much love,Robin
August 5th, 2009 at 11:43 am
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This reply may get lost among the others. I’m going to write it anyway in hopes you may see it!
I’ve also tried tweeting this to you.
I was worried about you in the beginning. I have social anxiety (I travelled to see you guys, met new friends… I managed to GET to NYC, but came home only a couple of hours later
but I did make it there lol I was having the kind of anxiety where your body feels like it’s on fire… waves of panic and sick feelings)
I know what it’s like when your body is overwhelmed by pain, sick feelings, and emotional struggle. You WANT to do something, yet your body reacts differently, or you overthink (overworry lol) about everything.
I was dealing with growing depression before you guys came back! Having you guys, and other fans in my life again… made me smile, laugh, gave me motivation to reach for the better days, and see how we’ve all grown. I’m VERY happy you guys are still the same heart-wise
What am I saying? lol! WE’RE ALL PROUD OF YOU! Especially those of us who understand the inner workings of anxiety and panic. You are a strong man… an awesome example of what your heart and mind can do, even when the rest of you is confused
Thank you Jonathan… from the bottom of my heart! For everything you guys have done, will do, and who you are. The music too lol Who you all are as people, are why us fans still love you as we do. Like friends. Not a creepy “I plucked a hair of yours once and I wash it every day” “friend” lol
I think I voiced my point! It’s important to me, so I feel I should keep writing - I wont lol
Love ya Jon-boy! And thank you again for EVERYTHING!
~ Jen Culp / Ontario Canada
Twitter: NiagaraJennifer
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August 5th, 2009 at 11:44 am
Jon-
I too never imagined a NKOTB reunion, and I certainly never expected to have had the experiences I’ve had. I never got to see you guys back in the day, so to have found out last August you were going to appear at Mall of America, I knew I had to see you guys. In the days that followed, a voice in my head that sounded an awful lot like the 10-year-old me who missed out back then, made me realize that I had to see you guys in St. Paul that October.
Standing with my crutches in our 16th row seats that night, I was approached by someone from security, who instructed me to get back in my wheelchair so he could take me up front so I could see. I’ve never been so shocked in my life! My first NKOTB show EVER and there I was, headed for front row.
After that night I set my sights on another show, and was determined to go VIP when you guys came close again. Des Moines Iowa would change my life forever. I decorated my wheelchair in honor of the Posse, in the hopes that it might convey how much that moment meant to me. As I waited to go in, you turned and looked at me saying “We’ve met before!” You’ve had my heart since! I’ll also never forget you seeing me in the audience that night and smiling at me, just before “Didn’t I blow your mind”/”Valentine Girl” which are now two of my favorite songs (I’m ridiculously sentimental)
Thank you Jon, for giving me a night I won’t forget, and being the Knight I won’t forget! These memories bring me so much joy every single day. My co-workers are convinced I’ve lost it, but I don’t care. My childhood dreams have been exceeded 1000 fold, and I can’t wait to see you all again someday!
Love always,
Sadie
August 5th, 2009 at 11:46 am
Wow! That was awesome and well worth waiting for. I had goosebumps while I was reading it! You are a great writer and don’t need any help. I certainly remember being at that first show in Toronto and how excited I was your blog brought it all back as if it was just happening. It is so great to have all of you back although you never left my heart. I look forward to the future.
August 5th, 2009 at 11:46 am
Thank you for sharing this with us!
What an incredible journey it must have been for you. I’m glad that this potentially scary situation turned out so well for you. Your courage in undertaking such a monumental chapter in your life is inspirational to say the least. You’ve come a long way.
We love you and wish you NOTHING but the ABSOLUTE BEST in EVERYTHING you do Jon!
Lots of Love & Thanks,
Jess
August 5th, 2009 at 11:48 am
That was a pleasent surprise this morning..
Life is great with it’s new twists and turns…even after 20 years…
I look forward to what life has in the way of surprises for us this year…
I look forward to a new album and I am thinking positive that a tour with NKOTB and NE will materialize…
Thank you so much for showing me Jonathan that anxiety doesn’t have to be a life sentence….THANK GOD FOR THAT!!!!!!
I started to suffer from panic attacks when I was 16 and they kept on getting worse and worse until I basically wouldn’t leave my safe place which was my home about a year and a half ago..
I had just finished cognitive group therapy when I heard that you all were coming back…
It was perfect timing in my life to be able to witness your amazing ability to feel the fear and do it anyways…
It has helped me when I have felt anxious to think of u and think to myself..
If Jonathan can do it then so can I…
You have handled everything so well and will always be a truly amazing person to me.
I am writing this in a hurry so I hope it makes sense as my daughter Grace keeps on calling me to play stuffies with her…
priorities…:)
Thank you and see u all soon.
August 5th, 2009 at 11:50 am
Thanks for sharing. It’s always interesting for us to hear the thoughts going through your head. Let’s continue this!
Much luv & respect
August 5th, 2009 at 11:52 am
Thanks for not giving in to your fears Jon, it’s great to have you all back! NKOTB wouldn’t be the same without you!! Peace!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:52 am
Jonathan,
Have you ever considered becoming a writer?! You are very detailed (just like me) & I can tell you enjoy writing ‘novels’ (just like me, again)!
All kidding aside, THANK YOU for this blog! I know that what you said truly comes from your heart. You are the most generous, down-to-earth person I’ve ever met. I’ve been lucky to have met you a few times now & every time it’s usually rushed. Hopefully one day the two “Shy Ones” (you & I) will be able to chat one-on-one!
I just wanted to say again that you will always have a special place in my heart & I do appreciate all that you have sacrificed within the last 15 months.
Hope to see you on the ‘10 cruise this time around! And have a great vacation!
Love,
Lina
Sonoma County, CA
August 5th, 2009 at 11:52 am
JON:
THANK U FOR THE MEMORIES!
THANK U 4 THIS AMAZING RIDE!!
THANKS 4 ALL THE MAGIC AND THE SWEET THING U GIVE US!!
I CANT WAIT 2 HEAR ABOUT U …TAKE CARE ON UR TRIP!!!
U HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART…
MY LOVE 4 EVER…
VICKY
UR MEXICAN COCHINA!! XOXO
August 5th, 2009 at 11:53 am
Wow Jon. What a great blog. I’m so touched by it. Thank you so much for coming back into my life. I was so glad to finally go to my first NK concert back in the fall of 2008, and then again in the Summer of this year. Hopefully, someday I will yet to meet you. You guys are AWESOME. I love all of you. Can’t wait to continue this journey with you. Welcome home, Boston has missed you.
THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!
XOXOXOXOXO
Karen
p.s. I can’t wait to hear about you trip.
August 5th, 2009 at 11:55 am
Lovely response! This has been the greatest adventure for your fans too! Thank you again for doing this! You are simply the best! Jon’s a freaking pimp, ya’ll!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:55 am
I am so proud to be your fan. You continue to amaze me with your courage and strength. I’m ready for the journey to continue as long as you’re right there with us! Love you always!
Emily akaEmmers1974
August 5th, 2009 at 11:57 am
I had to take a break from reading because I had work to do…I am kind of glad I did because I am a mess now. Chills are running through my body as the tears roll down my cheeks. It is hard to put into words what this last year and a half has meant to us. NEVER in a millions years did I think you guys would reunite. NEVER….it was always a dream of mine…a dream I thought I would never see. Now you guys are back…back in my life…I have seen you in front of me, I have hugged you, I have thanked you in person…but I will NEVER stop thanking you for returning and the disbelief that this has happened will ALWAYS be there.
This has BY FAR been the best experience of my life. So many friendships have blossomed from this reunion…so many memories have been made! I have been touched by you personally…you remember me…you know who I am. That is just SHOCKING…and very flattering.
You will always be the reluctant rock star…that is endearing and makes Jonathan Knight…Jonathan Knight. You never changed you stayed the same. That makes me smile.
Can’t wait to see what is to come.
Robin
Dogwalker73
Lansing, MI
Walker of all NKOTB dogs!
BTW….Belle says “hello” and she can’t WAIT to meet you…soon right?
August 5th, 2009 at 11:58 am
Jon,
The wait was well worth it for this blog! As I was reading it I could just feel the emotions running through me! It’s been a great, great trip and I hope it will continue to be so! I’m quite thankful to you all as well having brought back so many great many memories and making new with us! Can’t wait for the next chapter to begin!!
Jo
@alwaysdadreamer Tweet me up!
August 5th, 2009 at 11:59 am
By the way….who ever calls you shy is full of sh*t. You aren’t shy you are probably the friendliest of the bunch. You just more private….nothing wrong with that!!
Love you,
Robin
Dogwalker73
August 5th, 2009 at 12:00 pm
What an incredibly, beautiful, and honest post.
I was beyond ecstatic when I heard you guys were getting back together, and you’ve all done such a fabulous job!
I’m so glad to hear that it’s been a positive experience for you, and that you’ve reconnected with all the guys.
Thank you for all the hard work, time away from home, sleepless nights, blood, sweat, tears, and more, that you’ve given to make this tour so incredible. I can’t even imagine all the work that goes into putting something like this together.
Thank you for sharing with us! And have a great time in the Amazon!!!
Hugs,
Claudia
August 5th, 2009 at 12:02 pm
Its been days and very worth the wait. You talked about fears and the unsureness of where this would all lead and questioning whether it was worth it. The many smiles that you and the guys have brought us and the joy that I have seen you all have on stage definitely tells me that it was all worth it. I think when we all first heard that NKOTB were reuniting, yes we felt extreme joy, but also wondered what this would bring and how long would it last. I don’t think anyone of us ever imagined in our wildest dreams that this would all unfold the way it has. I know for me personally I just assumed I would go to the concert and that’d be that, that I would be content with having gone to one show and be happy with saying I finally got to go to a NKOTB concert. Nope, now I am finding myself saving for the 5 star experience and although can’t go on the cruise, I thought it was fun contemplating that idea for a while. It was even more interesting that I found myself completely starstruck when I met you to the point where I couldn’t even remember where I was from lol. Growing up I would see old footage and would find myself sad that I missed the whole thing, I vaguely remember the glory days of it all and so I felt like I missed something so magical. Well 20 years later here you all are and now I am a part of it. Part of this NKOTB community, part of the twitter soldiers, and part of the blockhead community. It all feels like family but even more so it feels like home.
Thank You,
Nancy
August 5th, 2009 at 12:04 pm
OMG! What a lovely blog! Damn you! Just kidding!
It’s just I am reading this at work(not supposed to) and your last paragraph just made me bawl like a baby! I lov you and take care of yourself. See you soon! 
Zena
August 5th, 2009 at 12:05 pm
Thank you for giving yourself to us again. I fell in love with you and NKOTB all over. When I heard of the reunion I had flashbacks from my childhood. I can remember 5 classmates dressing up as NKOTB and danced to Step By Step. I can remember playground conversations about who liked whom. I remember an argument among friends on who was going to marry Jordan. Wow Elementary Drama..LOL
I personally turned to NKOTB during a difficult time in my life. My dad has been sick for the majority of my life and each day we have with him is a miracle. When he was first diagnosed with his first illness he was in San Francisco for several months. We didn’t know if he was coming home. I would come home and spend my evenings crying and listening to NKOTB. You were apart of my healing process and therapy. I would sit on my bed with my NKOTB sheets and my NKOTB dolls and just hold them tight. I turned to NKOTB to escape. I was heart broken when NKOTB broke up. But as in life, I moved on, and I learned to deal with my dad’s illnesses in a more mature manor.
I never had the opportunity to go to a concert as a child. When I heard you would be in Denver during the month of November “2008” I new this would be my chance to see the group who helped me thru so much. Not only did I make it to the show, I went with one of my best friends. We had a great girls trip and NKOTB was behind the get away! There is no words that can explain how I felt for those few hours before, during and after the show.
I settled back into my routine and starting to go thru withdraw excitement started to brew about a cruise. My girlfriend and I both new we had to be on that boat. No matter the cost we would be on that boat! Not only did we go on that boat we had yet another wonderful girls trip thanks to NKOTB. To top it off I was able to meet 4 of the 5 men…Missed Jordan I sat on your lap during the meet and greet photo. I was literally in Heaven for a few minutes. That moment will be with me for the rest of my life.
I had the opportunity to introduce NKOTB to my daughter. I had won tickets to the Wichita show in July. I took my 8 year old with me. She says “Second generation fans rock”. I was so delighted to share something I’m so passionate about with her.
To sum it up, I would not have had those experiences if it wasn’t for you! Thank You! Thank You! Thank You!
P.S. Have a wonderful time in the Amazon!
August 5th, 2009 at 12:06 pm
Dear Jon,
thank you so much for this incredible personal BLOG!
I think you don’t really need a writer sitting next to you-
you do a good job by writing you’r own BLOGS
I really have the feeling to be a friend of you guys, not “just” a fan or supporter- you give us the feeling to be friends, …feels damn good!
And we will still be there when you come back from Southamerica, so beware
CU hopefully soon (do some househunting over there, will be fun)!
Love ‘n respect from Germany,
Sonja (TheEye)
August 5th, 2009 at 12:07 pm
THANK YOU!!!!!!!!
August 5th, 2009 at 12:08 pm
Jon,
How beautiful. You really are such an eloquent and articulate writer…such a joy to read. It was so touching and thoughtful. I’m so glad you had so much support along the way-this was a monumental task for all and the overwhelming nature of it I can’t even imagine…for you. THANK YOU for being willing to do this and take that risk. I’m so glad the fans could pull through for you and show you all that we are still here, you have our unyielding and unending support and mostly, we love you!
Cheers/Hugs/Love and May God Bless you with as many blessings as your heart and hands can hold-and then some,
Holly Ann…:o)
August 5th, 2009 at 12:08 pm
What an absolutely beautiful blog..You had me in tears..Thank you so much for sharing your life with us for the past 15 months. You truely are an inspiriation to many that had been through similar fears and anxietys and I’m positive your message will forever touch their hearts, as did mine…All of you have made my life complete, with the reunion, the tour and most of all getting to know all of these beautiful sisters, I never knew I had… and I thank thank you for that.
Love ya big bro.
Your lil sis,
Jen (emu girl)
August 5th, 2009 at 12:08 pm
Thank you, Jon! It was incredible for all of us!!! LOVE!
August 5th, 2009 at 12:15 pm
Hello Jon,
After reading your blog, it’s my turn to scrible comments which are long and do not make any sense at all!!
Just want to say you did make the right choice to diminish the fear and trust your 4 brothers in doing the reunion. Business-minded person like you are always calculating the risks, analyzing impacts and costs (sounds like me hahaha) Anyway you see, I am rambling nonsense.
So to cut the comment short.. THANK YOU for everything..you know your fans including myself we ALWAYS love you!
Hugs and kisses,
@anirzahs
August 5th, 2009 at 12:15 pm
Dear Jon,
that was so beautifull, You just made me cry. Thank You so much, for coming back, in to our lives. I’m so thank full, to have You all back, in my Life.
I’m looking forward to the next Show, when I’ll see You all in action again.
Till the next Time !!!
Love always & forever,
Angelique,
Blockhead for Life !!!
August 5th, 2009 at 12:16 pm
Thanx Jon. You speak as always from the heart. That’s why you’re so special, thanx for being U. Please sing more solo for us in the future. You’re the special songs JON. You 5 guys are PURE !!! You are not acting like celebs. You guys are one of us. That’s makes you guys sooo special.
After all these years, now we have families, carriers, deep in my heart I don’t even know that I have Love that makes me happy seeing you guys again and sings your songs like 15 years ago. It’s sooo pure. I enjoying life more and more. I am a happy mother, a happy wife, and a uncondional happy biggggg fan of nkotb. Especialy you JON. But also Jordan, Danny, Joey and Donnie.
Love, Kiss, Respect and see you soon.
Christien from HOLLAND. PLEASE COME BACK !!!!
August 5th, 2009 at 12:17 pm
Thank you sooo much.
You say you need a writer, I already think you are an amazing writer yourself. I always feel like I get a glimpse in to your world when I read your blogs and tweets which is just so special.
Thank you for moving through your fear and reconnecting with us all. Feeling very teary and grateful right now.
Have fun in the jungle!
Big hugs
Vxx
August 5th, 2009 at 12:18 pm
Thank you so much for making the decision to come back and do this reunion. I know you probably had many reasons not to. It’s funny, because I never thought I would be able to see you guys perform, I let those thoughts die when I was 15 years old and during that time had tried four times to see you guys. Every now and then I would wonder what you guys were doing now, but I never dwelled on it, and never in a million years expected this. I remember watching the Today show and seeing you guys come out and perform, and I was in total shock. It wasn’t until a couple of months later, that I saw that you guys were performing nearby in Tampa, and I called up a friend and we decided to go. That was my first show and I will remember it always! That show, had me hooked. Since then, I went to the show in Orlando, and on the cruise, and have met so many wonderful people who I can now call friends because of you. I know it sounds silly, but its true, all of you guys have brought hundreds of women and men together and the bond is unbelievable! If this is the end of the road (which by the sound of it, it isn’t), I can honestly say that I have had the time of my life! I feel youthful again and I realize I had forgotten what that was like. I look forward to the 2010 cruise and again, I thank you from the bottom of my heart! Much Love!
Sissy Hand
P.S.
Have an awesome time traveling and be safe!
August 5th, 2009 at 12:19 pm
I am so thankful to have you guys back in my life, honestly I am. I lost my smile and you guys brought it back. The moments you have brought to my life I will cherish forever. I can’t wait to see what you guys have planned for next time.
Take care and have a wonderful time in the jungle!!
August 5th, 2009 at 12:19 pm
Jon,
Thank you for your blog. I’m glad that you overcame your fear and reading this is inspiring me to get rid of my fears and to take those chances that I want to so badly. I hope that you have a fantastic, safe trip and I hope that you post some of your pics when you get back.
Love Amie xoxo
August 5th, 2009 at 12:22 pm
That was well worth the wait! And I am now crying. You don’t need anyone to write for you, you did an amazing job! We are the ones blessed to have you back in our lives. And so thankful that you feel the same way about us as we feel about you and New Kids on the Block. I am so thankful that you pushed away your self doubt and faced your fears to step out on that stage. You are an amazing performer with a heart of gold. And NKOTB is not complete without all of you. You are the sweetest, most humble man. Thank you for opening up your heart to us. You brighten my day. You deserve all the happiness in the world and I’m so glad we get to share in that happiness with you! And most of all, thank you for saying the journey has just begun because we will be continuing this for many, many years to come!
Love
Michelle
@sweetchelle43
August 5th, 2009 at 12:26 pm
Damnnn, you sure can write a blog. I loved how you described the moment when you guys appear on stage. I hope you know it was as exciting for us as it was for you.
Hope to see you guys again in concert soon.
Love,
Lely
August 5th, 2009 at 12:28 pm
Reading this brought tears to my eyes, and then more tears as I read through the comments. I love my fellow Blockheads/sisters! How’d I get so lucky to be a part of this all?! I have 2 sisters, but it’s great having a million more! And you guys…you’re the brothers I never had! I never could have imagined that all this would be happening. It feels like a dream, one that I don’t ever want to wake up from!
August 5th, 2009 at 12:29 pm
Hey Jon, I just wanted 2 say the biggest thankyou for the best year of my life! I have done so much and made so many fab friends along the way, and its all because of u and the other 4!!! U are such great guys, from the first time i saw u on this reunion, witch was HMV London sign in, u boys have never, not even 4 a second left me feeling dissapointed!! I have visited places i may never have done, and have so many fab memories!! after the HMV sign in we traveled to Forte Laurderdale in November, went to 8 shows on the UK tour, went to Syrecuse NY in march and came over to 4 shows for full service
UK GIRLS love NKOTB BOYS
Maybe a little excessive, i know, but hey, u guys are truley amazing, not only when u perform but also when ive met u, u all have always made us feel appriciated and that i can never say enough thankyous for….
Well, i hope soooo much that there is more 2 come from u all, but u know what, if not i will always remember the huge amount of fun ive had, and will forever have something 2 think about that makes me smile like ive never smiled before
Love and thanks forever, Tasha xxxx
August 5th, 2009 at 12:36 pm
Jon,
Reading this blog brought tears to my eyes. Thank-You for the touching words. Words can’t express how I feel about you all. You’ve brought so much joy into my life. You are a amazing preson! I’m so glad you all came back! I can’t wait to see what’s next for you guys. I’m so glad I got to be apart of this amazing journey! Enjoy your much needed time off. I’ll miss you!! Thank-You from the bottom of my heart for everything you do! Love ya!
Shari
August 5th, 2009 at 12:38 pm
Wow. That is beautiful Jonathan. Know that you will always have our love and support. I am so thankful to have met you and be a part of this incredible journey. Stay safe and have a great adventure in the Amazon. Can’t wait for you to share your experiences with us when you get back. Love you!
August 5th, 2009 at 12:39 pm
You will never know how much happiness you brought back into my life!! I was devastated along with all my best friends when you all split up…When you all reunited, not only did you bring back the happiness but you also rekindled our lost friendship. I will forever be grateful and will always cherish the new memories… Thank you for sharing your thoughts and allowing us back into your lives as well….
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU….
August 5th, 2009 at 12:39 pm
All I could say is that this Blog is incredible. Thank you for sharing your experiences with us in such beautiful and expressive writing.
I’m sure everyone could agree that we are happy that you we able to take and overcome those steps. We are with you guys all the way!! You guys are so amazing!
Much Luv
Char
August 5th, 2009 at 12:39 pm
damn it lol…I already posted here but i just got done reading some of the fellow blockheads responses and I am balling my eyes out uncontrollably here!
I can relate to every single one of you fans out there! if your responses are overwhelming me- I am sure Jon is going to be flooded with emotions once he reads all of the resposes here. How can anyone NOT cry when they read all this stuff? I tried to fight the tears but then I decided what the hell?! let it all out! if Jon can release his emotions so can I! So Jon YOU INSPIRE ME!the childhood memories and the new memories are really choking me up here. my brain and heart is in super flashback mode! THESE ARE MAJOR MAJOR TEARS OF JOY!
I’m remembering when I first discovered NKOTB, I was spending the night at a girlfriends house and she had a big poster of Donnie on her wall and NKOTB posters everywhere- and I was like “WHO is THAT? he’s cute, and he’s cute and he’s cute!” THEY WERE ALL CUTE! LOL and SHE STARTED PLAYING “POPSICLE” and I fell in love right then and there! NKOTB was my first true love! I was hooked on every single song they ever came out with on every album! I played them over and over again and would dance in front of the mirror lol and collected so many posters of them-it was rediculous to everyone else- but made perfect sense to me! lol and I had all the dolls and buttons and a wrist watch that was white had a lid on it with their picture on it too? Does anyone remember those? lol my parents wouldn’t take us to the concert and they still suck for that lol…but you are damn right when I heard about the reunion of NKOTB- and the concert was announced- I ran right out first thing on the morning when NKOTB tickets went on sale for Cleveland! lol I also ran out and got NKOTB tattooed on my left arm with a star for each intial- a star representing each member of NKOTB and an intial inside each star. I have been to 4 shows decked out in buttons of all of the guys, wearing my NKOTB hat to the side with my custom made nkotb shirt that read “the block is hot” inside of a heart on the front of the shirt- and my pants that hearts on the legs with each NKOTB member’s name- one inside each heart. I have met so many cool fans! Got to party hardy with Donnie at an after party at SUGAR BAR in columbus and got a high 5 from him there -that was the biggest highlight for me so far. I have yet to do a meet and greet so I can meet all of them! But I must say- every show I have been to so far was awesome in it’s own way- so I can not decide a favorite show! But I want to make it clear that NKOTB puts on one hell of a show each and every time! I think I know what heaven feels like now! lol I gazed around while at the concerts and I was caught up many times in joy- while just watching the fans react to the best singing/dance group that ever was and ever will be. YOUR FANS LOVE THE HELL OUTTA YOU! No one is awesome as you guys Jon! NKOTB IS A CLASS ACT! LONG LIVE NKOTB! MAY YOUR MUSIC BE HEARD UNTIL THE END OF TIME! WHENEVER THE TIME COMES FOR ME TO BE A GRANDMA (WHICH WILL BE A LONG TIME AWAY HOPEFULLY LOL)- MY GRAND KIDS WILL KNOW WHO YOU ARE IF I HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT! LOL GOD BLESS YOU GUYS! AND THANK YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN! HUGS AND KISSES FROM CLEVELAND OHIO!
–CANDIE K.- AKA MISSCANDIEGIRL ON TWITTER
August 5th, 2009 at 12:41 pm
Thanks for share all your experience Jon
From Chile
Bea
August 5th, 2009 at 12:43 pm
Wow! I never expected to feel soo many emotions while reading that! That brought tears to my eyes and still feel emotional now after. There has obviously been a missing part of my life with you guys out of the picture for so long, that I never really realized till now. You guys motivated so many of us as teenagers and now I’m enjoying the motivation all over again. It’s a great thing to know that you felt or feel some of the same emotions about being back in all of our lives. So just saying thank you for coming back ane hope you enjoy the amazon!! Be safe! ❤❤❤
August 5th, 2009 at 12:44 pm
Me too, reading this blog brought tears into my eyes.
Many thank you for your words. I’m so emotional, I don’t know how can I say all I want to say ! you’re are a great person, don’t change.
I’m so glad you came back almost 20 years after and I’m so glad I met you all, I want to thank you to make this possible.
I miss you and I hope see you soon and I wish you the best!
thank you again for all you’ve done for us this year!
love ya!!
Many Hugs from France
Lexie
August 5th, 2009 at 12:46 pm
Jon, the way you describe your past experiences is really inspiring. It truly shows how hard you’ve worked throughout all these years and how deserving are all of your accomplishments. As a long time fan, I would like to congratulate you. Keep up the good work!
August 5th, 2009 at 12:50 pm
Your blog made me reflect back on the past 18 months and i realized something that didnt occur to me during the whole tour..I missed NKOTB as a unit, that I knew but i never really thought about how much I had missed each guy individually.. and I realized I had missed each of the 5 in various amounts.. and it made realize that I really didn’t miss Danny, Donnie Joe or even Jordan (who is my favorite) as much as I had missed you because over those years NKOTB was on hiatus, they had all done solo projects.. it reminded me of the line from wizard of oz when Dorothy was getting ready to leave OZ to return to Kansas
“and you scarecrow.. i’ll miss most of all”… and i really did miss you most of all
August 5th, 2009 at 12:51 pm
Thank you for sharing your thoughts, feelings & memories with us. Hopefully one day you will sit down with a writer as you mentioned and share those longer thoughts of yours. You have a talent for expressing yourself in writing that would lend itself well to a book.
I’m so grateful that you chose to persist through fears, concerns, & inconveniences to make your return to NKOTB. It has already been an incredible journey and I’m excited that it will continue. It warms my heart that you have taken many things away from your experiences. We don’t want this journey to be just about you guys giving & us fans taking. It’s important that you find your efforts worth while, not just because we tell you they are (which we will gladly keep doing) but because you feel it for yourself. We want you all to want to keep this going. You deserve to have rich, full lives too…just as your return has added vibrancy to all of ours. Thank-you again for that by the way!
Have a wonderful adventure in the Amazon! *See* you when you get back =)
:)Brandy
Toronto Blockette
P.S. I was at the Sept 18th concert in Toronto & was very impressed with the quality of the show right out of the gate. I never could get to a show back in the day, but the 6+iclips (so 7) shows I’ve seen this past year have made up for it! Each has been it’s own special experience, and I look forward to adding more new memories as this all continues
August 5th, 2009 at 12:53 pm
I just want to say Thank you for coming to Houston,TX twice I didnt get to go to the first concert but I did go to the second one it was great I did cry for a bit my first concert was to see you guys and so far my last was to see you guys. Jon you are my favorite NK always had been. I LOVE YOU guy.
August 5th, 2009 at 1:01 pm
You are such a sweet man. I hope you do sit with a writer sometime and put more of your thoughts into a book or a blog whichever :). This ride is awesome, Enjoy your hiatus, ME-TIME,vacation etc :). Much LOVE to You
August 5th, 2009 at 1:11 pm
Hey Jon you really are the best, I’ve loved you for a very long time and the love I have for you will never end. Have anice time off but please hurry back or I’ll go crazy. “I’ll be loving you forever”
August 5th, 2009 at 1:14 pm
Aaaaaaaaaaaaamazing! You have an amazing abiltity to make people feel like they just walked beside you through that whole story! Wow! I’m floored! Thank you for letting us back in your life!
August 5th, 2009 at 1:23 pm
I feel like such a big dork saying this, but I cried and got goose bumps reading this blog. I went on a journey internally with this reunion. I felt things that I never thought I would feel and made an even stronger bond with my best friend.
I’ve enjoyed every minute of this ride and look forward to the future.
Jon you gave the best hug when I met you guys. Saving up for months and fighting with my husband was so worth it when you gave me the warmest genuine hug.
I love you and thank you so much for ingniting this fire deep inside me. I look forward to the future and having you in it.
August 5th, 2009 at 1:25 pm
There’s only one thing I can say: THANK YOU JON.
Love,
Irene
Spain
August 5th, 2009 at 1:27 pm
Wow! That was a beautiful blog entry! It really made me feel like I was on the journey with you. Well put!!! Hands down to you Jon! Thank you so much for coming back into my life and making me feel like a teenager again. You are the best and you’ve conquered any fears that you’ve had. Great job Jon Knight! You are truly a freakin pimp ya’ll!!! Ha ha ha! I look forward to what the future may bring and remember…it’s only the beginning! So, enjoy your well deserved vacation. I love you…NKOTB 4 Life!!!
Hugs and kisses,
Jen
Northern California
August 5th, 2009 at 1:29 pm
Jon,
Thank you for your words! It is great getting your point of view of this past year! You put into words what I have been feeling for this past year! THANK YOU for coming back to us! You are an inspiration to me. I am on the shy side and seeing you come out and face your fears has made me realize that I need to face this in my life too! I hope you do put all of your thoughts down in a book sometime. It would be great to have! Enjoy your time off! Can’t wait to CONTINUE THIS!!
Love ya,
Debbie
August 5th, 2009 at 1:34 pm
I’m so glad you ended up enjoying coming back,I think i would have been the same way.. IT was such a wonderful experience to see you guys preform again no words can describe how I felt to see all of you back on that stage I will never forget it , hope it isn’t the end …you are so awesome love ya Jon ,always will
August 5th, 2009 at 1:36 pm
Jon - you’re amazing! Thank you for coming back to us and thank you for sharing your thoughts with us.
Enjoy your much deserved time off, we’ll be here ready for more when you get back!
XOXO
August 5th, 2009 at 1:37 pm
Jon!!!! I’ve been anxiously waiting for your post!!! I love you TOO much! Thank you for taking the time to compose such a beautiful blog! I got goosebumps as I read the euphoric feeling you described as yall went up on the lift on stage for the first time. BELIEVE ME I had the same feeling as I watched you rise up in the smoke in Charlotte NC! All the excitement of my childhood returned. You were my favorite when I was 8 years old— I had EVERYTHING Jon Knight! And you are STILL my favorite! I love the fact that you are so real and down to earth with your fans. I saw you in VA Beach too and I WANTED YOUR SOCK! Joey should have thrown it my way! LOL You were so cute out there dancing with no shoes
Anyway, I hope to meet you one day VIP next year. And thank you again for giving so much of yourself to us. We DO appreciate it more than you will ever know.
Love you,
Debbie
North Carolina
August 5th, 2009 at 1:42 pm
Awww, Jon, your blog explained better than I can why we “fans” have such an inexplicable connection with you guys!!! I am at a loss for words to try to explain to my non-NKOTB-fan-friends and family why we are so enamored by 5 guys who have fame and money and who, if they were most other “celebrities,” would take us for granted but who don’t take us for granted because they’re not “most other celebrities.” It’s the sincerity and humbleness of your personalities, your appreciative natures, and your constant amazement that your “fans” love you truly and wholly that make it all so real to us…that make us believe that, when you say “I love you,” you really do mean it.
We love and appreciate 5 guys who, as celebrities, should be unapproachable and distant in their dealings with “fans” but who are anything but unapproachable and distant. You all are warm and caring, reaching out to every last one of us like we’re the most important person in the world. We truly love you! You have all become family to us. This is not something a person from the outside can understand, but I know you guys do.
It’s no small accomplishment to come back after 20 years with all the negative press being THE “boy band” of the 80s and early 90s brought (and still brings); and to do so with such enthusiasm, style, and class is utterly amazing to me! It’s a true testament to the chemistry and connection between you 5 guys that then overflows to your fans that you pulled it off. YOU PULLED IT OFF…against all the odds, you pulled it off! Although being the humble people that you all are, you’d be inclined to say “WE pulled it off,” attributing much of the success to us too. However or whyever it came about, we thank you for believing in us and yourselves enough to do it.
I anticipate with excitement the next chapter in all of our lives together. Thank you so much for coming back to us, for all the work and sacrifice it took, not to mention all that was at stake if things didn’t go well. But of course, things went well…because of your determination and belief in us. And I know this was more of a letter to all 5 of you than just you, Jon; but the NKOTB comeback was a collaborative effort; and I appreciate each one of your individual contributions but had to express my feelings to all of you. It’s just my way.
Love you, and thanks again for coming back to our lives!
PS: And we (my NKOTB friends from school and I) got to meet you just like we told everyone…not once, but several times. Thank you!
August 5th, 2009 at 1:43 pm
Thank you for displaying so much sincerity and humility. Thank you also for not allowing your fear to hold you down. You are allowing us women to experience things we could never have imagined when we were adolescents and teens now that we’re all grown up! My sincerest gratitude to all 5 of you. I can’t wait for this journey to continue.
August 5th, 2009 at 1:45 pm
Jonathan,
You are such a beautiful person inside and out. You are my inspiration and my light. I love you for everything that you are and that you are not. This blog is beautifully written because it comes from your heart. I wished more men were like you, but God broke the mold when he made you. If you would like a writter to help you write that book I would be honored to help (for free). I love you & have an awesome journey.
Jennifer Sealey (Jennie573)
Creator of: Jonathan K’s Army
http://www.jonsarmy.ning.com
August 5th, 2009 at 1:45 pm
Jon,
Thank you so much for returning with the group. It wouldn’t have been the same without you. Love and miss ya have a great trip. You and your thoughts mean so much to all of us.
Love ya,
Jeni
August 5th, 2009 at 1:45 pm
oops forgot to tell you THANK YOU!
August 5th, 2009 at 1:49 pm
So much heart and soul was put into this blog! We loved watching you as the journey unfolded! It has been quite a ride for the rest us! It has been a pleasure reliving the journey through your eyes! We know what it is like for us blockheads but you guys have a different point of view! You guys must be in awe of what is happening 2 you, I know you never thought we would receive you as well as we did before! Aren’t you happy you guys were wrong about that! If anything we love you guys even more than we did 20 years ago! Thanks for bringing us back to our childhood! And sharing this experience with future blockheads! What an experience it has been! Love you and keep in touch!
August 5th, 2009 at 1:52 pm
“I am blessed to have lived so many moments and experiences. I am blessed to have been able to see the world again. Most importantly, I am blessed to have all of you back in my life!”
I couldn’t have said it any better myself. Thank you Jon and your partners in crime for the most wonderful months ever. We are all blessed to have you and can never thank you enough for the happiness you have brought us.
We love you!
Wendy
x
August 5th, 2009 at 1:53 pm
Jon, I am sitting here speechless and with tears in my eyes. I have anxiety problems to and to know what you went through and to see you get through it has helped me so much. Thank you Thank you Thank you from the bottom of my heart for coming back in to my life and for everything ya’ll have done. You and the rest of the guys will never know how much ya’ll have helped me this past year and a half. Sometimes when I am down I can turn on the Block and I smile. When I met you in South Carolina you were so sweet to me and I say thank you for that. I am so emotional right now it is hard to find the words to say. I love you and the other guys… let’s continue this journey.
Lots of love always,
Mandi
August 5th, 2009 at 1:54 pm
Jon, thank you for sharing your thoughts since you reunited. You all ROCK! xo
August 5th, 2009 at 2:01 pm
Dear Jon,
As you have written this blog to share your feelings throughout this journey of the reunion and to thank us all for making the first show of the tour a great memory (as well as the rest of the tour), I write a response to your blog to thank YOU AND THE REST OF THE GROUP for the memories YOU ALL have given us. I did not see any of your shows back in the ’90s, but when I heard about the reunion I was surprised at first and later became excited about it. There were many skeptics, but they were all proven wrong. I was so happy to have been at the very first show of the reunion tour, and to have the tour open here…that was AMAZING. I was also at your show at the Molson Amphitheatre, and although I was farther than the first time, it was once again and AMAZING SHOW! So I thank you for giving me the memories I have of those concerts and for bringing me back to that nostalgic feeling of when I was younger…and I look forward to the reunion continuing and to a new album (fingers crossed) : ) So “let’s continue this”. Anyway, that’s pretty much all I wanted to say. Take care and enjoy the time off,
Sincerely,
Sabrina
August 5th, 2009 at 2:03 pm
WOW! I am sitting here with tears streaming down my face. Thank you for sharing this with us! We are so grateful for the decision you made to give this a go again, and come back to us! Let this journey continue!
Much Love,
Sherrie
August 5th, 2009 at 2:08 pm
Jon,
Of all of the guys it was you we all worried most about. We worried that the old anxieties would get the best of you. We worried that it would all be too much again and you go back to seclusion. Imagine our relief, when not only was the official announcement made but that you were completely on board. Imagine our joy to see you on the stage again after 15 years. Feel the love and concern we spent try to send positive thoughts and encouragement your way. We all knew that Donnie and Jordan specifically would keep an eye out for the symptoms of your anxiety returning and that all 4 of them would do everything to encourage and calm you so you could make the right choice for you. The joy of seeing you on stage again and hearing you harmonize has been more than we could ever hope for. The idea that this is where you want to be now when it was killing you nearly 2 decades ago is so blissful it makes my heart sing.
Don’t ever be afraid to tell us when your anxieties start to get the best of you. Most of us get it and all of us are here for you. We are family after all. To put it in the most eloquent words of Joe: 5 brothers and 1M sisters. we’re here for you. We are overjoyed that you signed on for the torment of the road. So overjoyed that when you look out in the sea of faces each concert I know you can spot at least 10 sisters that have tears in their eyes and that is a small percentage of those that you can’t see that are also crying tears of joy.
You are loved. We are so grateful you came back. My life has been blessed for having been able to see you perform for the first time in 20 years. I can’t wait to see what the future holds for this THE BLOCK family. Hmmm maybe I should change my name to Roxanna Block. LOL who knows maybe the idea will spread…
August 5th, 2009 at 2:15 pm
Jon, I know the odds of you ever reading my note are slim, but just in case… I would love to read pages and pages of your rambling thoughts from throughout the tour! I hope you have a fantastic vacation and can’t wait to hear from you on twitter or see you on the Cruise! Or wherever! Thank you for taking the leap of faith and sharing a piece of yourself with us!
Luv, MacClickChic
August 5th, 2009 at 2:21 pm
Jon-
What a GREAT blog… THANK YOU for sharing you thoughts, feelings and experiences with us! You left me speechless and tearful…. I’m so thankful that you came back to us and it truly would not have been the same if ALL of you didn’t come back, so thank you from the bottom of my heart! I’ve had such a FANTASTIC time at the concerts and now I’m waiting patiently for the cruise and the possibility of some more tour dates to follow! I’ve also made some GREAT friends in the process… what a GREAT and Happy life experience!
Much Love Always - Cat
August 5th, 2009 at 2:25 pm
Jonathan,
I just got done reading through your blog.
What you wrote was everything and more than i expected it to be.
I knew when u said u were working on it it would be a task in itself.
What you’ve written whether u had help or not was done in such a superior manner i have nothing but the utmost respect for you and i am honored and humbled to have been blessed to be a part of this not once but twice.
I am totally speechless and touched beyond any words that could explain or comprehend.
I was so nervous to read ur blog i had to call a friend for moral support and pretty much talk me into reading it.
Don’t get me wrong i wanted to read it in the worst way but something just made me nervous but in a good way.
I hope that someday you either decide to follow through and write everything out in an autobiography or maybe you could do a journal than when the journal is complete have it published.
That way it’s in your words, it’s in your writing and noone can ever change it or take it away from you.
You could even do blogs in sections if u wanted to on here.
Post them in installments.
Or go to Livejournal but i’m not pressing any issues cause i have problems just the same with writing and making it go from my mind onto paper or a computer screen.
You’ve helped me not only get to know and understand more about myself but you as well.
Thank you so much for such a should i say “fragile” but worthwhile piece of writing.
I have it saved.
My first encounter with you was March 20, 2009 in Hershey,Pennsylvania.
When i stepped through that curtain i will admit i had a “Wayne’s World” “Dreamweaver” moment but you embraced me with open arms both there and on June 13, 2009 in Holmdel, New Jersey u made me feel like i was a long lost friend you hadn’t seen in a long time.
You have a gift, you have a presence don’t ever lose site of that.
Always continue to be yourself.
Don’t let life or ANYONE for that matter kick u in the groin and bring you down.
Stand proud, stand tall and know that we will always and forever be behind you love you and support you.
We have quite a history, we have a unique relationship with all of you and i would NEVER EVER hide that or trade that for anything in the world.
Thank you for letting us into your life, and sharing things that others wouldn’t.
Thank you for ALWAYS being there for us a crew and individually even when you may not know it or realize it.
You’ve touched and changed more lives than you could ever begin to even fathom.
It’s an honor to walk proudly beside u in this journey.
Love you Angel!!
*HUGS AND KISS ON THE FOREHEAD*
Love and Respect ALWAYS
Sincerely,
Marcia
@Majestic76
August 5th, 2009 at 2:28 pm
Jon,
Thanks for these words. It really is something special that we all have experienced this last year.
Thanks for coming back in my life, in the way that you all did. I have never could have dreamed (just like you) that this was ever going to happen…
Much love,
Sharon
Amsterdam
August 5th, 2009 at 2:29 pm
Jon,
Ok, I feel like a dumbass for cryin’, but I will admit to you that I am. I am not quite sure why, but I am… Maybe because I know how hard it must’ve been for you to “put your heart out there” for all of the world to see? I applaud you for getting back out there & giving to us… It took a lot of courage for you to overcome your anxiety, but you pushed forward for us, and you did it! Thank you! Thank you SO much! I’ve said it before, but the return of you guys has brought a smile back to my face that has been gone for quite sometime… I can not even begin to express how it felt when the lights came on & the 5 of you were feet in front of me again! I can never express how grateful I am to you 5 for that! What made it even more worth it was to see the smiles & actual JOY on all faces on stage, which said you ALL were enjoying it! I also want to thank your families, for again sharing you guys with all of us who are your “extended family”! I thank you all for all of the sore muscles, aches & pains. I thank-you all for the sleepless nights, for the sacrafices, for the love, for the music…. I never had doubts that you guys would bring it 10 fold to us, so I thank you for doing just that & then some! For all you do for us, I’m forever grateful… I can never say “thanks” enough! I look forward to the road that lies ahead! =)
Love ya now & Always!
Heather S.
P~town, VA
August 5th, 2009 at 2:31 pm
wow jon it was worth waiting for,you are an amazing man,you wrote that straight from the heart and thank you for sharing such personalthoughts with us. You have so much to be proud of and have come such a long way,all i can say is thank you so much, cant wait to see you in europe soon again,have a great trip in the jungle but come back safe and sound love you so much,thank you xxxxxx
August 5th, 2009 at 2:31 pm
Thank you so much for your thoughts Jon. Always a pleasure to read what you are thinking. You have so much love and support from your crew, family, and especially your fans. I had the pleasure of meeting you three times the past two years- in Montreal, Calgary and Kelowna. Never doubt yourself, you are stronger than you think you are. Meeting everyone in Montreal was really one of the best experiences of my life, sorry, having my two children comes above. I have been a fan since 1988, and did not believe that 20 years later the unthinkable would happen. Thank you!
You had me on camera in Calgary dancing, and someone I went to highschool with saw me on the big screen- we have been in touch since then. So many things come of this- meeting new people, reuniting with past friends. Truly magical.
Keep up the good work!
The Coroner from Canada
August 5th, 2009 at 2:35 pm
Thank you Jon, for your words so pretty. full of emotion and sincerity. You are the light that illuminates my life, i love you.
August 5th, 2009 at 2:37 pm
That was a well-thought out, coherent and very sweet blog. I really enjoyed reading it. I am so glad we get to spend this special time together again, that you guys are a part of my life again. I had really missed you guys over the years even if it is something I didn’t consciously realize everyday. Thanks for everything.
Amanda (and Edmund)
August 5th, 2009 at 2:40 pm
I have so many things to tell you, but I’m not a girl who talk very much. So I am just going to tell you : I love you!
Your come back has been such a wonderful thing, in different ways, for each one of us. I personaly met wonderful people thanks to you. And I can only thank you for that. You can’t imagine what all this crazy thing represents for me…
Hugs and Love from France,
Carpe Diem,
Vanessa.
xoxo
August 5th, 2009 at 2:48 pm
Dear Jon,
thank you so much for taking your time to write this wonderful & touching blog!
I really got teary eyes - damn, once again
It’s so good to hear that not only the fans enjoyed the past 1,5 years. It’s really the best gift of all that you guys seemed to enjoy it as much as we did.
It’s been said many times before but I have to say it again: thank you! thank you for making this happen! I’ll keep those moments forever in my heart…
I guess we all didn’t expect this crazy thing to happen after 20 years. But the more we appreciate it now!
The best thing of this reunion for me was to find out that my teenage heros have become wonderful grown up men with great personalities!
NKOTB and my BH sistas - what a wonderful & unique relation! you all make me proud to be Blockhead!
I hope there’ll be a lot more of these magical moments. Let’s continue this!
Jon, I wish you so much fun & a great time in the amazon! Enjoy your vacation & relax! I’ll be missing your tweets (no one can make lol like you do
)Take care & don’t forget your crazy fans! We love you - always & forever!
XOXO from Germany
August 5th, 2009 at 2:49 pm
Thank you Jon!! We are as blessed as you are to have you back in our lives!! I didn’t truly realize how much I missed you guys until you came back!! Seeing you guys at Mohegan Sun was AMAZING and I am still on a high from that night!! It’s been a month and a half since that show!! You are a WONDERFUL group of men, and we are so blessed to have you in our lives!! I listen to you guys everyday, and whenever I am having a bad day, coming onto the NKOTB forum and going to Twitter to read your tweets puts a smile on my face and turns my WHOLE day around! I can’t thank you enough for all that you do to make my days even better!! Words can not express how amazed I am at the men you have become! EVEN MORE AMAZING THAN IN THE NINETIES!! I have fallen in love with you guys all over again and now I can grasp the magnitude of what it is you guys do for your fans each and everyday!! Because of you guys, I have made more friends in the passing weeks that I NEVER would have met if it weren’t for the HUGE NK Army of fans you have following!! “If you go away” I will be sad!! I hope you guys are around for MANY MANY years to come!!!
HAVE AN AWESOME TRIP TO THE JUNGLE!! We will miss you while you are gone!!
LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS CAN SAY!
ALWAYS AND FOREVER A JON GIRL!!
~MELISSA, Danbury CT
August 5th, 2009 at 2:56 pm
Thank you Jonathan for coming back. To this day, I still can’t believe that I finally got to meet you. That is a memory I will never forget! I’ve been an NKOTB fan for over 20 years - always have been, always will be. To have the 5 of you get back together, was just surreal. I know that if you had not come back with the other 4, it would not have been the same, so for that I am thankful that you did return
I will never forget the 4 shows I went to - and I hope they won’t be the last, I would eventually love to see more. I know you guys have created new fans - including my cousin who I took to 2 shows - she was only a year old the first time I saw you guys in concert - and now she’s 20 and loves you guys. She even said that the NKOTB concert was the best show she had ever been to (and she’s been to many concerts). If you guys do a cruise again in 2011 - I’ll be there. Couldn’t make it this year, can’t make it next year .. but if there’s a 3rd, I’m going!
Thank You!
August 5th, 2009 at 2:57 pm
I feel truly blessed to have had you guys come back into my life. Getting to meet the 5 of you 5 times was the highlight of my life. Having you guys on twitter has really shown us your true personalities that we wouldn’t otherwises get to see in a meet & greet or interview. Let me tell you Jon, you are the best and thank you for everything. You had me crying my eyes out in Houston. You were right in front of me and when your tears started so did mine. I can’t wait to see what’s next for the 5 Bad Bros from Beantown! I will see you on the cruise!
Much Love,
Amy
PS: Perez Hilton is a Twat! (Do you still have your tee shirt?)
August 5th, 2009 at 3:02 pm
DEAR JON,
THANK U SO MUCH FOR THAT TOUCHING BLOG. WHEN I FIRST HEARD THAT NKOTB MIGHT GET BACK TOGETHER I WAS SOO EXCITED, I HAD NEVER BEEN TO ONE OF THE CONCERTS WHEN I WAS YOUNGER AND REALLY NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD EVER GET TO. MY FRIEND CALLED ME AND SAID THEY ARE IN NASHVILLE TN, WE HAVE TO GO, AND I SAID MY DREAM IS FINALLY COMMING TRUE, SO WE BOUGHT TICKETS. WE DIDNT REALLY GET SEATS WHERE WE COULD SEE YOU GOOD BUT WE WERE SO EXITED TO BE THERE. OUT OF NO WHERE THESE GIRLS COME UP TO US AND ASKED US ARE YOU GIRLS ALONE? WE THOUGHT THEY HAVE BETTER TICKETS AND WANT US TO BUY THEM BUT WE DIDNT HAVE THE MONEY FOR THEM SO WE SAID WE DIDNT HAVE ANY MONEY THE ONE GIRL LOOKED AT ME AND SAID U DONT UNDERSTAND, 2 OF OUR FRIENDS COULDNT MAKE IT AND WE HAVE THESE TICKETS WE SEEN U GIRLS UP HERE AND WANT TO BLESS YOU WITH THESE. WE WERE ON TOP OF THE WORLD. THAT WAS GOD’S WORK RIGHT THERE. WE WERE ABLE TO GET TO THE 17TH ROW. WE HAD SOO MUCH FUN THAT NIGHT, WE CRIED, WE LAUGHED, AND CRIED SOME MORE. IF IT HADNT BEEN FOR YOU GUYS MAKING ALL OF YOUR FANS DREAMS COME TRUE BY GETTING BACK TOGETHER WE WOULD HAVE NEVER GOTTEN TO EXPIERIENCE SUCH A GREAT EVENT. I HOPE AND PRAY THAT YOU GUYS STAY AROUND AWHILE. YOU MADE THAT NIGHT SO UNFORGETTABLE. I WILL NEVER FORGET SUMMER 09 THE BLOCK TOUR… LOVE YOU ALL ALWAYS
August 5th, 2009 at 3:04 pm
Jon it was as memorable for us as it was you. I honestly had doubts about why I still wanted to see the show, until that moment when you five guys appeared and I had that rush of emotions. I have had the best moments of my life going to the five concerts with my sisters, cousins and best friend over past year. Thank you for facing your fears.
Much luv
Jennifer
August 5th, 2009 at 3:09 pm
Jon, I don’t think you need a writer, you wrote your feelings perfectly. Thank you for a great year enjoy your trip and we will be here when you return. Looking forward to upcoming adventures, thank you for taking that chance and entering into our lives once again.
Loving you forever,
Carebear
August 5th, 2009 at 3:12 pm
That was a very heart felt blog. I just wanted to say THANK YOU for overcoming your fears and coming back into our lives. You guys have made all of us feel like we are kids again. I think so many of us needed that, and for that we are all thankful. We are all looking forward to se whats up next for us and also for you. Hopefully a new album and new tour will come in 2010. We are all looking forward to so much more. Although I’m not able to make it on the cruise, I am looking forward to seeing you in concert yet again. October 30, 2008 was the best night of my life and I just want to thank you for that. Seeing you guys for the first time in concert was everything to me. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING!!! See you in 2010!!!!! Until then……
AS ALWAYS MUCH LOVE AND RESPECT,
ELIZABETH BURNS:)
ROCK HILL, SC
August 5th, 2009 at 3:19 pm
Jon, thank you from the bottom of my heart for this beautiful blog.
I guess it must not have been easy to summarize more than a year of great experiences into a few paragraphs but according to me (and to many other supporters, I’m sure!) you have made a great job because you’ve managed to share with us all the feelings you’ve felt since the beginning of the journey and it’s a true gift for us.
You’ve brought so much joy and happiness in my life again that I don’t know how to thank you for that… Meeting you in Paris was one of the most beautiful moments of my life and I cannot thank you enough for coming back into our lives, especially since we all know you’ve gone through a hard time because of your anxiety issues.
But seeing you enjoying yourself and shining is one of the most beautiful gift you could give us and it has no price
You’re an amazing person, don’t change anything about you
Oh… and, I love Twitter but it is great to see another blog from you
I wish you have a wonderful rest (and be careful in Amazonia;) ) with the ones you love
We are blessed to have you back in our lives
Thank you, thank you, thank you!
Much love and respect
Isabelle
Ps: it is beautiful to see how close you are to one another (even though you’ve said you had lost contact with many of the guys during the years) and that is what makes you all so special to us.
Ps2: I’m a very shy and fearful girl but I have lots of dreams I’d like to fulfill and after reading your blog, I’ve realized that “Fear can stifle you, but it doesn’t have to hold you down completely” so thanks a lot also for being a great advisor
Take care
August 5th, 2009 at 3:23 pm
Wow, Jon. Thank you for giving us an intimate glimpse of what this reunion has been for you. We’ve enjoyed it from the very beginning and have been eagerly awaiting each new “big” thing from all of you. I know it was a big step for you to be doing this, but I guess I never realized how big of a step. Thank you for being a part of this. So many bands have claimed to “reunite”, but have been lacking all of their original members. I know you guys wouldn’t have reunited if not all of you were on board, afterall that’s what a reunion is. I love that I can brag that my band truly did reunite. All of them came back, and in the end, all were happy that they did come back.
I’m glad that you have no regrets about doing this. I’m sure it has been difficult taking such a long hiatus from work and being away from your family. I hope you can enjoy this vacation, bask in the joy of knowing that you are loved the world over.
I have some suspicions of what this next year will bring, different but still good, and I can’t wait to see you on the cruise.
Love,
Deborah
August 5th, 2009 at 3:24 pm
dear Jon,
first of all, thank you. so many people surely told you these same words; maybe too many people, a real chorus, with all their ‘love ya’ or ‘miss ya’, showed all their affection to you and the guys during all these past years and months.
you’ve been right, on your twitter space, ‘Just your average human being with a not so average job’.. and this is why we all love you.
And this is why we all, and all around the world, have hoped and prayed for you. We always knew you’re strong. Even if it doesn’t appear from the outside, even often you don’t feel like this. You’re strong, and grown more and more stronger along your way far from home. You’ve done a lot of little things that even you, maybe, never thought you’d have done before. You’ve become not a star, but a brother, during these months, the brother all we wanted to have: smily, shy, simple.
I don’t wanna say other words: just know.. you showed us how anybody can do anything if he really wants.. step by step.
So now enjoy your trip, take care of you. Waiting for the next step to come.
Waiting for you back to Europe wherever and whenever you want and can.
with all the love I can send you from so far,
Paola.
p.s: last, but not least.. remember, sometimes one of your steps can be the unexpected start of other and other steps all around the world, and you neither know. My ‘thank you’ was for this. Your reunion made me find the NKOTB community; through this I’ve found some friends to share this experience. Then we decided to meet, we did it, and this has been one of the best experiences of my whole life. Thank you I’ve found four sisters here, four real friends.
and now tell me if it’s just ‘average’..
lots of hugs
Paola.
August 5th, 2009 at 3:31 pm
Awww Jon! Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us. So Beautiful. Glad you decided to reunite with the guys after so much deliberation. It would not have been the same without you. We’ve got all of the original members of NKOTB back together again. I can’t imagine it being any other way. U guys are the best and I can’t get enough of my Fave Guys! Luv Always, Torri B.
August 5th, 2009 at 3:43 pm
All I can really say is THANK YOU!!!!!
August 5th, 2009 at 3:45 pm
Dear Jon,
If you seriously need a writer, let me know! I am brilliant at organizing and summarizing thoughts and ramblings! I thank you for taking the step to return to NKOTB and doing this reunion. I love all 5 of you and see you guys as brothers, who happen to live far away and are a “bit” famous, lol.
I hope that you find your life fulfilling and meaningful and that you know that you guys always bring light to the life of your… (”don’t say ‘fans’, he doesn’t like that word”)… well, sisters! I sincerely hope that you and the other guys continue this amazing journey for many years, as long as it doesn’t influence your healths or spirits.
Mira, The Netherlands.
PS: I really hope you read this!
August 5th, 2009 at 4:09 pm
I have tears in my eyes…thank you doesn’t seem to be enough, but thank you! Thank you for going through all that you did to come back into our lives! Thank you for bringing us so much happiness - in the past, present and future! We are all blessed to be part of this big family and can’t wait for this amazing journey to continue! Have a safe trip and take good care of yourself!
August 5th, 2009 at 4:12 pm
Hey Jon,
Just read this, I found it very emotionnal. I knew you’re a sensitive person even though I never met you yet.
I hope someday I could… BTW I think that this journey may continues, it is not an end.
You’re a great, NO!! an exceptionnal, person… Enjoy your Amazon trip and take some pix to share with us.
Love and respect from Nancy
Paris (France)
August 5th, 2009 at 4:13 pm
Dear Jon-
I have a feeling you do read this, so read up: First, let me thank you for going through with this and your kind words. Your reunion with the guys has recharged my life. I am a better mom, happier wife, and more focused doctor. It is not just about your music and concerts. It is about believing in yourself. Thank you for reminding me of that. One tip: massage works wonders for sore muscles. I look forward to more of you. Get some well deserved rest.
Lots of love,
“Spherona”
Washington
August 5th, 2009 at 4:28 pm
Hi Jon… what an emotional blog. The feelings that you have had are just as heartfelt to your fans. I remember going to Mohegun Sun in CT and when yu guys came out I had tears in my eyes. Never in a million years did I ever think that I would see the day that NKOTB would get back together again. What was even more heartwarming is I could share this moment with my sisters who are 23 and 25 now. NKOTB is better than ever… let’s keep it going for another 20 years!! Hope to see another tour in the near future. I will forever be a BLOCKHEAD and proud of it. Lots of love not only to you (you were always my favorite) but to the rest of the guys.
Love,
Cheri Jones
August 5th, 2009 at 4:30 pm
Aww Jon we are so blessed to have you back in our lives as well!! You guys have made the past year and half the best time in my life! I love you and can’t wait to continue this incredible journey with all of you and my amazing BH sisters!!!
Lots of Love,
Tracy
St.Louis
August 5th, 2009 at 4:32 pm
Jonathan,
When this blog posted I was at work. I quickly read it and posted a reply! But now being at home I took time to really read the blog again and I have tears in my eyes … again! I wanted to leave you another reply simply to say things I didn’t have time for earlier! You are a truly amazing person Jon Knight! I know in your eyes and in your mind you do not see what we all see. I know you being humble like you are.. you will never think your amazing even though truly you are! When you said you would love to sit down with a writer to help enable focus for your thoughts and stories… I think your on to something there Mr. Knight! How about a book.. full of thoughts and memories and stories you would love to share with us about your journey? Sounds like an awesome idea to me! And the way you felt that first night of the first concert… that magical moment… My heart can relate, Not the same of course, but can defiantly relate! Seeing you guys take the stage for the first time this year is something I will never forget! The way I felt at that moment there is no words. Amazing..simply Amazing! Oh and Jonathan.. When I read these words: “Fear can stifle you, but it doesn’t have to hold you down
completely” …. You just don’t know how close to home you hit! *sigh* Thank You for words via blogs and twitter that has me thinking differently and better than I did a year ago! You are an inspiration in my life. And as you feel blessed for having us in your life.. that feeling my friend is mutual on so many levels! This journey has JUST begun and sweetie… this trip will be INCREDIBLE! Wait and See…. Out time is now, these are our moments in time, and NKOTB with their fans are unstoppable! (damn now I wrote a blog!) lol
With much Love,
Gina
ginacena2 (twitter)
GINA~WC~FLASHER~KNIGHT OWL#09 (nkotb.com)
August 5th, 2009 at 4:37 pm
Jon, it is great to hear your experience from your perspective. My friend and I always said that it would be great to just sit down and talk with one of you or all of you to just listen to what you have to say. What you have gone through is definitely surreal! Thank you for sharing the moments with “us” and thank you for sharing your thoughts.
My only regret was not giving you enough time for a decent hug when I met you during a meet and greet. I plan to make up for that in the future when this journey continues! You are a great person and it’s great to know you enjoyed yourself.
Have a safe trip!
August 5th, 2009 at 4:43 pm
Wow! i cant even imagine… First off Thank you for Leaving your day to day life and taking a chance going on tour again - it means more than youll ever know… for many of us we always have loved NKOTB and you coming back on tour was amazing! As you settle back in to YOUR REAL life please remember that you are loved and have an Army behind you!! Take a breath and enjoy your life you are truly blessed
XXXOOO~Michelle
August 5th, 2009 at 4:43 pm
No writer needed for you to get across what it was you wanted to say….. Thank you for coming back and facing all the things that were needed for YOU to get to being back for a reunion. These moments that I have experienced in this past year are amazing, both getting to meet you and all the guys and the girls that I have come to know and love that I would never have met before. The time is now, the time will live on even after it is long gone…..
August 5th, 2009 at 4:44 pm
Oh! and if you ever want to grab an icecream ome look me up! LOL
August 5th, 2009 at 4:51 pm
Jonathan,
that was worth the time it took to write. Thank you for sharing your heart with us. I was so excited when I first heard that NKOTB was coming back. I was the first person in line to buy tickets for the Kansas City show. I know I could have bought them online, but I went to Ticketmaster just like I did so many years ago. It was part of the nostalgia. The only differences were, this time it was my money, and I had my children with me. It has been a blessing to share this experience with my sons. They are both devoted NKOTB fans now (much to their father’s chagrin). They know all of your names and can name most of the songs (old and new) within the first few notes. I guess all of this is to say thank you for allowing me the oppotunity to share this with my children. I can’t wait for this ride to continue!! PLease come back to Kansas City, MO (or Topeka, KS).
Much love from the midwest USA,
Rae (Lawrence, KS)
August 5th, 2009 at 4:53 pm
Jon~
One of these days, I hope we get the opportunity to have a drink and just chill…you are such an amazing man.
August 5th, 2009 at 4:58 pm
Jon,
Thank you for that beautiful and heartfelt blog! I myself loved the feeling when the lights are turned off,and I anticipated seeing you again for the very first time in awhile ,and I will get that great feeling everytime from now on!I love it!Thank you for coming back,even though I know it was so different from the life your were living,and had it was hard for you!I also want to thank you for being so polite in the M&Gs.I am so happy I got to meet you!
I will keep in mind your advice to not let fear hold you down,for I obsess and worry about many things in my life,and I would love to change that!
If you can do it,so can I! I love you Jon!
August 5th, 2009 at 5:10 pm
Wow, thanks so much for this. I know it took you a long time to put your thoughts down, but know that we truly appreciate your effort. This lets us see a little of what it took to get this machine rolling again. Great stuff! Thanks for trusting us with your feelings. Have a great trip, and come back to us happy, healthy and ready to rock our socks again!!!!!!!
August 5th, 2009 at 5:15 pm
Jon -
I loved you before, but I believe I love you more now. For you to let us all know how you are feeling and to pour your heart out like that is very touching. Darn you for making me cry (again)! I love that you have been able to overcome some of your anxieties. I think that I am a fairly shy person, but because of you and the other guys, I believe I have become a more confident person. If it weren’t for you all I wouldn’t have gotten to meet all of the wonderful people that I have met and made so many new friends. I feel like I am a better person for getting to experience all this with you. Thank you for being you and please promise me that you will never change.
I can’t wait for the cruise where I hope that I will get to spend more time with you and maybe get to know you better.
Lots of love,
Nicole
August 5th, 2009 at 5:15 pm
Jon,
As a self-proclaimed Joey girl, I find myself drawn to each of you more and more each day. This blog, my friend, only increased that. I knew before I read it that it would be incredible. I first saw the tweet about it while I was at work and it took all I had in me to wait until I got home to read it. I want to say that when I first heard Summertime, it was the first I had heard about the reunion. To say I was excited, would be an understatement. I was dealing with some tough things at work and I needed the joy of New Kids on The Block at that time. A couple months later, I tore ligaments in my knee and I was stationed on the couch for a good while after surgery. THE BLOCK kept me company during my long sleepless/painful nights. You all came to Cleveland, but I was on cruches and didn’t feel it would be good for me to attend a NKOTB concert if I couldn’t be standing the entire time! So I had to wait. I first heard that you guys were coming to Columbus when I was on the way to see my dad before his heart surgery one early morning in January. I screamed and started clapping in the car. Now this was not such a good idea since the roads were ice covered and I could barely see due to the snow. Whatever, I made it safely. From January 28th to April 3, I had so much excitement brewing. Insane. I knew I would have fun at the concert, but I would never have guessed that I would have had the best time of my life. It was worth waiting the 20 years. (When I was eight, you guys were at the Ohio State fair and my mom was late at getting tickets and it was sold out..I stood outisde the fence crying the whole time you all were on stage) I had such an amazing time that I turned around the next morning and bought tix to the Cincy “Full Service” show.
I am so incredibly thrilled that you and your partners in crime have come back into our lives and that you are letting us into your lives so much. We appreciate every tweet and every blog. You are an amazing man and I want to thank you for letting us enjoy this ride.
Erica
@browneyes4nkotb
Columbus, Ohio
August 5th, 2009 at 5:35 pm
Thank you Jon for that wonderful view of your heart and mind. I have been a Jon girl since the beginning. And we rarely get to hear anything from you. In this age of blogs and twitter your fans have gotten to know you like we never could before. I learned from twitter that you have an awesome sense of humor. Thanks to all the NK’s for letting us into your lives though your posts. You have succeeded where others have failed. In Donnie’s words you have soldiers ! Your fans are for life XOXO and TWUGS
p.s. The concert in concord was amazing. I too shall never forget that first site of the New Kids when you first appeared on stage. Did not want the night to end. 
August 5th, 2009 at 5:36 pm
Thanks Jon! It was really nice meeting you when I saw you and the guys at 5* in Vegas last month. I truly admire this blog. Hopefully, one day will meet again.
XOXO,
Noni Glen, age 27
Las Vegas, NV
August 5th, 2009 at 5:38 pm
JOn, I have always been a Donnie girl for many reasons that I’m sure i do not have to explain but slowly but surely I’m falling for the person you are. You are so humble and sincere….a girl can’t help but love you. Donnie get my vote as my favorite New kid but you get my vote for one of my favorite people on earth. Love ya– But Shhh–dont tell my girl Amie—she’d kill me if she knew I was falling for ya. Ha!!
August 5th, 2009 at 5:38 pm
Wow, that blog was SO worth the wait since you first tweeted about it. Thank YOU for EVERYTHING. You have always been my favorite New Kid, and this reunion has brought about so many new Jonverts, because you are shining through so brightly. I always knew how wonderful you were. Just sayin.
Im curious… Had you guys been reading on NKOTBFans.com before the reunion was officially announced? I wonder that because I think if you had, you may have been put at ease that you all definitely had a following and we were so looking forward to seeing you again. I myself was so filled with glee at every single possible hint towards a reunion. I have to admit, until I saw you on the Today show, I wondered if you would be involved. And I cant lie, I dont think I would have done 5* and been so gung-ho about shows and forcing The Block on friends and family if you werent involved….
Im so glad that you were able to reconnect with the other boys. And isnt it just so damn cute how much of a JonGirl Donnie has become? I remember the day I met you guys in Moline… After I gave you the first of the 2 John Deere belt buckles I gave you, I gave Donnie his very own LA Plaid (made by your premium girl Teri_Fied) and told him he was a JonGirl. He gave me an EPIC WTF face, and said “IM a JonGirl?”. It was PRICELESS.
This past year and a half has brought me so much joy. Thank you again. I have made so many wonderful friends, gotten introduced to some wonderful new music (which is part of the reason I have lost NINETY POUNDS!!), had so many awesome adventures (drove all night to MOA and went 36 hours without sleep, got pulled over TWICE while driving to meet you, attended and helped plan the VERY FIRST EVER Jonvention, etc.), gotten to travel (a little), and MET MY FAVORITE BOYS FOUR TIMES!! OK, so each time I was really only focused on YOU. But in the end, I got my complete set of NKOTB hugs (and I got NINE hugs from you, BB). When I was 14, I NEVER would have imagined that was even POSSIBLE. It is so AMAZING. So many memories…
I cannot thank you enough. I am thankful for the other guys, but you are my shining star. It makes me so happy to see how happy you seem to be. Im filled with glee that you seem to have found someone who really brings you joy, and I wish I could thank that person as well. You will always hold a special place in my heart, and I cant wait to see what else is in store for us!!
I am in awe at the gifts you have given me. THANK YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART!!!
Nora
electrodle@hotmail.com
@Nora_78 on Twitter
August 5th, 2009 at 5:43 pm
WOW Jon - I certainly cannot respond in as many words as *you* wrote, but your blog moved me. I too suffer from anxiety, which has subsided over the past 2 years with medication and therapy, and I have never been SO proud of you for what you have overcome over the last year and a half. I am sure that there must still be difficult days, as I have too, but we can get through it. I would just like to thank you from the bottom of my heart for making the decision to come back. It has been SOME ride! Have a safe trip in South America and come back in 1 piece!
Much love,
Jill xox
August 5th, 2009 at 5:45 pm
Well said, as usual. Thank you for bringing so much joy into my life. I look forward to the future with excitement.
ILY, Jon!!!
Philip
@postmadonna
August 5th, 2009 at 5:57 pm
Jon, Love you man! x
August 5th, 2009 at 5:58 pm
Beautifully put! The love is so mutual–its amazing! Can’t wait for more!
August 5th, 2009 at 6:07 pm
Jonathan,
WOW!!! You really should find a writer to express all the emotions you and other guys have experienced this time around. Like the album it would be an instant hit with the fans, so just keep that in mind. As for all the emotions in your blog, just saying Thank You doesn’t even come close for all the time away from your family & friends, normal life, and living out of a suticase for the past year and a half. I am glad you are happy with your decision to reunite, cause maybe one day I will actually meet you in person. Until then, enjoy your time off.
Love ya,
Marcee
August 5th, 2009 at 6:24 pm
Jon that was so well written and well put. I can see your heart poured into this blog. We love you too and as long as you are all still together I will be there everytime to cheer you all on. You are such a sweet guy and you brought tears to my eyes because I can see that you are so touched by the fans out there and we love it that you all keep coming back. Long live the New Kids on The Block!!!!!!!!!!!!!
have fun in the amazon. BUG SPRAY!!!!
Love you!!!
August 5th, 2009 at 6:34 pm
Jon.. you have no idea what this reunion meant for many of us… met you guys (see you in person) made a long time dream come true… I really wish you all the best, many blessing and come back to Toronto!!! xoxoxo
August 5th, 2009 at 6:34 pm
Jon, I am sure that you have all heard more than once how much it means to all of your fans that NKOTB reunited-it has always been incredible-and you guys were always in the hearts of your fans-and always will be.
Can’t wait to see you all in sunny Florida again!
Much love to you all!!!
Joanne
August 5th, 2009 at 6:47 pm
I love your blog Jon!! I’m happy you guys are back in my life!!! Let the journey continue! Long Live the Block!
Jenelle
Charlotte, NC
August 5th, 2009 at 6:48 pm
Jon…thank you for choosing to enter our lives once again. I know that for me it was one of the greatest times and I pray for more. You are a dream come true for your fans and especially for me. Again thank you for your love and for sharing yourself with us. Have a great time in the Amazon and come home safe. I will always love…You really know how to bring the tears.
Forever yours,
Soledad P.
August 5th, 2009 at 6:50 pm
Jon,
Love ya Jon!
You are the sweetest man on earth! This blog really made me understand how you feel, it is very touching and of course made me teary eyed! There is such a bond between us Blockheads and NKOTB,although I have never met you or any of the guys, ya’ll make me feel it! The day I learned of y’all coming back was the BEST day EVER! My BFF and I were so joyous, we were acting like the 15 year olds we were 21 years earlier! We went to our first NKOTB concert together in July ‘88 in Dallas and there we were again 20 years later in Oct 2008! THANK YOU! This has been the BEST ride ever! NKOTB make me so happy
LET’S CONTINUE THIS!!!!!
Love your Jongirl,
Lupe
in Fort Worth, Texas
August 5th, 2009 at 6:58 pm
Jonathan, It was great to read your thoughts. I’m glad that things are working out well for you all. God always surprises us! Blessings,
Selma (Brazil)
August 5th, 2009 at 7:00 pm
I love that you wrote about looking over the venue in Toronto. Could it be that you remember coming into our suite that night and looking out at the crowd coming and filling the ACC? I have a picture of you from behind doing just that. Thank you for spending those few minutes with my best friend and I - for being a classy gentleman and taking a few minutes out of your busy schedule to say hi, give me a hug and make all of my dreams come true. You have restored my faith in this world, and for that I thank you!
August 5th, 2009 at 7:08 pm
Jonathan,
After reading those beautiful words, I am totally speechless! All the time you guys were apart was obviously a good thing for all of you because each of you have done wonderful things with your life. Although, I TRULY am happy that you guys are once again back together and performing. I think you all are AMAZING! I can’t wait for another chance to see you guys in concert again. Please come back to Baltimore!!! Jon I must tell you one thing… You are now and always have been and will be my favorite member of NKOTB! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!
Giulia
AKA Hot Wheels
ggmotta6281975@gmail.com
August 5th, 2009 at 7:19 pm
Well what does one say to you….I thank you for coming back, I thank you for giving me the time of day (camden/Holmdel), I thank you for the most amazing hugs, I thank you most of all for just being you!!!! I know this journey was very hard for you but we ALL very much appreciate you and the rest of NKOTB!! I am so glad to hear from you that this journey has just begun!!! Well I dont want this to turn into a short novel!!
I can not wait for us to meet again,
I love and respect you,
Jeannine
August 5th, 2009 at 7:39 pm
Jon,
Thank you for wonderful words that made cry. I´m very happy that you are fine and NKOTB back. Enjoy the Amazon. I Love you
Tatiana
in São Paulo, Brazil
August 5th, 2009 at 7:47 pm
Jon Thank You and may the Journey continue………I cried and cried I think I flooded my computer…….LOL Love Ya!!!!!!!Be very careful out there….
August 5th, 2009 at 7:52 pm
Jon,
THANK YOU for coming back to us!! You did a GREAT job!! You could tell you REALLY enjoyed yourself!! Remember, the guys love you, we love you, there is NOTHING to be ashamed of or afraid of!! Just remember, the next time around, your are among LOTS AND LOTS of friends, thats all!! Great job! Keep up the great work!! You looked awsome!! I only wish I could have made i to more concerts, i just made it to wachovia center concert in philly in november of 2008 ;o( I thought maybe my husband would be nice and let me go on the cruise this year, but no dice ;o(
Well, thanks for coming back to us jon!!
We love you!!
Love, Jess
August 5th, 2009 at 7:52 pm
Thank you Jon! For not giving up on the idea of you and the guys getting back together. I am so grateful for all of you! You have inspired me to go for what I want. I really hope to meet you one day! Your an incredible person! Thank You, again for coming back and being able to share your life with us! Have a wonderful vacation and be safe! Love You, Reba!
August 5th, 2009 at 7:53 pm
Hi Jon!
Jordan and you are the reason why I fall in love with New Kids On The Block at first. I finally had the chance to meet you in person, we stare into each other eyes for at least a minute. If their is a next time I hope that I will do better.
Love you forever.
August 5th, 2009 at 8:05 pm
Thank you Jon…..I needed that!! You have brought tears to my eyes……….I will still NEVER forget you singing Step 5 in Houston!!! LOVE YOU!! Never be afraid, we are here for you and have ALWAYS been here for you over 20 years and counting………….
August 5th, 2009 at 8:09 pm
Jon,
I think you are the most wonderful & sweetest man on the side of the planet.
I really loved your blog, it really touched me. What you blogged was beautiful. Words can’t really describe it.
Even though you suffer from panic attacks, you’ve done alot of crazy moments during the tours that we would never expect from you that shocked all of us in a best and positive way possible.:D And we will never forget that.:D
I strongly believe that one day you will take over the world, you can confidently do that and don’t let your anxiety put you down from showing the world what you’re really made of and what you are capable of doing.:)
Let’s get this party going!!!!!!!
See you soon!!!!!!!!!:)
XOXOXOXOXO
Peace, Love, God Bless!!!!!!!!!
SweetButtercup08:)
hebrewflower@gmail.com
August 5th, 2009 at 8:20 pm
Thank you for being such an inspiration to me and all your fans. I was truly blessed to meet you in Montreal, it was truly a dream come true. I can’t wait to see you again, hopefully in the cruise..
August 5th, 2009 at 8:24 pm
Jon,
What a wonderful and heartfelt blog. I am so happy to be part of this experience. Sometimes, I feel like a little speck in the audience, but blogs like yours and messages from you guys on Twitter make me feel like you guys actually see me. This ride with my sisters, with my childhood girlfriends, with the new friends I’ve made via Twitter, cruise and concerts and the five of you have made this reunion like no other reunion.
Words cannot describe what the five of you have given US. We love and support always.
One day, I’ll get to meet you in person and I want a BIG HUG!
All my love,
May
@___may___
August 5th, 2009 at 8:33 pm
YOUR BEAUTIFUL, JON!
DON’T FORGET TO GIVE THANKS TO GOD AS WELL.
I’VE GIVEN THANKS TO GOD FOR FINALLY MEETING YOU GUYS.
THANK YOU FOR TAKING A PICTURE WITH ME AT THE NBC BUILDING. I LOVE THAT PICTURE. WE WOULD MAKE A CUTE COUPLE
GOD BLESS YOU.
August 5th, 2009 at 8:41 pm
Jon,
Thank you for wurting this blog. I’m very sad reading this. Thanks for everything, you’re the best. Maybe someday I can see you in this part of the world!
Much love,
Dian
Jakarta- Indonesia
August 5th, 2009 at 8:47 pm
I want to say something so hugely profound to you but like you I tend to ramble on and on in too much detail. I want to say this to you Jon. THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was 5 years old back in ‘89 (yes I’m a younger fan). I fell in love with you boys. I remember wanting to steal my friends NKOTB lunchbox in kindergarten. When I was 6 my best friends mom bought us tickets to see you guys! I was so excited. But a little while before the concert was to come my dad moved our family from Oregon back to Utah. I was crushed. I never got to see you guys back in the day at all. I always told my dad he ruined my childhood (jokingly of course, but still a little serious :). I never thought the day would happen that you 5 would reunite. I thought I would never have the chance to see the magic live. When the reunion was announced I was ecstatic! I snatched up tickets the minute they went on sale for the Salt Lake City 11/15 show. My friens and family thought I had lost my mind. I had great seats on the floor towards the middle. But imagine my great luck when 3 days before the concert I won front row seats! I could not believe my very first NKOTB show and I would be front row. I invited my brother’s girlfriend who had been a fan back in the day to come with me. She didn’t even know you had a new album out! (So guess what she got for Christmas?) I could not contain my excitement. I made a sign (which security took away) and I made my Donnie Face Time shirt. I can’t describe the feeling I had when the lights went out and you guys appeared onstage. I started to cry. I had waited 19 years for this moment and it was going to happen. The inner 6 year old in me was finally satisfied! It was beyond an amazing show and I could not have asked for better. Ever since that fateful night my world has revolved around you guys. I swear I’m 15 years old and not 25 the way I act. But you know what? I don’t care. I am so damn happy and you guys have put a constant smile on my face for the past year and a half. My other dream came true last month in Vegas when I got to meet you guys! I did the whole 5* thing. I counted down the days! The whole day I was so nervous, I could not even eat. I kept feeling like I was going to be sick (which I admit right before my group went in I puked). I don’t know why I was so nervous to meet you guys. As soon as I walked in that feeling disappeared, you all were so great. I even ignored security as they were telling us to leave so I could give Donnie gifts and hug you and Jordan. Hell I didn’t care if they threw me out! I was not going to miss hugs from all of you. I realize this has gotten very long so again THANK YOU from the bottom of my heart. I mean it Jon. I hope that this journey continues for a very long time cuz I know there is still way more fun to be had!
August 5th, 2009 at 9:08 pm
oh jon… thank you for everything! I can imagine it hard for you was to be gone for these away once again, however, I am very happily you it has acted! to see you once more on stage… indescribably!
you are the reason, why I fall in love with NKOTB first and you are the sweetest man on the earth! I love you so much! NKOTB without you…. inconceivable! before 20 jears and today also! I am glad so much about it if to her after germany comes back and I can see you again on stage! Well, thanks for coming back to us jon….
In love your JON-GIRL from Germany (Bavaria) Simone
August 5th, 2009 at 9:13 pm
Dear Jon,
That was the best blog ever!
So heartfelt… I teared up with every word.
Well written, you are way too hard on yourself. You mastered the blog to the fullest. I held on to every word. It was long but I wanted more. I felt like I shared those moments with you like I was there personally. I was there for some of those moments, sure but you really put us all side by side with you to create an amazing picture from your side.
You have quickly became one of my favorite people on the planet! Your down-to-earth personality is what draws us to you (and all the boys really) but you are by far the most “REAL” person. That is why we fall so hard for you Jonathan.
You have no idea how many times your tweets have caused me to truly LAUGH OUT LOUD-not the LOL version the “I’m -at- work- it’s- quiet- and -suddenly- a- Jon- tweet- makes- me- laugh- out- loud- and- start- crying- because- I’m-trying- to- be- quiet- so- I- excuse- myself- to- the- bathroom” that sort of LAUGH OUT LOUD. I love it! Thank you for being that person for me.
This last year or so has been the worst and BEST year of my life. I’ve been through a divorce now a horrible custody battle this year making it truly the most horrible time of my life but on the flip side you boys coming back around have made everything bearable again. I know that sounds so stupid… a boy band changed my life but it’s not like that, all of us “blockheads” and you guys understand that but to the rest of the world that is all it is. You guys truly make me happy. Your shows, your tweets, your blogs, the CRUISE…all of it has been unbelievable!
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for being brave enough to come back, thank you for overcoming your fears for us! You truly have a friend that cares about you and longs for your tweets, blogs and smile. Don’t ever doubt yourself Jon you are a treasure to many.
WE ADORE YOU!
A ton of love and best wishes to you on your new adventures ahead.
I’ll see you on the cruise.
Rachel
August 5th, 2009 at 9:33 pm
Jon,
Thanks for saying yes to the reunion and for writing your thoughts down. I hope that someday I will get the chance to meet you & be able to thank you. I had always hoped that someday my favorite group would get back together & after all these years you did it. I enjoy reading your tweets and hope to get a DM from you sometime. Hope that you share some of the highlights of your vacation with us.
Until I get to thank you in person this will have to do.
Thanks Jon,
Christine
August 5th, 2009 at 9:40 pm
I thought that was very eloquently put, despite what you say. Anything from the heart is worth putting on paper and this obviously was. I think we all have a connection and understand each other…most of the time. lol. I feel very fortunate to have been involved in this past year and a half. I never thought in a million years that I would see you 5 on stage together again…let alone to cruise with ya!! Jon you have risen to the top of my charts from this reunion and I love ya!! Thank you, thank you , THANK YOU for coming back to us!!!!!!
Love, Michele
August 5th, 2009 at 9:48 pm
I have one word…WOW. That last paragraph got me a little misty. Thank you, Jon, for your amazing and thoughtful words. Seeing the New Kids back together was a dream I had all but given up on. Now that it has become a reality, I don’t ever want to see it go.
Much Love!!
Jo-Anne, NY
Enjoy the amazon and please come back to us in one peace.
August 5th, 2009 at 9:50 pm
jon thanks for being in the reunion:) i have not meet nkotb yet but i hope to one day
August 5th, 2009 at 9:55 pm
JON, I WAS ACTUALLY WORRIED ABOUT YOU BEING BACK IN THE SPOTLIGHT, AFTER YOUR AGORAPHOBIA PROBLEM…I AM SO GLAD TO SEE YOU HAVE WORKED THROUGH ALL THE PAIN & FEAR TO COME BACK TO ALL OF US(WE TRUELY MISSED YOU)& IT JUST WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN THE SAME IF NKOTB HAD REUNITED MINUS 1 !!! I AM PROUD OF YOU,& I’M SURE I’M NOT THE ONLY ONE THAT HAS TOLD YOU THAT.I KNOW YOUR BROTHER IS PROUD & SO ARE YOUR OTHER 4 BEST FRIENDS…HOW COULD WE NOT BE
~~LOVE FOREVER (OR AT LEAST FOR THE PAST 20 YRS)
PS:ON YOUR NEXT TOUR PLEASE COME TO THE CIVIC ARENA IN ST.JOSEPH,MISSOURI
August 5th, 2009 at 10:01 pm
Jon,
I just have to tell you that I LOVE YOU and your heart! I know this reunion was hard on you esp. but I know I speak for many of us when I say THANK YOU!
There was a part of me that felt like WE (us Blockheads) “MADE” you come back but I am truly filled with joy to learn that you enjoyed it too. I would NEVER be able to do what you do/have done (not only b/c that is SO not my area of talent) because I am a BIG FAT CHICKEN!!
You are amazing Mr. Knight and I mean that with every ounce of my being…I am thankful to you and NKOTB for many things (like my own personal reunion that I had w a friend in high school b/c we shared our love for NKOTB) but what I most thankful for is how you and they others have willingly reached out and connected w me/us. It brings my/our love for you and NKOTB to a whole new level!
THANK YOU!!!
Jeri
@nursejeri22
August 5th, 2009 at 10:04 pm
Jon:
I was too concerned about you being back in the spotlight with your panic disorder–I am glad you are back–after all you are my favorite New Kid and you have been such an inspiration to me, personally, for I too suffer from panic attacks as well as agoraphobia and I work each and everyday through that and face my day head on. I am so glad you guys came back–I missed all of you and your music–NKOTB’s music has gotten me through some rough times and I am forever grateful for that.
By the way–you done an awesome job with your end of tour thoughts–I think you summed it up pretty good. I hope you have a nice break from touring and get rested up before going back at it in 2010. God Bless all of you!
Daniel (a male fan of NKOTB for 20 years)
August 5th, 2009 at 10:35 pm
Damn Jon, you got me crying my eyes out here. Wow, i have so much to say i don’t even know where to start! NKOTB has meant sooooo much to me over the years!!!! Even during the years you guys were…gone, i NEVER forgot you!!! I continued to listen to your tapes & cd’s. I still own your first 2 albums (New Kids On The Block & Hangin’ Tough) on cassette tape…and they still play!!!! I have always hoped for a reunion…but honesty…i never thought there would be one. …This is really hard for me to admit…I never thought you would agree to come back
PLEASE DON’T TAKE THAT AS AN INSULT OR CRITICISM!!!!! BECAUSE IT’S NOT MEANT AS ONE 
AND I’M SOOOOOOOO SORRY I DIDN’T AHVE MORE FAITH IN YOU!!!!!! I SHOULD HAVE 
But you DID come back, so i must say THANK YOUUUUUUUU <3 THANK YOU for coming back, for the great music, the AMAZING CONCERT IN IRVINE, CA!!!!! Having you guys back with new music and a new tour has absolutely made my year!!!!!!!! I can’t even express how much this has all meant to me!!!!!! And just THANK YOU for being such a sweet, funny, kind, wonderful man who is sooooo good to us fans 
Unfortunately i didn’t get to meet you guys at the concert in Irvine (CA) 
That’s the one regret i have about that night 
But July 10th 2009 was still the greatest night of my life!!!!!!!!! I waited 21 years to see you guys live and IT WAS SOOOOOOO WORTH IT!!!!!!!! I can’t say it enough…THANK YOU for a great year and a half!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And i CAN’T WAIT for the rest of the journey!!!!!!!!!!! I hope it last FOREVER!!!!!!!! All that being said…it would also mean alot to me if you tweet me or direst message me on twitter sometime…my username is donniesgirl01. 
I jsut had to get that in here. Anyway, i hope you have a wonderful and safe vacation 
I’ll miss your tweets while your gone 
I may be a Donnie girl but i LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!! I hope to see you guys on the cruise next year 
Much love from California!
xoxoxoxoxoxox
G.C.
donniesgirl01 on twitter
P.S. You really need to get a myspace page!!!!!
August 5th, 2009 at 10:51 pm
Jon, you have brought tears to my eyes! Thank you so much for everything! Love you, always have. This has been one of the best years of my life too! I have met so many new people, because of this reunion. I am extremely happy to hear that the journey is just beginning! I would love to have many more years like this one!
Love ya,
Eden
@edenhig
August 5th, 2009 at 11:00 pm
Jon,
:) 
Thank you soooo much for the beautiful blog!!! To be honest I´m crying right now, cause I´m so moved by it!!!! I can´t thank you enough for all you strenght and I can imagine, that it wasn´t easy at all to decide to do it all over again. But you´re right: it was the perfect decision, especially for us fans!!!
I´m so happy, that this ride isn´t over yet and that there is more to come!! Until then enjoy and relax and I´ll see you on the cruise!! LET´S GET WET AGAIN!!!
Much love and a big hug!!
Yvonne from Germany
August 5th, 2009 at 11:31 pm
Jon, I have to say that I am proud of all of you! You have all kept good values and stayed out of trouble. I am most proud of you!! For getting back on that horse and doing it again. I thought NKOTB would never get back together because you didnt want to do it awhile back. As a BIG fan, I was escatic that you did! I have taken my daughter to 3 of your concerts this time around. She loved them! As did I. I am a Jordan fan, and I am happy that I have had 7 great dates with him. (4 years ago, 3 this time around) I cant wait to hear your next CD!!! Forever a Blockhead!!! Luv you & take care!!!!
August 6th, 2009 at 12:30 am
I love how REAL you are Jon! I’m glad you have never changed your originality and I respect you so much more for being so honest in this blog. Thank you for letting me be a part of your life (even though I’ve never actually met you….I would LOVE to meet you)! You are truly an inspiration! God bless you in your travels….
August 6th, 2009 at 1:01 am
Jon
You are amazing. The way you describe everything… When you said about being lifted to the stage, I remembered the vision that I had watching you, from the crowd… I just couldn´t believe in my eyes.
My mother is impressed when she sees my Meet and Greet photo. “I remember you listening to your vinyl albuns and now you are among them, life can be so exciting”, she says.
And she is right!
August 6th, 2009 at 1:02 am
Jon!!! - I’m crying after reading that! That is one of the most heartfelt blogs I have ever written - thankyou for wearing your heart on your sleeve! See you on imagination - I have my tickets! x
August 6th, 2009 at 1:17 am
What a wonderful blog. Thank you so much for getting back together!! You don’t know what it means to us. Can’t wait to hear from & see you again!
Long live The Block!
August 6th, 2009 at 1:38 am
Wow Jon - feel the LOVE! Thanks for a wonderful blog. To be honest you were in the background of my first NKOTB experience as a teenager (none of the other guys stood a chance as it was all about your brother JK!) Since this reunion let me tell you it has been an absolute please in getting to ‘know’ you. My best memories of the last year and half have included you! You have made me laugh so hard, cry tears of happiness and smile until my cheeks hurt. ThankYou! ThankYou! Seeing your beautiful smiling face at HMV London was the best experience. I am so happy that you decided to become a New Kid again - it has been some journey for you and us, but as you said it’s only just begun…Look forward to seeing and more of JRK in future…
Much love and hugs, Sabera (UK)
August 6th, 2009 at 4:41 am
Dearest Jon,
Your blog was so beautiful that it brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for doing this journey once again. I may have not been on any of your concerts yet.. but I can still feel that I am loved by you guys. I will be forever grateful for the opportunity you guys have given me to reconnect with my past. I will be forever grateful.
I will always believe in you guys.
*hugs*,
Ellyn aka SuperFangirl
Sydney, Australia
August 6th, 2009 at 5:00 am
Thank you so much! Please come back to Germany!!! We miss you! Just started crying while reading your words. You wrote so lovely words. Enjoy your “free” time! Love you
August 6th, 2009 at 6:00 am
Jonathan,
Thankyou for an amazing blog.
You always put everything so eloquently.
Thankyou for going through everything you went through to get back together.
You have always been my favourite and meeting you a few times this past year has been so special to me. Memories that I will never forget :0) I made it to 14 shows and each one was of course amazing but that first night in Toronto when you came on stage was WOW !!!
So now on to the next part. Have an Awesome time in South America and look forward to seeing you again soon.
Have fun, much love
Sarah
(always was and will be a Jonathan girl :0) )
August 6th, 2009 at 6:14 am
Hi Jonathan ! I love your words. Thank you for taking times to write. You know it has been an incredible year for us fan too. Deep in my heart I expected something like that cause you know, the fans were still here (without admit it, hidding in the shadow but still here, living our lifes without stopping to hope a comeback). And, you should not to be surprised by the feedbakc you had had from the fans… We will be here again for a long time, I think. Hope you will come back in Europe, in France in 2010. Love you. Take care of you.
August 6th, 2009 at 6:32 am
This is an awesome blog, definitely worth the loooong wait
Thank you for coming back into our lives, we are truly blessed to have you. I hope you enjoy your vacation/adventure 
Much love XOXOXO
August 6th, 2009 at 6:36 am
You are a FREAKIN PIMP!!!
August 6th, 2009 at 6:51 am
WOW! Jon, I am speechless, moved and inspired by your journey! This blog only confirms why I love you & the NK so much.
I am thankful to have had an opportunity to be so envolved this past year w/ NK. I am grateful to already have plans for 2010 w/ NK.
Thank you!
I am wishing you much happiness, love and success in your life. You seem like a very special man; you deserve all things great that come your way!
Now! You must come back to us from the AMAZON… Have fun!
AN
August 6th, 2009 at 7:21 am
As I told you in Cincinnati, I always enjoy your blog. Thanks for giving us the chance to know more about you personally through your messages. I’m a writer and would welcome the chance to help you organize your pages of thoughts. Just let me know when and where. Successful writers communicate best what they know. I could easily be considered an expert on NKOTB.
Thanks again, Jon, and happy vacation.
August 6th, 2009 at 8:01 am
I am very happy for you to overcome your fears,,! Keep well geito of you is sencivel and friendly!
We love you! From your fan here in Brazil!
kiss!
August 6th, 2009 at 9:16 am
Dear Jonathan,
After giving us this much - not just in the past year, but ever since you guys got together decades ago - I didn’t want to ask for more, but couldn’t wait to read yet an other blog from you. And I didn’t even know what a blog it will be! Amazing, just like you are. All I can say is THANK YOU! If I wanted to express all my feelings, it would be even longer than your blog. I’m just happy and grateful. Happy because when I first heard about the reunion, I had doubts. You know, I’m sure you did too, and most of us did. I don’t know why though, as I considered you guys always the best, and I knew you can make it. But still, I didn’t know what the outcome will be. It only lasted till I saw the very first photo of you 5 together again and after that I couldn’t believe how did I even think it is not the best decision and it could be any other way. The reception you got at the TV shows, and with the selling of the concert tickets… - well wasn’t unbelievable, but was impressing. I was far away from all the happening, but it was so heartwarming, and I was just so happy for you. I didn’t stay away from the concerts though : ) I can confess, the biggest lack in my life was that I never been to a NEW KIDS concert before and I knew, if there ever, somehow, by a miracle will be just only one concert, I will be there, no matter how far away I need to go! I am more than lucky, that I was able to go to the very first concert in Toronto. A few more shows came after that, but the first is the very special one. My biggest fear was you though - I don’t want to explain, you know what I mean….. And actually I was worried trough the whole show - and even after that a little bit. But you made it! And what made me even happier, it seemed you even enjoy it. The bond you guys have between each other is magical!
Thanks for taking us to this trip, it was an incredible ride for all of us - but I hope it ain’t over! Please don’t disappear now, don’t get lost in the jungle, or anything : ) And if you’re still in the travel mood after your adventures, check finally where this little country is on the map,and come over here : )You would be more than welcome!
Love always,
Rita - from Hungary.
August 6th, 2009 at 9:21 am
Hey Jon,
thank you for being so honest with us! You do not need a writer, I had goosebumps reading this!!
August 6th, 2009 at 9:31 am
Hello Jon,
Wow, , I totally agree it was beautiful, you DO NOT need a writer. I felt all of your emotions in the words you wrote. You have always been my favorite and always will be!
Love forever and always,
Kathy
August 6th, 2009 at 10:24 am
I feel you summed it all up.You actually made me cry.Fans are so happy you all 5 decided to come back to us.The feelings and memories we all have shared together throughout this expereince has helped each & every one of us out in so many ways.
thank you from the bottom of my heart.
Love always,
laura
August 6th, 2009 at 11:19 am
Jon, That’s a very beautiful blog and the writing is amazing, every word too. Your very welcome Jon. *Hugs and Kisses* I wish you and your partners in crime all the best and that everyday is brighter than the next. *Hugs and Kisses for New Kids On The Block*
PS: I hope that next year goes even bigger.
Love you always:
Lisa
August 6th, 2009 at 11:45 am
Hi Jon,
Thanks for sharing your thoughts with us, it was such a well written blog, you should think about writing a book of your experiences with your “partners in crime”!
Wishing you all the best for continuing journey, love ya!
Natasha x
August 6th, 2009 at 11:49 am
OMG! That is such an amazing explanation of your journey so far. I must say I have seen you all in concert twice now in Phoenix! It is a memory I will forever remember. When I was young I fell in love with you guys right away… It has to be said that I was sad when you guys moved on with your life… To have you all back has been a walk down memory lane! I now have 4 beautiful children and an awesome husband who actually went with me to the last concert!(my husband only) He had the time of his life! (He wanted to see all the girls! lol) The whole show he made jokes about all you have to do to make the girls scream is a crotch grab. We laughed the whole night! I Want to thank the five of you for everything you do and are!! Loads of Love and Respect, Ruth
August 6th, 2009 at 12:01 pm
One more thing… What happened to you guys coming to El Paso, TX.
August 6th, 2009 at 12:02 pm
WOW! That was touching. The funny thing is, Jon, I (as I am sure all of your fans who waited 20 years for this reunion) felt the same way when I attended your concert in Washington, DC. Of course when my old high school girlfriends and I found out about the reunion tour we were immediately on the horn with each other to start making plans. It felt like old times for US too. Who knew after 20 years (I am now a 34 year old mother of one, soon to be two) I would feel that kind of excitement and thrill I did when I was a young teen. I have to say I was excited but I didn’t realize just how much until we headed across the street from the restaurant into the Verizon Center. I was so giddy! The lights went off and the screen came up and my heart raced and must have skipped a few beats. My palms were sweaty and I shook with excitement. And then there you all were. It was the best feeling I think I have had since my son was born. Of course everyone grows up and priorities change but to recapture that feeling again (and also in Hershey, PA) was something only me and my girlfriends could understand. As much as a 14 year old could we loved you with all our hearts. The next day after the concert we called each other and like so many times before relived the whole thing again. You speak of family and there is nothing more important to me. In fact I have to thank my mom because if it weren’t for her we would not have had the exciting teen years because of NKOTB that we did. She hauled us all over the place and we would find out where you were staying and stay in the same hotel at just the hope for one glimpse. We never met any of you but we did meet some of your parents. My mom took us to Kings Dominion, DC, Norfolk, Pittsburgh, and just about any place within a 4 hour distance.
Thanks, Jon, for sharing your blog and thanks for deciding to do a NKOTB reunion. Your fans are truly grateful for it. God Bless.
August 6th, 2009 at 12:47 pm
Thank you so much for such an amazing recap of the last year and a half! I’m happy you enjoyed the ride (so far), and enjoy your much needed and well deserved time off!
Love,
Debbie, Toronto, ON
August 6th, 2009 at 12:53 pm
Hi Jonathan,
You’re terific in you twitter. I commend you for it. Found bad news. My uncle was found deceased in SoCal area. Don’t know the reason, but I am hanging in there. Life is hard right now, but I really want to go back to work, but my parent told me to wait until Monday. Loved Europe when I was there last year, eating pasta everyday, going in and out of excursions. I really want to try going back to New York and maybe to try and go to Boston in the near future, but got to wait and see if get my part-time job eliminated.
Would love to go to the Amazon, but not now. I want to take more and more trips around the world before my parent get too old.
Don’t fall and hurt yourself, and enjoy life to the fullest, okay. Thanks for your open ear, too.
August 6th, 2009 at 12:59 pm
Jon, you really need to write this down in a book, I really wanted to cry, you let us into your thoughts and your fears and even more so happy that you decided to come back. I have a better sense of who you are and what this experience has done for you and how it has made you feel. I saw you in concert in March in Hidalgo, Texas and you guys were awesome, the best show I have ever seen. My husband went to the concert with me and he came out of it having more respect for you guys. When u guys broke up, it was sad, and I had no interest in other groups that came out and have been stuck on Disney Channel music with my two beautiful girls, but now you are back and I can share your music with them, who are now learning the words to “Tonight”. Sorry to say, that Joe was my fave back in the day, but since you have been back, you are now my fave, Thanks for sharing all of this with us. Keep writing your thoughts, it really made me feel great knowing that you want to keep doing this for yourself and for us, the fans. Lots of Love, Molly
August 6th, 2009 at 1:04 pm
dear jon, i loved reading your entry, what a lovely way to end the year with such beautiful words, as while your tour has ended, my 8 year stay in london has come to an end…and what a year it has been. I must admit the highlight was seeing you all perfom for the very first time….twice!!!! i cant belive how i dreamt of this moment, and to be able to watch you all perform was fab….a lot of my friends in africa where i grew up were very jealous. Anyway, i am off to perth , oz with me husband, and can’t wait for my new chapter to begin, but more importantly i cant wait yours to begin too…so hope to see u down under.
all my love
sharmla xxxx
August 6th, 2009 at 1:21 pm
One more thing, you guys coming back made me so happy and gave me something to look forward to in my life. Don’t stop the journey Jon, there is a reason why this whole thing started.
August 6th, 2009 at 1:41 pm
Yep I totally agree!!! I missed you guys greatly before! This come gave me a chance to see yall in concert because I didn’t get to see yall back in the day!! I hope yall will do another tour for us! GOD BLESS!!!!!!!!!
August 6th, 2009 at 2:29 pm
I am crying….
Thank you jon are beautiful your words thanks to you for being in my life.
love you..;) xoxoxoxo
August 6th, 2009 at 3:47 pm
Jon, Thank you so much for your Blog. I can relate so much to fear holding you back, or trying to. It brought tears to my eyes. You are amazing, you are a role model, you are inspiring!
We all love you and NKOTB needed you and needs you. The band would never be complete with out you and I am so happy that you took that journey again and so happy that you enjoyed it!
We loved seeing you SHINE. You are talented and wonderful.
Thank you for everything.
Monica
August 6th, 2009 at 4:33 pm
jon….what to say of you Already I want that you return…
i love you so much……
the cruice 2010 there we go!!!!
TWITTER.COM/GIRLNKOTB
August 6th, 2009 at 5:36 pm
My dear Jonathan Thanks to you for this dream and remember we always support us, we allways be here for you, and never forget that you’re always in our hearts.
sincerely MARITZA FROM LIMA - PERU
PS. I cried when I read your post but in the same time I’m so happy for you JON . I LOVE JONATHAN KNIGHT MORE THAN YESTERDAY.
August 6th, 2009 at 5:38 pm
John, over this past year I have read non stop all the blog all you guys has written.
And I have to tell you that reading this blog today has made me cried like a teen ager. I too feel so blessed for have you all back into my life, and I can’t wait to see you all again. I Love you all with all my heart.
Claudia from Colombia
August 6th, 2009 at 6:04 pm
I’m glad you had the courage to approach and then follow through on the reunion tour. I was unable to see you guys the first time around, and let me tell you, it was magical for me as well when I saw you on stage for the first time in Cleveland last year. I’ve been fortunate to meet you twice now and will forever be grateful to you and your bandmates for getting back together. I especially loved the Full Service Tour and really hope you guys have another tour in you…
Love from PA
Rhonda
August 6th, 2009 at 7:24 pm
Jonathan I am so happy that you had fun:-) I wish I was there to join you guys:-) I love you guys and I am thankful you guys are back together and I appreciate it more then you will ever know
Love always your fan Andi:-)
August 6th, 2009 at 7:28 pm
Wow, Jon! That’s really beautiful. Seeing the five of you perform again brought back wonderful memories, and better yet, created even greater new memories. There’s something truly magical about it all. As for me, the two concerts I attended came about in the midst of really difficult and stressful times in my life, and the experience brought welcome relief. Thank you for overcoming the fear and anxiety, and I hope that you feel even just a fraction of the support and admiration we have for you! Until the next tour…
Ashley
August 6th, 2009 at 7:37 pm
Hi Jon!
This journey has been amazing to all of us!!It made a dream come true, I’d never been to NK concert before, and to see you guys again…it was like being in heaven!
It was beyond anything I’ve dreamed of…to see you on stage, to live that experince…I have no words to express!! THANK U!!!!
THANK YOU for your dedication and love for us!!!
I LOVE U now and forever!!
And I always thank God for putting you in my life, ‘coz u are one of my biggest blessings!!
I love u guys with all my heart!!!
God bless you!!
Grace Gallino (argentinian blockhead in NJ)
August 6th, 2009 at 8:11 pm
Jon,
I can not thank you and the guys enough for your return. Its amazing that you can feel so much love for people you have never meet. You were there in the 90s when I needed you and your return to the public eye in 2009 has been perfect timing for me. This has been a rough year and listening to your music and attending your Ohio concerts have help renew my strength in so many unmentionable ways.
August 6th, 2009 at 8:46 pm
I first saw NKOTB in concert back in the 90’s. I loved you guys then and that love has only gotten stronger. I was lucky enough to attend the concert in Dallas 07/17/09. AMAZING!! I felt like a teenager again and was grateful that you and the rest of the guys had given us this gift! Good luck in whatever you choose to do after this wonderful year you have given us and be true to yourself and just be HAPPY!
Much Love!
Rosemarie
Tx Blockhead
August 7th, 2009 at 1:17 am
Jon,
the humble person you are… you really underestimated yourself!
Without YOU NKOTB wouldn’t be NKOTB, so I thank YOU for jumping over that huge hurdle of insecurity and anxiety.
Thanks for your dedication… and remember: Do what you want, don’t hold back and go for it!
After all, you had fun right?
And so did we!
I had a blast in Amsterdam and I wouldn’t have given it up for the world.
I’m glad to have been a part of the first part of this journey. (literally a part: I helped Joe with his speech by giving him my Let’s Get This sign in Amsterdam.. LOL)
Thanks to al NK’s for giving up their daily lives for US: the fans that never ever thought this would happen again… You guys rock!
Love you all forever!
Hugs and kisses
Petra
August 7th, 2009 at 2:43 am
Dear Jonathan,
I’m so happy you decided to come back together. Last year was not an easy year for me, the comeback was something to look forward to, something to put my mind off things.
I was able to see my first NKOTB-concert ever, I really loved it, it was something I had waited for almost all my life (my parents thought I was too young ‘back in the days’), it was really amazing (too bad my computer destroyed all of the pictures, even the ones from the Meet&Greet ;( ). I REALLY hope you guys come back to Europe, I’d really love to see you again…
I’m very happy that you are happy with the comeback too, I like reading that you feel good on stage and that you want more. We fans definitely want muuuucho more. I hope to find out more tourdates soon, but first you guys deserve a break with your family and friends!
Hope to hear from you soon!
Love & big kiss from Belgium
Leen
August 7th, 2009 at 5:06 am
Hey Jon. I am sooooo grateful for u guys coming back. Even though I was disappointed because as of this point in time u were due to play in Brisbane tomorrow night and in Sydney on Monday night. Anyway, after my father died on the 10th of August 2008, I never thought I would know happiness again. But then I listen to the music that u guys sing and it fills my heart with joy and the hope that u guys will soon be on Australian soil again. Keep up the fantastic work that u guys are doing. Please email me at kimluvsdonnie@yahoo.com.
Much love from Australia
Kim
August 7th, 2009 at 8:27 am
WOW!! I had tears in my eyes while reading that. I just wanted to say that I am just as grateful that you are back in my life. I did not know how much I did miss you guys. Thank you for everything. The past year has be amazing and I am looking forward to the future. But for now, enjoy your time off. You deserve all the love and blessings from above. God bless you are your travels. All the love I’ve got to give…..
August 7th, 2009 at 9:48 am
Thank you so much for coming back and doing this for us!!! You guys brought to us what we apparently gave to you as well. You helped us fans have fun and enjoy our lives again. Thank you for helping give me that child like excitement again!!!
August 7th, 2009 at 11:19 am
I’M SO HAPPY YOU TAKE THE TIME TO BLOG OUT YOUR FEELINGS….WE LOVE YOU! AND I’VE BEEN TO 2 CONCERTS THIS TOUR AND A SIGNING IN L.A., AND I HAVE TO SAY…THANKS!!! THANKS FOR COMING BACK, AND THANKS FOR ROCKIN THE HOUSE YOU GUYS ARE BAD ASS GROWN MEN, SO WE’RE ALL ADULTS AND WERE ABLE TO SEE AND ENJOY WHAT WE HAVE AND WHAT WE’VE GONE THROUGH AND REALLY INTAKE THE PLEASURE OF BEING ABLE TO GO BACK TO A TIME WE’RE WE WERE YOUNG AND INNOCENT, AND JUST IN LOVE. FOR THAT I THANK YOU GUYS ALWAYS.
GOD BLESS AND TAKE CARE——————MARTINA BANDA
RIVERSIDE CALIFIORNIA……..
August 7th, 2009 at 12:46 pm
Sorry! Jonathan that I took so long to leave a reply this is what happens when you go to college and work! lol but seriously we all feel the same way you do thanks! for coming back and the rest of the guys too. Are there 4 more? lol just kidding but I totally loved your blog it was worth waiting for and for you to take the time to write it tell us how much you really care about us. And I really hope you guys hang around for a while at least until retirement time. lol Thanks for the blog and God Bless!
Cathy your cochina friend!
August 7th, 2009 at 4:29 pm
Love & Respect to you, Jon. I know I speak for thousands when I say thanks for having the courage to do it all again. It’s been a great year!
August 7th, 2009 at 5:07 pm
WOW! YOU NEW KIDS NEVER CEASE TO AMAZE ME!
Regarding your End of Tour blogs…
Jon, your words about fear truly spoke to me and I was moved to tears.
Joe, calling Step 5 the Holy Grail of pop music had me laughing out loud.
Danny, your last paragraph…I felt the love.
THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU NEW KIDS for not only staying so connected to us but for BEING so connected to us. The more time passes, the more I know this to be true.
Love Always to the New Kids,
Renee Bryant, Dallas, TX
August 7th, 2009 at 8:04 pm
Jon,
Words cannot express my admiration for the things you have done for us. I know as a nurse, and a person that has panic attacks how hard this has been for you truly. I have thought of, worried and prayed for you through each step of this journey. I was so thankful that you were putting yourself out there and experiencing all of your fears again, after such a long journey. I want you to know that I when I saw you and Jordan on Oprah and you talked to her, even then to help us your fans, to know that it was ok to be different and ok to get help with anxiety and depression. At that point my level of love rose for you to a whole new level. I cannot image how scared you where to start this process all over again and I thank you from the very bottom of my heart for that. When you were in Atlanta, during the Grown Man tour you walked back to the stage from the back of the room and even though I could see the nervousness on your face you still reached out to me and touched my hand. Then again at the Memphis concert you where on the table in the audience and yet you reached out and touch our hands and waved to us. I just have to say to you after reading your blog through my tears , YOU are one of my biggest Heroes, and are truly a blessing in my life and I know so many others that you have touched with your story. Thank you from the bottom of my heart!!
I Will ALWAYS Love You!!!
Your loving and detacated fan!
Anitra Duke
August 8th, 2009 at 4:56 am
Jon-
Thank you for sharing so much! I know your performance in my hometown gave me great joy. I was so excited to come and see you all perform! I could also tell that you all enjoyed yourselves while performing and that made the show even better. Thank you for giving it another shot!!!!!!! We have all enjoyed part of your ride in some way!!!!!!
Sincerely,
Katie Teixeira
Cincinnati, OH
August 8th, 2009 at 11:37 am
The word “ditto” comes to mind as I read your blog w/ tears streaming down my face… imagining and relating to your thoughts and feelings… it is overwhelming… The joy and happiness that you and the guys brought to us is beyond euphoric… Thank you for bringing back a piece of my childhood. We will NEVER forget you!!!
August 8th, 2009 at 2:53 pm
That is a nice writing. I enjoyed it.
August 8th, 2009 at 5:15 pm
Jon,
140characters is never enough to tell you what the return of NKOTB and your time has meant to me (not to mention, it always alerts The Cult when I do). So I shall tell you here. I know you will read this because I know you care enough to read everything the fans post to you. I know how much your heart and soul is in this.
Thank you for returning to the biz. Thank you for being there when that curtain dropped, because honestly, I didn’t think you would be. Thank you for conquering your fears each night as you step onto that stage. Thank you for standing on top of a piano. Thank you for dropping those pants (for me personally it was more of the gesture than the bum, just saying.). Thank you for giving Fence Time and eventually Face Time. Thank you for the Pittsburgh Waffle House. Thank you for those extra few seconds during the Boston Meet & Greet. Thank you for the waves and the kiss blown to me from the stage. Thank you for that morning in Houston. Thank you for talking to Phee (and not wanting to be on speaker) and Fiza. Thank you for sharing a very emotional and intimate moment with those of us who were there. Thank you for the all Jongirl pic in the meet & greet later that day. Thank you for the love from the stage in Houston (sorry about making you cry with the candles, had to be done). Thank you for singing Step 5 that night even after you were adamant that you were not going to. Thank you for all the contact I have had with you on twitter. Thank you for all the love you have given to my girls. THANK YOU for bringing me together with those same girls (do you need the Official List?). Thank you just doesn’t seem like enough but for now, it’s what I have.
In 1988, a nearly 14yr old with no self esteem and a whole lot of questions found NKOTB. It was a day I will never forget. In the following years I dreamed of many ways that I could hope to meet you guys, never really thinking it would ever come true. 21yrs later they have come true and then some! Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!!!
I toe-tally and completely adore you! I am so honored to have met you and spent some time chatting with you. Thank you!
Until we meet again, you know where to find me.
Jessica
August 8th, 2009 at 7:07 pm
all i have to say is thank you!!! thank you for comming back!!! thanks for the tour and thanks for all 5 members returning!!!! it wouldnt be nkotb without JONATHAN, Jordan, Joey, Donny, and Danny!!! i got to see you guys 2 times and it was fawesome!!!
August 8th, 2009 at 8:08 pm
thank you thank you thank you! u guys coming back together has been a blessing to sooo many of us! we have made this army that is too strong and not matter what happens we will always be 5 brothas and a million sistas! we made history AGAIN!! how many groups can say that? u guys say we r the best fans in the world NO u guys r the best GROUP in the world! love u john u made the right decision! cant wait for more and more and more!
i miss u guys! come back soon=]
-nkotb girl for life
jenn cholico
August 8th, 2009 at 9:46 pm
Hola Jon!! Muchas gracias por reaunion, i enjoyed sooo much, i hope to see you again in México!
August 8th, 2009 at 10:33 pm
Every time I think I can’t possibly love you any more…. you touch my heart again.
What’s your secret?
XOXOX
August 9th, 2009 at 9:41 am
WOW!!! That brought tears to my eyes!! Beautiful Jon!!
Seeing you on stage, enjoying yourself and smiling is the best thing in the world! It still seems so surreal that this is all happening.. NKOTB are back in our lives!! Who would have thought? What an emotional year - one of the best years!!!
THANK YOU NKOTB!!
August 9th, 2009 at 12:25 pm
Jon…
I could have never imagined that the greatest part of my childhood would return to my life when I needed you guys most. I know many fans have thanked you guys for reuniting and to be honest, I wish there was something more we could give you guys for this special moment. Unfortunately, support & love is all some of us are capable of. Again, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.. your words mean the world to your fans. I am excited to see what new journey NKOTB will be embarking on.
I love all 5 of you! Enjoy your time off and the rest of your summer!
Stephanie
August 9th, 2009 at 6:13 pm
Jon, definitely your words made me cry… Thank U, thank U, thank U sooo much for make my dreams come true… finally after 20 years I had the oportunity to see you and the guys in a M&G and a concert… that was AMAZING!!!
I don´t have enought words to describe how I feel about it… You made my 2008 and 2009, the best years of my life… I been grateful with you forever for that…
U always been my first love.
I never gonna forget U.
And I´ll love U 4ever.
Tons of hugs and kisses.
Helgi Loves Jon Forever.
PS. Please come back soon!!! I miss U sooo much!!
This mexican girl loves NKOTB.
August 10th, 2009 at 12:14 pm
Hi Jon
That little blog was amazing. It felt genuine and I would like to thank you for giving the fans the opportunity to relive this whole experience again. I was looking at my poster collection yesterday and found 7 copies of the same poster I had. To finally meet you in Newcastle that day in England was a dream come true. You were every bit as handsome and polite as I remembered you to be. I really wanted to go to the cruise but pennies are tight since the credit crunch. Someday I will make it to America to see you guys play though. Good Luck with everything and come back to England soon. We love you!
August 10th, 2009 at 12:40 pm
Oh my gosh! When I read this, I wanted to cry. I loved this blog! It was amazing! Thanks Jon! Love you! =]
August 10th, 2009 at 12:54 pm
Jon, I have been trying to write since this was posted how beautiful I found your blog to be but find myself unable to write for the tears. Lay to rest all your doubts and soar above any fear you have about performing in the future. You were amazing! I had the pleasure to see you 3 times in the past year. Each time was more amazing than the previous. As I told you in Richmond, VA you are an inspiration to me everyday, I get up and think if Jon can get up before 1000s then I get up and go to work. I can’t tell you how much having you in my life has meant in the past year. Thank you and know that no matter what I love you.
Erika
August 10th, 2009 at 5:25 pm
Thank you for being real.
August 11th, 2009 at 12:45 pm
Hi Jon xxxx
you are wonderfully ,as you can express in words your feelings about the last month.i hope to see again in europe.take care in south america.
you should know how much i love you.
stefanie dietz from germany
August 11th, 2009 at 1:45 pm
Dear Jon,
This has been an INCREDIBLE last year! I love you guys so much and you have become one of my favorites! You are so down to earth and really reach out to the fans so I want to thank you for that. Right now you are in the Amazon having the time of your life but you are still tweeting us. How amazing are you?! Thank you for coming back into our lives. You and the other guys are so special!
Love you always.
xoxo
Emily
August 11th, 2009 at 8:46 pm
like everyone else on here ….. I want to THANK YOU guys for coming back — it was a gream come true to see you live once again in Vancouver, Canada — I know you guys only came twice here back in the day but it was a thrill when i heard you were coming back — I am 40 years old and I feel like a teenager once again!!
Jonathan you have ALWAYS been my #1 … love you so much!!! Have a great rest … come back soon!!!
Love you all!!!!
Helena
Vancouver,BC Canada
xoxoxo
August 12th, 2009 at 5:06 am
Jon, Jon, Jon, you had me lost for words there for a moment! Reading your blog filled me with pride, love and happiness. You truly seem to be a strong and brave man and I respect you for that (and I don’t easily feel that way). I’m sure you’re an inspiration to many of us.
Glad to hear that this whole experience has turned out so great for you and you enjoyed it so much.
On the wanting to sit down with a “real” writer to help you write down all you have to share: please do that! Or… you might not even have to do that. Re-reading your own stuff after you’ve finished, or reading it to others and see how they react, sometimes helps too.
Anyway, I would love to read the end result
Oh, and have I said “thank you” yet?
Love and respect right back at you,
Elizabeth
August 12th, 2009 at 9:03 am
By the way: There’s no way you could have said this via Twitter, LOL!
August 12th, 2009 at 8:14 pm
Jon~ Thank you, thank you, thank you! Thank you for your courage to reunite, thank you for reminding us all why we loved you guys so much 20 years ago! I myself had forgotten, and, I must confess, I was skeptical when I heard nkotb was reuniting. But, seeing your concert at Blossom in June changed everything! (it was my very first new kids concert!) I’m discovering you all in a whole new way, and I love it! Congratulations on all your success both personal and professional. And thank you for sharing a little bit of your life with us once again. Twenty years ago, Jon Knight was the obscure new kid for me. Today, I am glad to finally “meet” him
Thank you for your honesty and sincerity, Jon!
God bless you!
Aimee
August 12th, 2009 at 8:34 pm
Thanks for sharing your journey of the past year! So human and so incredible. Great message to share with everyone, “Risking nothing is risking even more”. Thank you for taking a risk and making the reunion better than I could have ever dreamed! Miss you guys and can’t wait to see what is coming next:)
August 13th, 2009 at 1:56 am
hi Jon !
thank you for your beautiful message. It’s a real pleasure to see you again (and the other NKOTB of course !) after all these years.
i wish you have a lot of fun in your life. thank you to be there and like you are (you are very great !)
perhaps i see you in a concert or somewhere else…..
love and respect for you too my dear Jon !
goodbye !!!!
Sab (France)
August 13th, 2009 at 6:41 am
Thank you SO much for the beautiful blog! I was lucky enough to be at the first show in Toronto and the feelings you were feeling that night when you rose onto the stage were probably the same feelings that we were all feeling! I’ll never forget the moment that I saw you guys rise up! I thought my heart was going to burst! I’ve been lucky enough to finally meet all of you in the past year for the first time and the funny thing is that I thought I’d be all nervous but when I met all of you it was like meeting a long lost relative!! You guys are so down and earth and normal and that’s one reason why we all love you so much! Thank you for being you and thank you for coming back to us!
Lots of love to you all,
Jenn (Woodstock, Ontario)
P.S You’re definitely the best hugger in the group so keep those hugs coming! LOL!!
August 14th, 2009 at 6:40 am
WOW…Jon I really enjoyed reading your thoughts about your wonderful trip on the comeback rollercoaster!!! You and the guys have made a mammoth effort to prove to the world that you are back and better than ever! Good for you!
I have always believed in all of you…having you around again has made the world just that much better for me again :o) I appreciate all you and the guys have done….You must feel so good!
Enjoy the break and know that I have always looked up to you and New Kids for inspiration…Hope to see you back soon!
I was sad you couldn’t make it to Perth, but hey, maybe one day? I live in hope - something to look forward to anyway!!
For now, I am having my signed live autographs poster framed and it will take pride of place on my wall ( I keep threatening my bf that I will hang it in our bedroom above the bed - heheheheh ;o)
New Kids always in my heart
Thanks Jon…
xxxxx
Sal in Perth
xxxx
August 14th, 2009 at 8:35 pm
Hey…
I am soo mad at myself for canceling my twitter account…grrrrr
I want to send you daily messages cause we all know that sending u blogs this way just isn’t how it’s at…
god dammmit…
it’s friday and I have nothing to do but sulk…good thing that I am good at sulking…
Ok I’ll be honest..I checked out Danny on twitter today…did you know that u could lurk without having joined???
He was talking about t bagging….
I had to look that one up…
and all I have to say is man Danny you need to talk about pleasin a woman…
most woman know how to please a man cause you are all too easy..
but do you know how to please a woman????
I’m guessing not!!
ha!
well whatever! Thats what lovers are for and certain things that wiggle…:)
August 14th, 2009 at 11:10 pm
thank you for sharing … you did a wonderful job. can i tell you? i too have major anxiety issues and remember watching oprah (note, this does not mean i enjoyed her opinion/lack of understanding) when you and jordan were on. i related so much to that, and was feeling everything for you. with this reunion, i thought of and prayed for you to be as strong as you could, and take deep breaths when you needed to. i was proud everytime i watched you (mind you…on youtube), and loved you more every time you sang! thank you for being you, and not pushing your comfort to be something overwhelming.
August 15th, 2009 at 5:27 am
Hi Jon!
Thank you for sharing your experience with all of us and congratulations on your continued success. I’ve been listening to you and the rest of the guys since the 80’s, and I couldn’t have been more excited to hear you were all going back on the road…together. Truly a great feat for you all as well as proof of your personal strength and perserverance. I hope to see you all in England soon! Even though you’re international stars, it would be nice to see a slice of home…of Americana. =) Keep it up. You’re doing great!
I love you!
August 17th, 2009 at 12:32 am
Love you Jon. I’m so proud of you =)
August 17th, 2009 at 3:57 am
My dearest Jonathan,
no one on earth could write a blog like that.I am so thankful
the 5 of you came back into my life…..
Seeing my 5 year old daughter dancing in the kitchen to “The Block”
makes my heart melt every single time!! She is trying to sing the words
and her eyes are shining…it`s impossible to describe my exact feelings!!!
And all that,because of YOU!!!
You are such a wonderful man,just stay that way!!!
I will always be there…let`s make it forever this time…!!!
You will always have a special place in my life and of course
…my heart!!
Love and respect always,
Monika
August 17th, 2009 at 3:06 pm
I don’t think you needed a writter to help you with that blog - I felt like I was there - haha
But that was great, and thank you for everything you do.
August 18th, 2009 at 6:44 am
Hey Jonathan:
Thank you for sharing, and thank you (yet again) for the inspiration. Fear is a funny thing sometimes. You’re absolutely right. It can stifle you, but you can’t let it keep you down. The crazy thing is…it’s sometimes scary to let go of the fear, and to just leap forward. Thank you for being an example of how to take that leap.
Take care,
Tricia
August 18th, 2009 at 3:12 pm
HI JOHN:
I HAD THE CHANCE TO SEE YOU LAST YEAR IN THE CONCERT IN MEXICO CITY AND I REALLY LOVE THAT MOMENT IN MY LIFE. AS YOU EXPERIMENT A MAGICAL MOMENT ALL THIS YEAR, FOR ALL YOUR FANS AROUND THE WORLD IT WAS THE SAME FEELING.
FOR ME YOU ARE “THE GORGEOUS MAN”
LOVELY
LIZZY
August 18th, 2009 at 7:03 pm
Alright Jon that seriously made me cry.. It made me cry happy tears unlike those tears I cried when you guys went your separate ways many years ago. Then I was a broken hearted little girl and now I’m an extremely happy 25 year old who’s lifelong dreams have all been fulfilled by you guys reuniting!! Love You..
August 19th, 2009 at 7:47 am
Awesome words Jon! We thank you guys so much for coming back and taking that big leap of faith to entertain us all again! My sister and I saw you in October of 2008 in Cleveland and again in June 2009 at Blossom-you guys were amazing both times! It was so exciting that first show when you guys rose up from the stage- I felt like a teenager again! Both shows were unbelievable! I can’t wait for you guys to tour again! I hope you guys can make more beautiful music together to share with us, your fans! Good luck in your new adventures with life and the New Kids! Thanks again!
Angie Christian, North Ridgeville, Ohio
August 19th, 2009 at 12:51 pm
Jon-
You never cease to amaze me! You are such an incredible man! Thank you for coming back and giving us an amazing year. We have had a blast and I am glad to hear that even though you deal with anxiety- I can’t imagine how hard that is- that you have such a excellent attitude and a fighting spirit. It makes me love you and admire you all the more.
Your words always touch me- thank you for doing the reunion and for being such a sweetheart. You seem to be just an incredible, down to earth guy who has stolen alot more hearts in the past year..mine included.
Hope to see alot more from you guys- there is enough love here to last a lifetime!
xoxo
Aimee
(aka aimeero on Twitter and Rehab Sign girl in Indy:) )
August 19th, 2009 at 1:48 pm
This sums up my after thoughts about the tour did not get 2 go 2 da reunion part of the tour but got 2 go 2 the full service part the song TONIGHT sums It up In a nut shell for me I cry when I hear that song love you NKOTB all 5 of you Jon
August 19th, 2009 at 8:21 pm
i love you so much Jon! you are my hero along with the rest of the guys. look forward to seeing you guys soon babe. love you lots take care……love always, Amber B. wichita, ks.
August 19th, 2009 at 8:40 pm
Thank you for sharing your feelings Jon! I have an anxiety disorder myself and was living an absolute nightmare until I heard you share your thoughts on what it was like. Seeing you get up and perform takes guts. You’re a hero for me. You are proof that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Because of you, I faced my fear head on and am now one year panic attack free. I never felt better. You are right, as long as you set your mind to it, fear can never hold you down. Thank you for your courage, guts, and heroism. I and the millions of other fans are with you every step of the way.
August 20th, 2009 at 5:08 am
Hi Jon,
… it was amazing sharing The Cruise experience with you! I hope to do it again! I created a site for the cruise, I hope you see it one day, newkidscruise.ning.com! Can’t wait to see more of your South America pictures!
That was beautiful! Thank you! You brought tears to my eyes. We missed you too during the break just as much, I went to many concerts too… but none is the same as seeing you, our 5 brothers together! The beginning of the show was truly the same for us as fans, that ‘most eurphorpic feeling in your heart’ — believe me, we felt it too when the lights hit and you were on that stage. My first show since the reunion was Nov. 1, 2008 in Ft. Lauderdale! That opening shot is my screensaver on my phone, every time I turn it on, that feeling comes back! Every minute of that show was magical
love u always,
oxox
Kelly
(NKgirl_Kelly)
August 20th, 2009 at 11:08 am
This was amazing to be able to sit down and read today. Thank you for sharing because this was gorgeous.
August 23rd, 2009 at 8:26 am
OMG Jon, that’s so good to hear those words coming from you…Enjoy, and don’t ever leave us again please !
August 23rd, 2009 at 8:56 am
I can’t even begin to express my gratitude for you guys! I’m 31 yrs old now and I’m feeling like I’m a teenager again! I was listening to some of the old stuff recently..and you know..”I’ll be loving you forever..just as long as you want me to be”…really made me think..you guys NEVER stopped loving us..and we can’t even begin to thank you. We NEVER stopped loving you guys either. I may have gotten older but my love and respect for you hasn’t changed! Keep up the good work guys…Take care of yourselves..and I hope someday soon I’ll get to see you guys in person..it would be the greatest time of my life!! I didn’t get to see you when I was a child..PLEASE come to Kentucky!! I can’t say that I ever had a fav new kid..because you all have you own different personalities and talents..You’ve ALL got my heart!! Forever Yours!!! Shanna Louisville, Kentucky
August 23rd, 2009 at 4:53 pm
Jonathan it’s been great to hear about your journey and that you decided to stay. It just wouldn’t be the same without you. Rest up, we’re keeping our eyes out for your return
Love from Barbados.
August 24th, 2009 at 5:36 pm
Jon,
thank you so much for sharing all these special moments with us.
i almost cried when i read your note. it makes me remenber a whole part of me that i’ve totally forget!! it brings back to me so many fellings!! i spent my teenage hours listening to your songs. you all guys and your music are a big part of my life. now i’m 32 years old and it still mean something to me. i really want to thank you all for every great moments you bring into my life.
take care, hope eveything will be all right for all of you guys!!!
merci,
d.
paris, france
August 26th, 2009 at 12:01 pm
I know I’m late in sending my responce to you Jonathan but I thought I would send in now rather than never…. I’m very sorry you hate novels and when it comes to you, I have alot of emotions that flow in my blood!
Dear, Jonathan
First of all I want to thank you all for coming back with all the risks ahead of you and giving this a shot knowing that there have been many bands who have tried this but none of them succeeding in a successful reunion. I believe in my heart you have surpassed the reunion part of your careers and are now just laughing at every critic that doubted you and every person that told you that you are crazy even though that critic and person may be you, yourself.
So here we go Jonathan you put your heart out there and now I feel obligated to answer your blog. I must warn you that every time I write anything I somehow put the “Watson Krew” in tears so I’m hoping I don’t make you cry, If I do will you come have tea/coffee with me…joking (I think).
You asked how one would sum up all that they have been through in the past 15 months. Jonathan dear I have no God Damn idea because I have been trying to sum up how I have been admiring a man I thought I would never meet but prayed to God he would place us in each other’s arms even if it was for just a minute or two praying it would be more on the means of two minutes than one, but would appreciate any connection I got.
Jonathan you just have to take your experiences and memories and thank God for taking you where you have gone and what you have seen. You have to thank God for the people he has put in your life. Some of them may be those people that have you laughing in stitches until your sides hurt and you have to tell them the “Shut up, your killing me”. But then you also have to thank God for placing the people in your life who have had you curled up on your bed crying wishing the pain that they put in your heart would wash away like the stain on your favorite shirt. All of these people are a part of what makes you, who you are. You couldn’t have heartbreak if you wanted to see the sunset. And you couldn’t have rain if you wanted to see a rainbow.
You are so completely right when you say it has been a monumental year (almost two). If you would have told me March 16, 2008 when I had boarded a one way plane from Florida back to Boston leaving my husband, that this will be the year of my life I would have mustered the words “Huh” and “What” out of my tears. I may have even laughed at you. No I take that back I would have laughed at you and told you, you did not know the pain my heart was going through. But today I sit here and I agree with you on so many levels.
If you had told me on that plane ride that I would be sleeping out on the side walk in Rockefeller Center, not once but four different occasions totaling 15 days. I may have asked you if I was on the right plane (I was going back home to Boston) or I might have thought, “Oh shit I’m going to be homeless.” I would have never thought I would be doing this on my own will where a cockroach the size of my fist would be looking at me in the face when I woke up. I would have never thought I would be tarping a 30 ft line of other New Kids On The Block fans (that I did not know) just so they could be dry and I was prepared. I never would have thought that I would finally not need a man to live with because the power of the “Watson Krew” keeps me going on good days and when I’m in a hospital room so full of anxiety and depression that I have no place else to go.
All this has happened to me because 5 guys I admired found a song so powerful that they had to come tell the world “Fuck You, we were not just another mother fuckin fad” (sorry the Donnie in me coming out). But I have found out this year that if you walk into the future keep your eyes open wide, you don’t know what may just come your way. Oh and if Jordan Knight is happy and you just got out of a cast don’t stand beside him or anywhere in the vicinity of him. He will think your tears are for him and you will not have the courage to say, “No you re-re you just cracked my ankle bone (Oh yeah if we can keep that between us? I still have never told Jordan. No I change my mind tell the little “Rat Bastard” as you eat green M&Ms on your tour bus after twittering your off to bed).
I have a very deep and personal question for you? Did you not believe the power and determination of your fans? Did you not Google “Jonathan Knight” or “New Kids On The Block” in the 15 years you were sweating your balls off in the Florida heat building and reconstructing homes to keep your bank account with more oh’s than Hangin’ Tough? Just wondering not to take the deep and heartfelt quote, “we learned it exceeded all expectations” and make a joke about it. My mind was just wondering.
I can’t even touch the quote, “I obsessed to death all the things that would happen to me,
and how I would handle this reunion.” The reason is because it brings tears to my eyes and the Oprah images to my heart. I know you say that was one of the best days of your life but to me it was one of the hardest days of being a Jonathan Knight fan. Moving right along I’m not crying!
Jonathan your Dorchester girl has missed you. I remember the day it was official…no not you coming back but it was official that you had left the building. You were on your way home as the guys were on the way to another gig. The pain you must have felt. I thought I would never see you on any stage again. I was never mad that you, “fell off a horse” but I said a prayer for your heart every day since. I prayed the pain that kept you from that stage would make you strong if it would not leave your soul. Today I still pray for you because I have seen the fear of performing in your face a few times. So if you have to live your entire life with this fear tapping you on the shoulder I guess I pray it will make you the David and it the Goliath (do you need a slingshot).
I’m enlightened that you took not only the hand of Jordan on this journey but the hands of the three other guys who you could have turned your heart to stone. I’m glad you feel that you can go to them with anything and put it on their plate. It goes to show this band was not 5 guys who were just picked to be in this band, but this band was chosen by 5 guys.
I remember my first NKOTB show… It was September 26th. My heart was pounding and I too remember when the lights went down and the screams went up. I remember feeling the rush of my heart when the smoke came up and then saw the 5 of you rising. It was if you were rising from the dead. It was the absolution I had waited for my entire life, there he was my Jonathan Knight dancing and holy shit trusting and wow grabbing this manhood on the stage as a New Kid on the Block. Dang we all grew up and I wanted to be…well we’re adults now. I remember that night in Boston standing in front of you with a KNIGHT shirt on and you pointing to me (that’s my story and I’m sticking to it). It was if you had flicked every self doubt and negative thought way off my shoulder. You are right Jonathan there are no words in any language that could describe that feeling in ones heart. But that was going to be my only show, I saw the show, I loved it thank you. Twenty shows later I was saying just one more time. I have seen you in seven states and had a blast all of them praying my vacation days or my income will not run out before you guys do. Gosh I hope Camden, NJ was not the last show. Damn I hope they call my number for the boat. Is this just the beginning of a great relationship or is this the beginning to the worst good-bye any man had to say? I think of the day you came to me in New Your City and said, “Thank you” as you held me for what felt like eternity(if you ever want to repeat that hug my arms are willing and able)!
I’m blessed to have Becky (Future Mrs. JK), Kerri (Mac’s Rat Pack), Jessica (DDub’s Commander), and Grace (Jordan’s Silent Mistress) holding me strong and my sides hurt until I have my intestines oozing out the side. We are known as the “Watson Krew”. It was not until one hot day this summer that God had placed us all in the same places (many times) but we never opened our eyes. He even put us in the same house and because my OCD we too missed a chance God gave us to meet. I would have not met what I call my heart and soul had you not taken the direction you did so to you I say thank you. Not for coming back to the stage but letting us Fans Re-Unite through you 5. So with that said I must close this letter by saying, “Magic of 5 Bad Brothers: An influence which fascinates and delights our hearts forever”.
With Love from one fan who walks beside you in rainstorms and rainbows,
Melissa J. Seiler
Twitter: WatsonKrew
Dorchester, MA
August 26th, 2009 at 1:50 pm
Jon,
What can I say but what an emotional blog - Miss you and the guys here in the UK so much - WE NEED A UK CRUISE lol or another tour. When I saw you on tour in the UK in January it brought back all the emotions when I saw you in the 1990’s - We have all grown up - but it is always good to have that release from reality - Send my love to all the guys - especially Jordan.
Make sure that the UK is on the top of your 2010 list we miss you the most
Love forever Nikki x
Hull, UK
August 26th, 2009 at 10:18 pm
JON, I HAVE ARTHRITUS TOO.
More recently, the doctor also diagnosed me with fibromyalgia.(that basically means chronic pain and chronic fatigue) I’m only 28 years old but, even the most simple tasks, are usually difficult for me to complete. Especially now, that and I have a 2 year old daughter to take care of. Anyway, I’m telling you this because, often, when I’m in pain and having trouble, I think of you up there on stage, night after night, putting your heart soul into each preformance. You inspire me to keep going, long after my body is sore, and my little girl still needs me to read her a book at night.
Thank you for coming back, and doing what you do–so well!
God Bless
Andrea M.
AndreaDances@Hotmail.com
August 28th, 2009 at 9:33 am
Thanks for the memories, past and present. You’re a rockstar!
August 28th, 2009 at 1:24 pm
having trouble with my comp, can’t log out.
August 28th, 2009 at 1:26 pm
Oh my gosh, I did not intend to send the last comment,lol. my bad!
August 31st, 2009 at 2:20 pm
Tears rolling down my face!! I feel the emotion from you and the guys each time I attend a concert. You have such a special place in my heart. It’s pure child like joy to see you guys together again. I am especially proud of you, and I told you that at a meet and greet. You have overcome such anxiety and only your true fans would know that. Keep up the great work and bring us the show and the love. Love always and forever, Jaclyn
August 31st, 2009 at 9:48 pm
JON, I HAVE ARTHRITUS TOO.
More recently, the doctor also diagnosed me with fibromyalgia.(that basically means chronic pain and chronic fatigue) I’m only 28 years old but, even the most simple tasks, are usually difficult for me to complete. Especially now, that and I have a 2 year old daughter to take care of. Anyway, I’m telling you this because, often, when I’m in pain and having trouble, I think of you up there on stage, night after night, putting your heart soul into each preformance.(I saw you at Saratoga NY, you guys were awesome)
You inspire me to keep going, long after my body is sore, and my little girl still needs me to read her a book at night. Thank you for coming back, and doing what you do–so well!
God Bless
Andrea M.
Broadalbin (Albany area) NY
AndreaDances@Hotmail.com
{I appologize if you get this message more than once, I’ve been having trouble sending and logging out of the site}
September 10th, 2009 at 12:40 am
Jon
I have read your entry and it touched me. I can relate to how you have felt having been there myself everytime I go on stage. You see I am a singer/songwriter I perform also. It does not matter how many times I go up there my anxiety never lessens. It truly is very maddening.I also suffer from panic attacks there is nothing worse then feeling like your going to die. thats how my attacks make me feel anyway. You have fought yours and are winning I hope. It is good to see you performing again. You must have missed it some or you would not have come back. We are all very glad that you did. I hope that all is well with you and your and that all are happy and healthy. I look forward to the new album and may even try to see you guys in concert. I have kids I can’t remember the last time I had time for just me LOL. If you could find time in your busy schedule to contact me. Please feel free to send me a e-mail. I would from one performer to another like to share or trade some thoughts or ideas with you. Maybe you could give me some advice on how you have over come your fears.
Sincerly
Charmaine Rylee
September 10th, 2009 at 1:38 pm
I am glad that you had an amazing time during this new adventure in ur life, I hope we can continuing hearing more about u, because u r an extraordinary person, I hope one day I will have the oportunity to meet you. Love
September 10th, 2009 at 8:03 pm
Jon, I love your heart and your gentle, humble, spirit. Most of us girls have a favorite new kid from back in the day. We loved you all, but had that favorite that we were ALL going to marry:)I have to say, I have grown to love and respect each of you in your own ways because of the things that make each of you unique, and the obsticles that each of you have had to face and overcome. It’s funny how we just start to see things differently as we grow and mature. The things that used to be sooo important to us are not such a big deal anymore. I guess we call it priorities. Anyway, I say all of that to tell you that I have so much respect for you for what you have overcome. Most of us fans know how you have battled the anxiety and it makes us so proud that you took the step to get back out there with the guys and do this for us. It would have never been the same with just 4 of you. You are the Boston 5, not 4:) This reunion has been so amazing for all of us. We truly are one big, HUGE, family. You guys have rekindled a flame in us and are helping us relive a huge part of our lives again. Thank you so much. I have prayed for each of you so many times over the years and I will continue. Thanks for sharing with us. You are loved.
A friend in Louisiana,
Mandy
September 10th, 2009 at 9:31 pm
JON, I HAVE ARTHRITUS TOO.
More recently, the doctor also diagnosed me with fibromyalgia.(that basically means chronic pain and chronic fatigue) I’m only 28 years old but, even the most simple tasks, are usually difficult for me to complete. Especially now, that and I have a 2 year old daughter to take care of. Anyway, I’m telling you this because, often, when I’m in pain and having trouble, I think of you up there on stage, night after night, putting your heart soul into each preformance.(I saw you at Saratoga NY, you guys were awesome)
You inspire me to keep going, long after my body is sore, and my little girl still needs me to read her a book at night. Thank you for coming back, and doing what you do–so well!
God Bless
Andrea M.
Broadalbin (Albany area) NY
AndreaDances@Hotmail.com
{I appologize if you get this message more than once, I’ve been having trouble sending and logging out of the site}
September 11th, 2009 at 12:58 am
I was just wondering where my blog entry is that i wrote yesterday. I would hope that who ever runs this site will post it for me. lik they said they would
Charmaine
September 11th, 2009 at 1:00 am
sorry i see my blog
char
September 12th, 2009 at 10:11 am
See you guys still have alot of faithful fans. I was up set when I was a kid when you guys stopped back in the 90’s And when I found out about the come back I started crying I was so happy. Im 31 years old and I never stopped being a fan. You all are so very sweet and kind hearted. My son is going to be 5 in december and he is very handycapped and he actually got on his hands and knees and started rocking back and forth when I put right stuff on.
(hugs) Robyn
September 14th, 2009 at 3:52 am
Wow Jonathan,
I’ll help you write your thoughts into book anytime. I know I get picked on in a good way for writing how I think and feel and having tons of pages. I just want to say how much I’ve enjoyed your blogs and everything you guys have done for us fans. I am eternally grateful for you deciding to come back. Just watching y’all perform takes so much stress off from my very busy work/college schedule. You give me a reason to be happy all over again. Thank you. I’ve missed you all.
Take Care and God Bless You Always,
Margie B.
San Antonio, Texas
September 14th, 2009 at 2:00 pm
Hola Jonathan:
Saber que te sientes feliz por esta nueva aventura que vives, es un gran regalo para todos tus amigos y amigas del mundo, Y YO ME CONSIDERO TU MEJOR AMIGA PORQUE TE SIGO DESDE QUE TENIA 15 AÑOS y ahora tenerte cerca con tus experiencias y con tu musica, sin importar la distancia fisica, me hace sentirme muy feliz, que te estes realizando como persona y profesional.
En la vida hay que hacer muchos sacrificios para alcanzar nuestros sueños y lo se porque ahora hango muchos sacrificios por alcanzar una felicida plena con mi familia y creo que cualquier sacrificio vale la pena, cuando tienes metas bien fijas y definidas. Que Dios Te Bendiga Siempre y cuentas con una verdadera amiga a la distancia.
Desde PERU, TU AMIGA DE SIEMPRE
PATTY SILVERA SOLIS
TRADUCTION——-
Hi Jonathan:
Know that you are happy for this new adventure you live is a great gift for all your friends and friends of the world, and I consider myself YOUR BEST FRIEND BECAUSE TE SIGO since I was 15 years and now you near your experiences and your music, regardless of physical distance, makes me very happy, that you as a person and you are carrying out training.
In life you have to make many sacrifices to achieve our dreams and it is because now Hango many sacrifices to achieve lasting happiness with my family and I think that any sacrifice is worth it, when you have fixed and well defined goals. May God bless you always and have a true friend in the distance.
From PERU, YOUR FRIEND FOREVER
PATTY SOLIS SILVERA
September 28th, 2009 at 8:42 am
Life and all that comes with it
can make us all feel like hiding sometimes huh.
I’m sorry that u must be feeling really sad about your gramma..
I’m not even going to bring up the whole “Other fan thing”
Try to remember that we all love u very much and that most of us fans are woman and we tend to react emotionally and worry…
I know that you are a strong person and that this storm will pass.
In the mean time, my cat could give some pointers on some hiding spots..
Yesterday he had us all in tears because after we got back home from dinner;
we could not find him anywhere..He is only 14 weeks old and we looked everywhere in the house..the kids cried for like and hour…I couldn’t sleep and kept on getting up to see if he was at the front door…I thought for sure he was a gonner…Then this morning after I got up to get the kids out of bed… sick with dread..what does my son Thomas hear in his room??
MEOW!
MEOW!
I had been cleaning the floors in his room and moved all the furniture out..
we moved everything back in yesterday afternoon..
I took away Thomas’s bed frame and just laid the box spring and mattress on the floor without it…to stop him from hiding everything under his bed!
well some how the stinker of a cat managed to find a hole in the side of the boxspring and crawled in there but couldn’t find his way out!
Damn cat!..Thank god we found him!
So until u feel ready to tweet with abandon again…and need to hide from crazy fans…cut a hole out of your boxspring and hide in there! LOL!
LOVE U
October 28th, 2009 at 8:02 pm
hey there..
I love u guys and I took myself off of twitter again…
only too protect me and my family…
look at kelowna.com
i can’t make this shit up…
stopped twitter but still check in …
thank u for being there for me..even if u don’t realize u are..
November 8th, 2009 at 9:35 pm
hey…
what do u mean hohoho nonono!
I can’t wait to put my xmas stuff up
and this year even thought I have a huge ass fake tree in storage it is going to be all about the real stuff…
real xmas tree
real pine decorations
no spray pine scent
no fake snow
no plug in apple and spice smell..
I went for a wonderful hike today
it was so great to get somewhere peacefull and hug a tree..
yeah i’m werid so what..
take care of those fixed feet of yours..
praying for u and sending u lots of love
November 13th, 2009 at 5:50 pm
Querido JONATHAN:
Soy Patty Silvera desde PERU y quiero agradecerte por haber compartido todas tus experiencias y todo tu tiempo con nosotros TUS FANS.
A pesar que nunca llegaron a PERU, siempre he seguido todos tus conciertos muy de cerca y me encanto cuando en uno tuviste la valentia de bajarte los pantalones y te quedaste en bragas….ERES LO MAXIMO!!!
Espero que todas estas experiencias vividas con los chicos, te ayudan a crecer y saber que en la VIDA SI VALE ARRIESGARSE, porque siempre obtienes algo bueno de las nuevas experiencias…
Si no tengo la oportunidad de escribirte nuevamente, quiero desdearte UNA FELIZ NAVIDAD, que la llegada del Niño Dios ilumine tu vida y la haga SUPER FELIZ y que el año 2010 te traiga nuevas experiencias, nuevos amigos y llene tu vida de mucha felicidad y amor!!!
Ojala algun dia nos visiten por PERU, TE QUIERO JONATHAN!!!!
Con Cariño PATTY
TRADUCTION
Dear Jonathan:
I’m Patty Silvera from Peru and I want to thank you for sharing your experiences and all your time with us your fans.
Although they never PERU, I’ve always followed all of your gigs very closely and I was delighted when, in one you had the courage to get off his pants and you stay in panties …. You rock!
I hope that all these experiences with the kids, help you grow and know that in life if VALE risky, because you always get something good out of new experiences …
If I have the chance to write again, I desdearte a Merry Christmas, the arrival of the Child God enlighten your life and make SUPER HAPPY and that 2010 brings you new experiences, new friends and fill your life with much happiness and love !
I hope one day to visit us by JORDAN, I LOVE YOU JONATHAN!!
PATTY
November 14th, 2009 at 5:31 pm
Hey You…
Your description of what u look like taking a bath right now…made me think some serious dirty thoughts…
I’m blushing right now thinking it and feel bad because you’re basically
a person with need..
But damn I wish I was the one to help you in and out of the tub and I’m wondering how u are managing that…
It’s making me think of a dirty joke I heard recently about a guy at the dentist..
I don’t have time to write it out now but I will..
taking kids to alan jackson concert tonight…
have a good night.